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2008-07-31T23:15:00.004+08:00

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And Relink :)

Goodbye bloggy :'(

2008-07-30T18:19:00.001+08:00

I am really happy with myself.
I didn't allow emotions to take over me this time
I stood up =)

Went back to school for viva presentation to present about my work at Tangs.
It was a breeze.
The 2 lecturers were really friendly and entertaining. haha
I know I can do well cos God was with me :)

I then came back to work in the afternoon.
Went for a session (Living word or something) at St Andrew Cathedrial with some of the young adults. It's really different from normal conferences that I always attend. But it was really good. Pierced our hearts.

Going out with Missy Smin later to shop! YAY! I love you! it's been ages since we really hang out together.
Heeee

2008-07-30T17:59:00.001+08:00

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.

PS: Thanks ah abi. Haha. I know I don’t come your blog =p

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I will question him nicely why is he doing that to me. But of course I will be super angry and disappointed.

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
get my degree, earn enough money, travel around the world to spread the word of God and help the poor people.

#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
my wedding to be held at the most beautiful beach in this world  And then travel around the world and take beautiful pictures

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
nope, God have it in control

#5. What’s your ideal lover like?
- Love God more than anyone else
- Able to support himself and the family.
- Faithful
- Able to make me smile and love me for who I am
- Etc.

#6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved by someone.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
ha. Diff question

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
learn to give them blessings and move on.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
yes. But I am a strong girl cos God is with me =)

#10. Is being tagged fun?
nope. Hahah. I m doing this cos I am bored in the office

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
I assume I will be happily married and serving the Lord and His people

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
God, family and friends

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
Abi ah, super negative and emotional one, but then she is really a nice girl to hang out with. Never fail to make you go crazy

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
I would rather be married but poor cos I know I love my partner not cos of his money but because of who he is. We can go through everything together. Money is not everything 

#15. What’s the first thing you do every morning?
Thank God for a new day
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#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Of cos!

#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
this is too difficult to answer. LOL!

#18. What type of friends do you like?
A true friend who never fails to be there for me

#19. What type of friends do you dislike?
I guess I am learning to love everyone cos God loves the unlovable

Abi Tagged me!!
And I shall tag… …
Hohoho
Nadia, Crystal, Amadea, Ashley, Joanna, Hannah, Elaine, Ben and people who are free to do.lol

2008-07-27T21:56:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAYS TO...

Anthea Lee

Mummy <3

Queena

Weekend flew by just like that

But it's a blessed one

Really blessed

And Joanna said that I am a strong girl =)

I don't look to people for assurance but God

As He creates His children for His glory, His pleasure

He created us in His own image

How amazing is that (:

I am also blessed by the big sisters in church

Blessed by the kids too

Blessed

Really

Sing to the Lord with all your soul

Sing to Him

And trust Him in all your ways

For He is your healer

I am learning to move on =)

Thank you Jesus

2008-07-25T23:31:00.000+08:00

Mommy came to Singapore last night :) Really glad to see her again.
Mommy, I love you <3

Anyway, it's like honey moon period for me at work with tiny bits of work to be done only. Today I learnt how to set up the POP machine(Point of Purchase), You know the one they use as cashiers to scan your item and such? yea, that!! Was really proud of myself. I got bored after a while when trying to configure and do some testings of the system. I was playing with the POP machine cos the machines are going to be used for sales in Suntec City or something. Yea, so at the end I went back to my own desk, typing some notes for Domingo. Time flew by quite fast too cos I got work to do. haha... One more week!! Reggie and Kut made me laugh like mad woman in the office, as always.

I came home straight after work today. Missed street E :(
I'm glad to be home though. It's mommy's birthday celebration at home. Some relatives came too. And I got to talk to my long long long related cousin. haha. And Trina!! It was seriously fun talking to Trina! Weeee!

Still hesitating if I should go for SB's BBQ tmr after youth service. It's so far away... Pasir Ris... plus Jia Xin won't be going.. Hmmm... let's see how. Youth service is still the first :):)

Decisions always give me headache. Arrrgggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

But smile!

2008-07-23T20:47:00.001+08:00

Me with Terin (VP for MarComm Dept)

Receiving token of appreciation from the company:)

Ok, I looked like my sis there, just that my hair is longer. hahahaha

By the way. It was an awesome Symposium session(Project sharing).

The interns were supposed to present what we have done in Tangs during our internship period. I was the first one to present. It wasn't that scary after all, cos I know God has been there helping me through. Thanks peeps for the encouragement and prayers leading up to this. You know me, I can talk to people one on one quite well, but not presentation. Haha. And for the first time, my industrial sup actually praised me :) And the comments given by the rest, especially higher authorities were good too. It's indeed God's grace. I woke up at 5.30am this morning to rehearse cos last night I was way too distracted with tv shows, facebook and msn (oppps) hahaha. Of course I did spend time with God before going to bed.

I am proud to say that I have successfully graduated from my internship (even though my last day is next Friday). This internship period has indeed taught me valuables lessons, both in my work place, studies and also personal growth. I was exposed to so much and I have to learn to discern what is right and what is wrong.

Alright, that's my thoughts for now =)

Jesus is indeed so good to me

This is our God

2008-07-22T20:41:00.001+08:00

This song is so meaningful and powerful

God, You are my God;

THIS IS OUR GOD

VERSE 1:

Your grace is enough

More than I need

At Your word I will believe

I wait for You

Draw near again

Let Your Spirit make me new

CHORUS:

I will fall at Your feet

And I will worship You here

VERSE 2:

Your presence in me

Jesus light the way

By the power of Your word

I am restored

I am redeemed

By Your Spirit I am free

BRIDGE:

Freely You gave it all for us

Surrendered Your life upon that cross

Great is the love

Poured out for all

This is our God

Lifted on high from death to life

Forever our God is glorified

Servant and King

Rescued the world

This is our God

2008-07-21T20:42:00.000+08:00

Saturday's youth service sermon really hit me real hard. Kept me thinking and reflecting. Marjo and John Wee visited us!
It was my first time teaching the kindies on Sunday. It was fun and yet tiring cos they are just way too hyper active! haha. After service, attended the vocal lesson by the special speaker of main service. It's really interesting. Hoho. Wanted to go Queensway, but was too lazy. Momo asked me for a friend's bbq, so I attended it since it's just downstairs near the playground. Nice :)

Anw, I took half day off from work and went back to school to hand in report today. It's really nice to be back in school and I am missing it very much :( Managed to have lunch with some of the boys from my class, saw a few lecturers, met up with Joanna too! Wohoooooooo! Ngee Ann! I am coming back in 3 months time. :)

Went back to work with weirdy feeling cos my heart was still with NP. haha. I love NP this much -.-.

Please pray for my symp which will be this coming Wednesday, that everyone at work will show favour in me and the rest of the interns :)

Alright, bye!

2008-07-19T09:38:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAYS

DIANA, MS JOANNA TAN, JIABI, EVAN, SUSAN =)

2008-07-18T17:19:00.001+08:00

Wohohohoho!

Report has been completed and will be submitting on Monday with Jia Xin and then will go canteen 3 for fooood =)

Last night I attended a performance at Esplanade and it is called "Magic Box" The lead actor was Rachel's senior pastor. It was really interesting and amazing how he could actually perform magic and at the same time potray the love of God for His children. Rachel said that her senior pastor had a calling from God to go to the media when he was young and he obeyed this calling and Magic Box was his first performance. Awesome!

God is teaching me alot of things now and I am glad that I am applying what I have learnt from
God's words =) He is so good, allowing me to choose to be obedient towards Him :) YAY!

2008-07-16T22:30:00.001+08:00

2008-07-16T20:18:00.000+08:00

Hello!

I was super nervous for the trial symposium yesterday, making me read everything from the slides and was talking like a train, really fast. There were only 6 of the interns, some of the supervisors and the Learning & Development people, yet I was so nervous already. Hmmm, nevermind, I have 1 week to prepare myself for the actual one (: I can do it!

Cabbed down to school since I left at about 7plus from work. The poly day of prayer was really really amazing! It's as though dream come true! Christians from different schools, different churches, different dominations gathered together to interceed for our schools. Amazing! I am glad I turned up eventhough I was really late. I missed word shared by Ps Daniel :(

Really nice to be back to school after not going back for about 4 months already. Met alot of friends whom I have not seen for quite long time already. After then prayer meeting, went to have supper with Wee Leong, Ben, Adrian and Mark. I think prata or martabak don't like me...hmmm... the other time ate chip chop prata for lunch without knowing the portion was so big, at the end it was wasted :( And then last night, the martabak was so big portion too that I couldn't finish!

So anyway, here's the big joke of the day

Kut: Wassup with your new harstyle?

Vina: Where got new hairstyle? I just tie it up wad...?

Kut: Oh I thought what, your boyfriend scold you or something thats why you change your hairstyle

Vina: -.- hahahahaahhaahahaha. I don't have a boyfriend larh... still so young.. hahha

Dan: Ah, I also thought you have a boyfriend.

Vina: -.- !!

I wonder what made them think that I have a boyfriend -.-

I just want to honour God for now. (:

Brother just said that I have to be home next Friday cos it's mommy's birthday and she is coming to Singapore, which means I will miss street evangelism :( Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! I wanna go for street evangelism! I want to share God's love with people!!! :(:( But still, since mommy will be in Singapore, I shall be home then. I hope I will not miss the next one :)

Alright, bye!

Random

2008-07-14T22:02:00.002+08:00

1) Thank You Lord for this friendship with her (: It's getting better and better . yay
2) Ash and Edgar came to visit us today (:
3) I had nothing much to do
4) Trial symp is tomorrow in the evening!
5) 2 weeks++ more to go
6) Didn't get to see my poly girls today cos my report deadline is extended while theirs were not :'(
7) I am going back to school..
- tomorrow for poly prayer group! can see my friendsssssss tooo!
- 18th(maybe) to hand in report :D
- 29th for viva presentation
8) I am strong! Not giving in to those negative thoughts! YES!
9) Looking forward to stree evangelism next Friday!
10) I am a happy princess :)

2008-07-13T19:25:00.001+08:00

Fidah tagged me to do this quiz

Haha

And this is really cute

a) Answer the questions below, do a Google Image Search with your answer, take a picture from the first page of results, do it with minimal words of explanation.

b) Tag 5 other people to do the same once you've finished answering every question.

1. The age you'll be on your next birthday:

So true, forever 21!

2. A place you'd like to travel to:

3. Your favourite place:

CULTURE!

(I cant find the pic online :( )

4. Your favourite food:

Yummy!

5. Your favourite animal:

Faints*

6. Your favourite color:

7. Your favourite piece of clothing:

Pretty pretty cotton <3>

8. Your favourite song:

Beautiful Saviour<3

9. Your favourite TV show:

(hmmm no preference)

10. First name of your significant other/crush:

Don have the photo :p

11. The town in which you live in:

Toa payoh

12. Your screen name/nickname:

Hoho... I found this in google. I made this for my previous blog
My screen name : crazine

13. Your first job:

At Hyatt Hotel

14. Your dream job:

- Kindergarden teacher / helping the poor.
many many more

15. A bad habit you have:

Laugh too much

16. Your worst fear:

That I live my life without a purpose

17. The one thing you'd like to do before you die:

To see my love ones returning to Jesus Christ <3>
Buy tickets and travel around the world :D

I am tagging
1) Those who are bored and wanna do this quiz
2) Those who are bored and wanna do this quiz
3) Those who are bored and wanna do this quiz
4) Those who are bored and wanna do this quiz
5) Those who are bored and wanna do this quiz

2008-07-12T10:14:00.000+08:00

Happy because... ...

1) Miss Ginny and Miss Vina chose the same elective next sem (hopefully we will be in the same class ) ^^

2) Report submission just for Jia Xin and I is extended to 2 Monday's from now :)

3) I asked daddy again if I can be baptised and he said will talk about it when he comes to Singapore next month (pray that he will allow, please? :p )

4) Ps Chris Hope is coming to Culture today!

Need prayers for... ...

1) My presentations for work and school which is 50% of the whole internship result

2) Daddy will allow me to be baptised this year instead of next year! I am charged up :D

3) My friends and those whom I don't know will come to know God :)

It's weekend!!!

It was so nice to be at Alpha last night after 5 days of week without seeing them. *SMILES*

Will be able to see Culture today and Ps Chris Hope is coming!!

Wohooooo

Excited excited

Bye!

Updates!!

2008-07-10T20:53:00.005+08:00

Hello world!

I have seriously been busy this week.
The new intern came in on Monday already, so had to juggle with my own work, at the same time teach t. Then, I had to rush my school report which I had finally completed today, just needed some verifications and then can submit already :)

Went to Fairfield Primary and Secondary School Fun Fair with my lovelies. It was fun :)

Youth service was fantastic! More motivated and encouraged to do more for God!

Went shopping after lunch with Smin on Sunday. It was a short one cos after thatI had to go for my sec 4 class gathering on Sunday night. It was really fun even though just a simple dinner and only a few of us, but with many laughters. Class mates seem more lively =) Miss Tan joined us too and I am so glad that I could do some catching up with her. Below are some photos (Credit to Tan Yi Chin :) )

Happy happy, another thing vina realises is that shopping can help her release stress (:

By end of this week, I should be more free.
I will be having trial presentation on Tuesday evening, then the actual one will be the following week. YAY! Happy Happy.

Hopefully I can attend the combined prayer group next Tuesday. I miss you guys so much! :'(

Oh... It feels so good to be able to bump into Amilin and Marjo today :)

2008-07-08T20:23:00.001+08:00

Tsk
Vina realised that she ignores people when she has too much to do.
Not goooooodddddddddd

Updates soon :)

2008-07-04T23:54:00.002+08:00

Ok,

Ash said I shouldn't be counting down to end of attachment. I agree... cos come to think of it, I will really really miss my colleagues a lot. Ash, I miss you too! It's going to be just one more month to go :( Kinda looking forward to the well-deserved holiday, at the same time dragging to end of attachment. Work can be stressful most of the time, but the people there are just so nice...

Alpha gathering tonight was good, celebrated Jia Bi and Smin's birthday :D

Looking forward to the upcoming events too :D

Going Fairfield sec fund-fair in the morning tomorrow

Having 407 class gathering on Sunday evening.

Happy !!

Ok, really happy now cos my academic supervisor came all the way to Tangs just to pass us reports done by previous NP interns for reference, at least now I have better idea on how the report should be done for Poly students =) It's very different from what had been done by Ash and previous NTU intern.

Work was good today, at least I only had to do about 2 hours worth of work work today, and the rest of the time was spent writing reports and surfing the net.

I am learning the hard way, but it is for my own good.

Thank You Daddy :D

2008-07-03T21:11:00.000+08:00

Hello!

I have been working OT this week, except Tuesday, but I am enjoying my work quite alot now =) Preparing and thinking on how to teach the new intern that is coming in next Monday. Wohoooooo~ it will be my first time teaching people at work.

Alpha gathering tomorrow! Excitedddd! Hopefully I won't need to do OT so can reach Nadia's place earlier =)

It seems that I have nothing much to write :(

2008-06-30T20:52:00.000+08:00

4 more weeeeekkkkkkkkkssssssssssssssssssss <3

My Weekend was really nice and easy :)

Friday

First time had lunch with Reggie, also with Jia Xin and Dan. Reggie is seriously hilarious! :D We went for the Hokkaido fair at Isetan - yummy!

Poor Momo waited for me for about 30-45 minutes to travel to Wee Leong's condo for Alpha BBQ. Work was really crazy lah, at the end still couldn't finish my work. BBQ was good, there were 42 people altogether!! Made a few new friends too =) Slowly the work-stress went down and I had fun at the BBQ :D

Saturday

Had lunch with Denna at Far East, we did our catching up - she never fails to make me laugh =) After which I I went to CO :D Service was really good as usual. Next 2 weeks will be great too! Ps Ken Teo and Ps Chris Hope the following week! Come !!! :D I almost forgot I was going to worship lead for kids on Sunday =x

Sunday

Oh my~ I am so happy !! It was my 3rd time worship leading for kids and they responded better now - of course, I have really really alot to learn from Darius =) Had alot of fun with them, especially craft time =) Lunched with Joyce at Subway, then went to Suntec City for exhibition of the comic thingy for a while, slacked and then went home :) There will be a few kids camps coming up, I wanna goooooooooooooooooooooooo

Monday

Everyone in the office seems to be in a good mood today despite the fact that things are still pending and all. Haha. But it's good, lighten up the mood. I am not as busy as last week already cos most of the things are settled already. The new intern will be coming in next Monday, wah, 3 weeks to handover (:

I like this:

Never retaliate or do anything towards people who are against you. Instead, pray for them and you will realise that you can't bring yourself to hate them, but love them more :) - Isn't it cool?I know this is what Jesus wants all of us to be.

2008-06-27T09:51:00.000+08:00

Had lunch with Hua Yee. We should go out more, together with Rachel :D
So I didn't go out with Ash,Edgar and Rayne yesterday. Instead I went KTV(party world) with Momo! Wohooo!! Finally! Last time I was always asked to go but I was either lazy, busy or booked by other people. Hoho... felt lazy but fun at the same time. Just the two of us singing :D Reached home quite late, online for maybe about 5 minutes, showered and went dead(slept) was eally tired larh...

Woke up this morning, dragged myself out of the bed, got prepared, spent time with Him and here I am sitting in the office typing away. I guess today will not be so busy =) *Cross-finger* cos I need to rush my reports and slides which are due in 2 weeks' time!
I miss Anita and I want to fly to Australia to visit her!! Mommy, can?

I did some reflection - realised I was so blinded by certain things, realised I need to let go and move on.(:

BBQ tonightttttAlpha zoneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee <3

2008-06-25T11:26:00.001+08:00

Haven't got much mood to blog now adays, I wonder whyBut don't worry, I am feeling better now.Those unncessary thoughts should be filtered out :)I realised if I don't spend time with God much(not that I don't), my life will go haywire. Thank God I realised that, I am picking myself up again, no more negative postings - Sorry if the previous posts have affected you in one way or another. Haha...

I am actually at work now (oppps...) but only with reports and slides pending. I've completed my tasks for the day =) Mom has gone back today, will come next month. Ah I am starting to miss her.

Maybe going out with Ash and the rest tomorrow to catch a movie. It's really been loooonnnggg since I last watched- if I am not wrong the last show was Iron Man. Oh man...

Looking forward to this Friday's BBQ!

Time to update

2008-06-24T20:20:00.000+08:00

Hello!
My week has been alright, still alot of work :'(
I am looking forward to after 1st July - after the implementation of the system then I can focus on writing my reports and doing my presentation slides. wohoooo

I will update soon =)

2008-06-22T23:04:00.001+08:00

5 more weeks to 3 months holiday :)

Culture*

2008-06-21T23:16:00.000+08:00

The world does not revolved only around you...

I couldn't believe myself for being so honest last night, but it felt good after that, rather than keeping to myself.

Don't make any promises that you cannot fulfill

Culture night was really good. 3 souls were saved!

Dinner prepared by Gordon's mom and her friends was delicious too!

2008-06-20T23:58:00.001+08:00

It's hard to trust anymore

I only trust God now.

I can't afford to fall anymore

I can't afford to let my emotions take control.

No matter how painful it is

I am willing to pay the price

Because You are a faithful God who is the same yesterday, today and forever.

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It's weekend!

Alpha was really great

Excited to see things happening :)

Bottled;

2008-06-19T20:22:00.003+08:00

Went to Plaza Sing alone after work to shop for a while.
It's not good to spend too much time alone cos my mind will just run unnecessarily.
Silly me
However, I managed to reflect on things.
Don't ask me how when I was surrounded by so many people.

:)
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Time: 5.55pm
Hello
Just as I mentioned in my previous posts that my busy period was over, it did not :( I didn't blog these few days as I was too busy and tired.
At least for now I've completed testings for 2 programs that I had to develop.Now waiting for verification from the users. I will only be not-so-busy after 1st July - after the implementation of the project that I am involved in.
45 more minutes to go home. I have completed my tasks for the day. Reggy is really hilarious.
Lunch with Ash was great too. Ah I miss her :(
Haven't been going out after work cos too busy.
Old songs are really nice sometimes - those childhood days :)
Still no motivation to do report - someone please push me...
Still amazed by God :D I love my mommy :)
The family photo - a lovely and blessed family.
Love will find a way
Ah how random is this post
I need to meet up with friends
I need to chill
Not stressed up
:)
:)
:)
Culture* (:

Happy Happy

2008-06-17T22:18:00.003+08:00

Happy Happy
I love God :D
I was reminded by the revelation He told me last Saturday and am cheered up!
I just have to wait and grow and see that it will happen many years to come.
Wohooooooooo

2008-06-17T17:50:00.000+08:00

See the time? :) It's 5.50Pm - I am still at work, will end at 6.30pm.
Finally I've completed most of my tasks. Past few weeks had been so stressful :(
Trying to start doing my report which is due next month, together with trial presentation... but I have no moodddddd ... ahhhhhh....
6 more weeks to go :D
Excited yet scary to have to present infront of the big shots. hmmm

alright.
gotta go!

2008-06-15T23:17:00.000+08:00

In whom I can trust

You are the Lord

In whom I can trust

You are the rock

I can stand upon

Every step of the way

You take my hand and say

You will always be here

Right beside me

When I call on You

I know You'll come to me

You are my Lord

In whom I can trust

You are my fortress

You're my deliverer

My shield, my strength

For all of my days

I place my hope in Jesus

Who loves me with His life

The rock of my Salvation

In whom I can trust

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One of the song that the children sang at Sunday school today. It speaks so much to me! The kids were behaving themselves really well and they were really worshipping God with all their hearts. One of my dream was to see them praying for each other and I believe it will happen ! Joel volunteered to pray for offering today. Of course he still doesn't know how to pray, so he repeated the prayer after Darius. He prayed it with his heart and voice unto God, that's the first step to seeing my dream happening !! God, you are a faithful God.

I really can't help but to love God more

He is just so awesome

Moving so mightily in my life, in everyone's lives.

You are worthy of all praise Lord

I am nothing without You

No one can steal the hunger and fire from me

Come Holy Spirit

2008-06-14T23:32:00.000+08:00

Come Holy Spirit

Come Holy spirit

Fall afresh on me

Fill me with Your power

satisfy my need

Only You can make me whole

Give me strenght to make me whole

Come Holy Spirit

Fall afresh on me

Pour it out Lord

Pour it out Your spirit on me

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It's really amazing on the revelation of God at the altar today.

Confirmation.

I just need faith and know that it will happen

It may seem far-fetched now

But it will happen

Oh Lord, help me to believe, help me to know that it will happen in future. Help me to just focus on You and hunger more for You. I will leave the rest to You to happen in the right timing. Amen

2008-06-14T11:44:00.000+08:00

For the Joy of the Lord is my strength :)

My chains are gone,

I've been set freeee~

Finally the weekend is here!

Still thought can enjoy my work on Friday, but I was so stressed up with piles of work to be done, at the end they were undone cos was "chased" out of the office (thank God), then I rushed to Nadia's house for life group. I was really late cos from Sengkang, I rushed to take LRT without seeing which direction it is going, at the end I went one big round, back to Sengkang and then made sure I boarded the right LRT to Bakau and reached Nadia's place at about 8pm. Ah, it's so good to be there :)

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Wanted to sleep in, but I woke up automatically at 8plus.

Mom talked to me about things :)

Again and again I realized how lucky I am to be in this family. Thank you God!

Lord, check my heart and make it pure before you

2008-06-12T21:09:00.002+08:00

Bangs! I am still not used to it, but will try to cos I like it very much!

Mama, Kakak and Momo said very nice and the funniest thing was the 3 of them said I look like Trina now -.-

Then someone said Cleo is the smaller version of Trina ,which means I look like Cleo too?? Haha. I would love to cos she is way too adorable already :p

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Happy Happy. Work isn't that stress today. Tomorrow the 2 big shots will be on leave, which means not much pressure too! Wohooooo

And God is so good! I am going for life group tmr! YAY!

Culture is where I wanna be :D

2008-06-12T21:03:00.002+08:00

Okay, Nadia tagged me :D

Haha

People tagged with this quiz:

1) Rafidah

2) Jia Xin

3) Joanna

4) Ginny

5) Those who visit my blog!Hoho

[10] Firsts

First best friend: Santi - we were neighbour and grew up together!

First piercing: my ears

First crush: 8 years old with my friend's brother!

First cd: can't remember

First car: ha no license

First love: my first real love is Jesus <3

First place called home: Indonesia

[9] Lasts

Last beverage: Tea!

Last car ride: Last Saturday, home from Ginny's house :)

Last movie seen: iron man

Last phone call: Mama - to say that I went to cut hair and will be home later.

Last song you listened to: All I am living for - Planet Shakers

Last bubble bath: very long time ago! - think when I first moved to my current house.

Last time you cried: Sunday at the altar :D

Last thing you ate: Vegetable, steamed fish

Last bad thing you did: didn't pay attention to supervisor =x

[8] have you evers

dated one of your best friends: hohoho. yes

been arrested: nope.

skinny-dipped: nope.

been on a limo:

been cheated: yes! arggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

been in love: yes

been in a car accident: nope. but speedboat yes. haha

broken a bone: nope. sprained both ankles yes.

[7] Things you are wearing

sec school psl grey tshirt and grey shorts.

[6] Things you have done today

(in order)

woke up, bathed, read "A woman's walk with God" and did the book given by Nadia :D, went to work, lunch, work, went to borders, went to cut and wash hair, bathed, dinner and here I am typing away.

[5] Favourite things

1) ah bo bear!

2) My bible

3) My ipod

4) My journal

5) My bags!

[4] People you tell almost everything to, anyone who bothers to listen

God, bo, Ginny, Nadia :D

[3] Choices

Live or die: LIVE laaaaaaaa

Sweets or chocolates: yummy! I love both!

Swim or run: Swim.

[2] Things you want to do before you die

1. to fulfil what God wants me to do!

2. to see my family and friends saved.

[1] Things you regret

I used to regret about alot of things. But not anymore cos God helps me to be stronger :D <3

2008-06-12T13:47:00.001+08:00

HelloI am at work now. Ate lunch alone today cos the rest had early lunch due to meeting to attend to.After work yesterday, met up with mommy at Tangs then we travelled to vivo to have father's day dinner! the 4 of us chipped in to treat him. hoho. after that i went shopping with mommy at vivo! Really nice. Oh, on the way to vivo, chit chat with mommy about things and I am really glad! Anyway Ash came to office yesterday cos they were going to Timbre which i couldn't join :) Sorry ash cos I had to rush off so didnt manage to talk much to you. HAHA!
There are still people wishing me HAPPY birthday till today :)Touched.
Ahhhh.. Reagan went to army today. I am going to miss him man.Ian went in 2 weeks ago also :'(
I guess today I wont be as busy as past few days. Happy Happy!!

2008-06-10T23:51:00.000+08:00

love is self-sacrifice :D

My day started really well today! Not that stressed up. Most of the people in our department were not in at the first part of the day. Jia Xin and I were really having fun cos with

lesser people = less stressful/ pressure!

The expert was helping me with codin today. Thank God for him, if not I will really die as the due date is tomorrow!

After work, rushed won to Republic Poly to attend Amadea's school performances from the arts cca - choir, drama club, band, dance, etc. I was late though but still managed to watch Amadea danced for 1 item! Weeeeeeehh! You did well dear! After everything, rushed off as it was getting real late and here I am typing away! :D

Koko said my eye bag is gettin heavier :(:(

I need to sleep more

Jesus You are so good :)

Post - Birthday post :D

2008-06-09T23:24:00.000+08:00

(: Credit to Mark, my photographer of the day. Hoho!

Hoho` wanted to post after friends left my house, but was dead tired, online for a while then went to bed already.

So here's the news report of my birthday :p

First of all, seriously thank you everyone who wished and given me presents. You all made this year so beautiful :) Simple yet loved. Culture*, I can never imagine my life without you all *love love*

Travelled to church, saw Vickie and her mom around the table where there were coffee, tea and biscuits. Her mom asked those who walked past there if they had eaten their breakfast and she offered to make tea or coffee for them. Haha. so cute! Stopped by and chit chat for a while with them. Then walked towards the service hall, saw a group of toddlers :D Clie, Cleo, Erin and her sis and Joel. They sang birthday song for me!! *Flying * Abigail gave me a soft toy ! YAY! Then service, it was so great! God even wants to deal and heal me on my birthday! He is just so awesome!! Late lunch at zion hawker, then followed the guys to watch them play basketball, and then we had dinner at New York New York at city hall. Yummy! There were Wee Leong, Mark, Ben, Joshua, Anna, Smin, Gavin and Jo. Could have asked more people but then didn't manage to ask them cos it was kinda last minute plan. Anna and Jo suprised me by asking the waitress to come with the birthday group to sing happy birthday song to me with a cake! Oh my! I was so shy :$ And then we played truth or dare. LOL! Then Jof, Mark and Anna came over to my place, cut another cake bought by Trina and my elder brother :) We then slacked at the garden. So nice time :)

Today's work was alright I guess, still not used to not having Edgar and Ashley gone. I had to move over to Ashley's desk. Really stressful :( I hope tomorrow will be a better day! Actually better already cos went to have family dinner for my birthday at Novena =) Then shopped with mama for a while and then came home. Did up some work and here I am. going to bed soon I think =)

I am really touched by the card written by my elder brother and Trina. Oh my - I didn't expect my brother to write such a touching message to me :) I am proud to have you as my eldest brother too!! *lovelove*

Jesus I need you I want more

special shout out to missy ginny

2008-06-09T23:11:00.004+08:00

pardon me, i don't look nice in this pic. hoho

Missy Ginny,
Thank you for inviting us to your party. In your blog, you mentioned that you are inviting your close and good friends only. I am really glad you treat me as one :) *LOVE*! Thank you for everything, especially last sem where you stood by me through thick and thin :) I know God placed you in my life for a reason and you are really an awesome blessing in my life! I love you!!

Vina

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS VINA!

2008-06-08T09:27:00.001+08:00

God's presence and touch are the best present ever for my birthday <3

And this song is stuck on my head now :)

Saving Grace

Holding on to You

Never letting go

You have saved my soul

You have made me whole

You took my brokeness

And filled me with Your joy

All I long to do

Is worship

All I long to do

Is bring You Praise

For nothing compares to You

My Saving Grace

Jesus Saviour

My life belongs to You forever

Cos You've set my heart on fire

For You have set me free

Set me free

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It's the best birthday year ever for me for a long time with little bits and pieces of celebrations by different friends :)

Yesterday morning Bo, Joanna and Monica gave me a birthday surprise and I was so embarrassed! Shall not reveal it here as it is seriously very paiseh :) But I am really touched by them <3>

Joana baked these for me! And bo helped to decorate them by putting the M&M Chocolate. Hahhaa! Really really touched :)

Service was so awesome that I don't know how to describe it. Perhaps I will try to elaborate on it soon. Haha

Was supposed to leave earlier for Ginny's birthday celebration, but God told me to stay longer cos He wants to touch me and all, so I obeyed and boom! I thank God I stayed longer. So, it was 9plus when we reached Ginny's place. Alot of people turned up, but not my class girls :( Ah I miss them so much! But luckily Adrian was there too! Jon even - the photographer. Hoho! Quite fun :) I was sent home, so it wasn't that bad.

Anyway

Thank you

Ginny, Joanna, Bo, Sylvia, Hannah, Godma, Nadia, Monica, Anna, H2R2Vy, Culture* for the wishes, prayers and presents.

More to come later :)

Alright! Gonna get ready for church. YAY!

Thoughts...

2008-06-07T00:36:00.004+08:00

when you focus on Jesus,
He will bring you through your problems, the emotional turmoils you go through
when you love Jesus
You will learn to have compassion for others
You will learn to be selfless

I' m His precious daughter
His princess
I'm who I am
No one can define me, except Him
He holds my hands and never let me go.

Never ever compare yourself
For Jesus has made you to be special
We have our own uniqueness that others don't have
So, be yourself and be set free =)

We need Jesus to be our Saviour, Master, teacher, best friend
For He will never leave / forsake you.

Jesus is our source of life
I am thankful and grateful that I am holding on to Him =)

A thankful heart

2008-06-07T00:21:00.000+08:00

Ash! I will update you everyday about the thing. Hehehehe
We always bug him for programming =)
It's read like this : xin shi xi xue tu mi ji

Ash and Edgar prepared this for the interns, we will pass this down to the next batch :)
Inside are rules, guides, information that we will need for our internship projects. Really useful :)

This is the best part! My girls who are always there for me in sec school time and even now!<3
Hua Yee & Vina

Yohoooo~

My beautiful weekend is finally here!
I will sleep in later =)

It's past 12 midnight now and I am still here blogging cos I feel like it :)

Didn't manage to blog lastnight cos went out with H2R2VY last night for dinner and cam-whorring =) It had been a year since we really met up in a group. It was good even though most of us were 3/4 "dead" There were YinXin, Hua Yee, Rachel, Rafidah and myself. The other girl, Hai Van, had been MIA-ing for many years already :( We had dinner at Fish & Co. at Wheelock place and cam whorring at Mac cafe at the basement of Isetan. I had so much fun!!I came home and did some more work before going to bed zzz.

Today's work load wasn't as much as the previous days. Thank God. I totally forgotten that the interns were supposed to have follow-up session with the Learning and Development Department until the administrator called to remind me. I quickly went down =) It was really a great and fulfilling session that we interns had. It serves as a platform where we can feedback and also get some useful tips from them. Also able to learn about what other interns from other departments are currently doing. Now I have added another course that i may what to consider to get into in university. After that, work work work and work....

Jeremy, the previous intern before Ash and Edgar, and who has just graduated from NP, came to visit. Really funny conversations were exchanged between the interns. Haha... I will really miss Ash and edgar :( I hope I will be ok without them.

Ash, I owe you a birthday present! So come back to Tangs more often =)

Joanna and Eunice were shopping at Tangs, then Joanna called me during lunch time and Joanna wanted to use my staff discount to pay for a thing that she bought for her mentor. Haha... then we went for lunch together ! congrats girl! No more exam for you =)

After which, I went to Far east subway to find my colleagues and then we laughed somemore and then went back to the office...

Snapped some photos yesterday and today. Will update more of the photos once I get them from Ash =)

Thank God that He answered my prayer. I told him that I wont want to stay back to do the conference call which may make me be late or miss life group... and luckily the person was too busy to do the conference call. YAY! So I rushed to take bus, then bumped into Derrick on the way, he came for life group too.

We watched the Prince of Egypt! it's really an awesome show !! It was also kind of a celebration of my and Jun Hao's birthday. I love the presents! Thank you so much!

God, Your love is deeper than the ocean.
It's too wonderful to deny :)

I NEED A BREAk

2008-06-04T22:02:00.000+08:00

Ahhh!

I am going crazy at work today. Almost broke down crying. Deadlines are hitting me real hard with piles of work to be done. Poor Ash was teaching me until she wants to vomit blood. I hope I can handle after she leaves, if not I sure die. So much work, so little time. Look at the time, finally I've completed what I need to do just only. I reached home at about 8 like that. supposed to meet Smin for dinner, but had to cancel it :( Sorry Sminny! We meet next week k!

On a brighter note, tomorrow I will be meeting my gang to celebrate my birthday. Hopefully by then most of my work will be done, if not I will cry! haha.

Poor Joanna and Sminny, my ranting girls. But thanks for the prayers and encouragements =)I need it very badly.

Did I mention that the new batch of interns are coming in next month ? yea they are coming in early July. Time to hand over to them then, arrgghhh... reports, logbook, presentation slides to be done.

oh no, i need a break!

SB said if cannot finish, must come back on sat or sunday. I hope he is joking. I wont want to come back on my birthday :(

poor bloggy, my another ranting ground.

I need culture* :)

alright enough now, time to go to bed since I ve been working the whole day, really tired.

Data Extractionnnnn

2008-06-03T23:08:00.001+08:00

Yes, as it is stated in the title, I had been doing data extraction for these 2 days at work and it is killing me. But thank God I've finally completed it. I was dealing with alot of data, importing them into excel from txt file after extraction from the system. Was really stressed up. Thankfully Ash is as entertaining as ever, Talking about her , HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

After work today, met up with Linda! It's been 2 years since I last saw her. We did a lot of catching up until close to 10pm! That's how much we needed to talk about. :D I love you sis!

Tomorrow will be meeting up for dinner with missy smin :D

Thursday with h2r2vy

Friday lifegroup birthday celebration =)

Saturday Culture* & Ginny's party

Sunday my birthday!

Wohooooooooooooooo

This week is full of celebration =)

And oh oh... mom and dad are coming to Singapore on Monday!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY RAFIDAH!!

Purpose

2008-06-01T20:32:00.003+08:00

The past few weeks' youth services' sermons on Purpose have set me thinking about alot of things. I am currently confused about things, but I know my God will help me through. Also, this morning, I attended the 9am service and the word by Ps Francis was awesome too! I love these sentences

- Big things come from small things that you do

- Christian life is about faith and learning journey

This weekend really flew by just like that... work tomorrow again. meeting in the afternoon which I would most prob fall asleep halfway :( on a brighter note, 8 more weeks to holiday! Today was my first time where the kids sang birthday song for the June babies(I am one of them) at Sunday school. It was really heartwarming and I am touched :)

Joel, Joesh, Clie, Cleo, Erin, Deborah remember my name now! That makes me touched even more =)

The greatest tragedy of life is not death but not knowing what is your purpose in this world

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYLVIA ANG HUI WEI =)

HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY

BELATED BIRTHDAY WISHES ON BLOG TO

- FELICIA

- JOHN TAN

- TIMOTHY TSANG

and I don't know already. (hohoho)

almost here;

2008-05-31T10:21:00.000+08:00

Finally, the tiring week at work has ended. 2 more months to holiday =)

Ash and Edgar ( the interns above us) had their symposium presentations in the morning where they had to present about their job scope, their learning journey , etc. They did it very smoothly and well.The CEO and a few other big shots were supposed to attend it, but they were overseas. My turn will come together with other 5 other interns in July. I am starting to be scared already, not that I am bad at presentation, just that it will be my first time presenting to big shots and in a real-work working environment, sounds very scary. But I shall trust God. I've already started writing my report and once I am done with it, will start doing the slides. I cannot afford to screw these 2 components. I want to get A and above for this attachment to make up of the not-so-good result last semester :)

Now that Ash has already handed over to me most of the work, I am starting to be very busy at work :( I hope I won't need to do OT. Oh well, cut down on walking around the office like my own house. Oh ya! Facebook is blocked too :( That's the depressing part. Ash and Edgar's last week next week, after that... :(

So after work last night, I didn't go for life group :( my heart was still with alpha! The 6 of us went for a celebration and farewell dinner at Sushi Tei at Paragon. A real nice time together. Rayne came too! After dinner they wanted to go for a drink, thank God both places were packed :) God, you have answered my prayers and you are protecting me. Hehehe! We walked from paragon all the way to near City hall area, really tiring but fun time together. Rayne is as bubbly as before :)

By going out with them, has set me thinking about a lot of things. I was exposed to things that I am not exposed to before. I still thank God for the life that I am leading now. In times of trouble, I don't drink my life away, I turn to God for He is the answer to everything. I wonder why people just don't see the goodness of God, why are they still leading the life that they want to rather than leading a life that God has for them. So much more to life, rather than work/study, hang out with friends , drink till you are drunk, go home sleep... so much more, how I wish I have the chance and boldness to tell them about the goodness of God. Maybe people did, but do they listen ?

What is your life all about?

Why are you in this world?

In your presence, there is fullness of joy (:

2008-05-29T21:23:00.000+08:00

Hoho! the photos I promised.

Credit : Lee Jia Xin :D

Time seriously flew by today. I didn't do much at work, except for daily tasks, reading up, and handover session where Ash and Edgar have to pass their work down to us cos their last week of work next week :( Ah! I am going to miss them so much!

2008-05-28T21:53:00.001+08:00

Instill within my heart, dear Lord,

A deep desire to know Your Word;

I want to learn to hear Your voice

So that Your will becomes my choice. —D. De Haan

In God’s works we see His hand; in His Word we hear His heart.

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The other night I got a shock when I looked into the mirror. My eye bags are really heavy and I look like a panda :( No wonder you always ask me to have an early night. But the problem is that I sleep quite alot! 6-7 hours each day you know?? Just now my elder brother said that I am younger than him and yet my eye bags are worse than his. WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME??

I love attachment, but the fact that it's from 9-6.30pm , 5 days a week has caused alot of constraints. So many other things I would like to do and fulfil them, so many... Ahhhhh! 9 more weeks to go. YES! Tahan!!

Work yesterday and today was great! Ash bought a card and we signed the cards to give to SB. He was kinda depressed at first because he thought we have forgotten about his birthday. He was cheery after we gave him the card. haha. then in the afternoon, we surprised him with a birthday cake and song - photos will be uploaded when jia xin and ash send to me :D

Joel, my classmate came for interview for his internship next semester. I hope he can get in cos I told him quite alot about my work place and stuff. Hehe. Thanks for the dinner treat, friend! Had great time catching up with you too =D

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This dream that I have, includes you, yes you :D

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dear God, how can I deny that you are an awesome God?

How can I deny that You love me

How can I deny the fact that You sent your only son to die on the cross to wash away my sins

I want to love you more Lord

For I am loving You ;

2008-05-27T21:04:00.002+08:00

"Tell Laura I love her

Tell Laura I need her... "

I almost fell asleep yesterday during meeting. Then the song was stuck in my head for no particular reason. It is still stuck in my head now. LOL.

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I hereby declare that my program coding is COMPLETED!
I just need to wait for the interface file and testing
Then my job is completed!
Wohooooooo

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Happy Happy!!

those beautiful memories and promises are meant to be kept and not be erased.

Casting All your cares

2008-05-26T21:19:00.001+08:00

1 Peter 5:6-7

Humble yourselves, therefore, under God's mighty hand, that He will lift you up in due time. Cast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you.

Most of us, as human beings, tend to worry about many things, for me my future. As I spend time with God in the morning and was reading the devotional book, I came across this chapter on "Casting all your cares" with the verse given above. I always write down my worries, my fears to Him and and surrendering everything to Him. After that I will feel much better and my faith increases each time. I trust Him more and more each time. I will not fear for I know He has the best for me :)

Jeremiah 29:11

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future"

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I think I am really weird.

I miss school

I miss being stressed up over assignments

I miss being stressed studying for exams

I miss my classmates

I miss my lecturers, especially William, Willey and Peter Hung(he never fails to encourage me :) )

I miss prayer group

I miss exploring the school

I miss lunch time

I miss talking to Ginny and others

Ahhhh

9 more weeks to end of attachment

and about half a year more to new semester term.

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God, you are so good to me :)

2008-05-25T23:37:00.001+08:00

Hee.

I am going to sleep after I post this entry, so don't kill me!

What a wonderful weekend I had =)

Church was great as usual, Darius wasn't able to come, so I had to lead worship for kids for the 2nd time, at least another experience so that I will know how to do better next time. The kids had crafts, made Father's day gifts for their daddys. Hehe. But I missed the main service for quite long already :( Then today they had special speaker and I heard he is really good. Ahhh, if only I knew that he is not in today earlier, then I would be able to attend 9am service :( Oh well, I will see if I can get the sermon notes or videos or something :)

After service, had lunch at zion hawker, went to Cold storage to buy things and then headed to my house! Fun and happy night I had =) But Hannibal movie is too gory!!!

All the best for those who are taking Chinese O level tomorrow. Know that God is with you and He will bring you through =)

Alright gonna sleep now, work tomorrow and I have to sit in for meeting in the afternoon :(

Have a wonderful week ahead !!

2008-05-24T23:36:00.000+08:00

Restarting it seems appealing

It's just a matter of whether I can handle it

2008-05-24T23:19:00.002+08:00

More photos!

Culture* was awesome! God is so awesome! People are accepting Christ into their lives every week. Well done =)

Jesus, I surrender

I draw nearer

I fall down

(:

2008-05-23T12:07:00.000+08:00

Hello (:

It's Friday!

Work today was good. I thought I would be stuck at my programming, but expert helped me to do the codes and I will have to complete a tiny bit of the program. Of course I have to understand it, if not I will die when supervisor asks me questions.

Kind of sad cos today was Rayne's last day at work, really couldn't bear to see her go :( Work ended at 5pm today because is the "Eat with your family day", but I stayed back until close to 6pm cos wanted to hang around more with Rayne. After that Rayne and the rest went to eat Ice cream while I travelled to Nadia's place. I was really early. Hehehe...

The messages these few weeks have started me thinking more about my life, my purpose, my future. I just realised that I had not been reflecting on my life as much as I would in the past. May be I will do it more.

I finally understood why you chose it this way - build up on what we have for now, the future is uncertain but I know God has the best for me. And I know and believe in His promises for me. I will hold on to it and run. God has been so real to me that I can't help but to seek Him more. I am good, I am picking up myself better now after falling down cos He is holding my hand and walking with me. I will not doubt, I will trust.

Hey friends, have you thought - what is your purpose in your life? Are you doing your part to fulfill it?

sunshine after the rain

2008-05-22T23:36:00.000+08:00

I watched Hannibal Rising movie last night with Rieka. It's interesting yet gory and I am reading the book now.

Thank you friend for my early birthday present , the photo. I was so touched that I held back my tears :)

Yummy! Jof had this for dessert.

Mentor, I love you. Thank you for everything!

There's always sunshine when we are together =)
The three "ra-ra"

I don't think you are interested to look at this either. It's the programming codes that I had to understand. I took almost 2 days to understand all these :(

Hello (: Work has been tough :( Trying to understand the codings and program it is a killer cos I am like really weak in programming :( Can some kind soul save me? Yesterday was not easy for me emotionally too, but I know there will be sunshine after the rain. Anyway, I bought my elder brother his birthday present already. hehe... he's very touched =) I wrote a card for Rayne too, she was touched until she wanted to cry. haha!Her last day was supposed to be today, but extend to tomorrow. YAY! Can see her somemore! Today is an unhealthy day for me. LOL. Had mcdonald for both breakfast and lunch. Ckckckck... Madjack for dinner. I need healthy food!

The course of true love never did run smooth

Met up with Joanna and Joffre after work today. I had such a great time =) Wonderful night... madjack, talking, joking, shopped at novena square cum velocity, your supper, painted my nails (anyhow! Hmmmmmppp :p) I need more of this kind of outings. I love it when I am laughing like nobody's business. Hehehe...

Abigail Ng, I love you!

HAHA.

don't say I never write down arh!

YAY! work ends at 5pm tomorrow cos apparently they say what, family day, must go home earlier to have dinner with family.I will not be late for life group then! It's at Nadia's place =)

Joanna cum my other half and Joffre - thank you so much for today (:

(more photos will come after I get them from Joanna)

I know this post is a bit messy ,but I don't care =)

I walk by faith and not by sight

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOKO!!

2008-05-21T23:48:00.000+08:00

Lord, take my hand and walk this journey with me. I can't handle it alone.

sacrificial love <3

2008-05-20T22:55:00.003+08:00

more photos, please refer to facebook (:

Rayne's last day is on Thursday :(

I am going to miss her !

She is sweet enough to accompany me to shop for the things I need after work.

She is one of those who brightens up my day at work.

Hehe

Time flew by super fast today. Dragged myself to work cos still feeling piggy. After doing usual stuff, was doing coding for my program, Doming is nice enough to teach me patiently cos I have short term memory :) After lunch, continue to do my program and then had meeting at 4pm which I didn't look forward to, cos usually this meeting would last 4 hours, amazingly it was only 1 1/2 hours today =)

I am beginning to appreciate songs by Clay Aiken. His songs somehow speak to me =)

I am beginning to read book that people will never think I will read. I want to expose myself more, don't want to hide.

Lord, I pray that you will protect the people in China, Myanmar and Indonesia. Save them oh God, may they come to know You as their Lord and saviour. In Jesus name, AMEN!

2008-05-19T19:10:00.003+08:00

So Liping and the rest didn't confirm with me, therefore, Sentosa trip was cancelled.

Went shopping with Nadia, Crystal, Jane and Elaine at China Town and then we went to Vivo City. It was so fun =) It's been ages since I went out with the girls. YAY! We cam whored too. Shall post all the photos at one go =) Then we saw some of the chi zone boys, stood in the middle of no where and then took train. Ah, bumped into Ginny and Adrian at vivo. YAY! Wanted to go Orchard to shop for my brother's present, at the end was having fun talking to Elaine on the train, I ended up going to Bishan. Shopped somemore and then came home. Tireeeeeeeeeeeeeddddddddd :)

Sometimes the hardest thing to do is the right thing (:

Beautiful yet tiring day

2008-05-18T22:59:00.000+08:00

Look! I was almost same height as Rieka(who is in her sleeping wear still.LOL)

I was "abused" by these two girls

still being tortured. LOL!

Sweet right? Trina baked this for my brother. "bobo" is his nickname

also baked by Trina =)

I realised I had been posting alot of photos lately. Thanks to my new handphone (W910i). Quite clear too =)

I took quite long to fall asleep this morning. Woke up quite early too, decided to go for 9am service since I would be helping in the kids today as there were lack of helpers. I had fun!

After everything, had lunch with the youth at zion hawker, slacked there for quite long and then left for Orchard. I became very sleepy and cos I was wearing my platform cum wedges, my legs got really painful - serve me right for wearing it again. HAHA! there is a saying "girls always sacrifice in order to look good" ah, that's my own version larh. But really true. Hmmm... I wont want to wear it again unless it's needed. Anyway... took train to Toa Payoh central, ran some errands and got home 3/4 dead. Helped Trina to decorate the rooftop (I didnt manage to capture some photos) But it's beautiful okay! I blew a few balloons and set up the candles that has the shape of (R) since my brother's name is Robby which starts with an R. :) He was suprised and touched(he didnt show it, but i knew. HEHE). and then we sang birthday song...

Ok I am super tired now....

Thank God tomorrow is a holiday =) Can sleep in. YAY! Will decide if I should go sentosa with li ping and the rest. I need sleeeeeeppppppppppppppppp

2008-05-17T23:11:00.000+08:00

The process of becoming more like Christ is sometimes painful but it's always worth it!

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Hungry for more

Jesus I need You

And I want more

Jesus I long for

Your presence Lord

I want You

All I want is You

All I need is You

Hungry for more

More than I've had before

More of Your presence Lord

God would You show me more

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God, You are so real to me.

You spoke to me about a lot of things today

I am amazed

I am encouraged

I am moving on

Holding on to You

Never let You go

I am assured now

I know Your plans are greater than mine

I will follow

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So I sang with Ephraim just now

Haha too nervous and was laughing all the way =x

But Shang Min and Gordon did well

At least people had a good laugh just now. HAHA!

I love attending culture

I will really be sad if I miss it =)

People , I LOVE YOU!

My pretty Friday =D

2008-05-16T23:45:00.000+08:00

another part of the office

left to right - the server room, the printer, ash's desk

see the adorable reggie? haha. he is really hilarious. he is also indonesian! he knew i was taking photo of him. so he was pretending to work.

look! my thumb print is registered in the system. it's the access to the server room which i had to go in at least 3 times each day. mind you it is really freezing inside!

(left to right)ashley,jiaxin, rain, me, edgar

ah this was taken during mr chairman's celebration at island cafe. i know i don't look nice cos i was having high fever that day :(

credits to mr reggie!

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Someone blocked the blogspot site at work :( I wonder who did it. Hmmm... So the whole day, other than doing my logbook, I was facebooking and slacking all the way. I wanted to do my programming in the afternoon, but the expert went for a course which is whole day thing, so can't do. Realised the facebook chat feature is not being blocked. So happy, was chatting with some of my friends :)

Took train to City hall after work. So happy to see alpha! Life group was at the padang area, really nice. I like! I am so glad to have culture!

Oh, read Amadea's post (when the blogspot wasn't blocked yet) and she went overseas, I didn't know! I'll miss her!

My long awaited weekend is finally here :)

Sentosa with some of my sec 2 good friends on Monday! It's been so long since I've seen them. Miss them =)

YAY! Culture tomorrow, church on Sunday, maybe going out with Hong Xiang after church.

I am a good girl and I am really happy :)

Bye!

2008-05-16T11:58:00.000+08:00

1.Put your iTunes/windows media playeron shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it sounds.

IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY” YOU SAY?

After the love has gone - earth wind & fire

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?

At the foot of the cross - don moen

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

Friends before lovers - K

WHAT DO YOU FEEL LIKE TODAY?

Little Joanna - McFly

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?

Embracing Accusation - Shane & Shane

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

Circles - Switchfoot

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

Be lifted up - Jeff Deyo

WHAT DO YOU OFTEN THINK ABOUT?

Whom Shall I fear - Darrell Evans

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Forever and a day - Michael Learns to Rock

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

Look my way - Lenny LeBlanc

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

Hear me - henry cross

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?You took my heart away - Michael Learns to rock

WHAT WOULD YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

Legacy - Nicole nordeman

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

Now and forever - Planet shakers

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

The way - parachute band

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

Catch your way - the click five

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

All or Nothing - westlife

WHAT DESCRIBES YOUR LAST KISS?

Piano - Canon

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I wonder why I cannot sit still. These two days I had been walking around the office as though it's my own house. LOL. I am bored now, nothing much to be done today, so I decided to read random blogs and found the thing above which was done by Amadea.
Alright, back to work :)

random things

2008-05-15T22:58:00.000+08:00

Realised I didn't mention a few random things

1) Mei Fang (my primary school friend) came to C.K Tang office yesterday. Found out she worked there before. So happy to see you after about 6 years ! You still look the same! haha

2) The expert taught me a short cut on how to do screens documentation. Thank God

3) I got files for my papers already - so much easier

4) Took bus with my adorable other half this morning :) First time bussing with someone I know to work. Hehe

5) I can't wait for alpha tomorrow

6) robby just bite my arms - as usual

7) robby and trina are going to tanjong pinang on sat. I want to go too! Visit grandma. but attachment :(

8) God is good all the time

9) i am a tai tai princess

10) Rain said I have the married-to-rich-man look. HAHAH!

11) I am listening to Here in Your Presence by New Life Worship =)

12) Vista is not that hard to use actually

13) I am sleepy but not sleeping yet

14) God is helping me through as I ask Him to =)

15) This week is 5th week at work

Alright, I know if you are reading this means that you are bored and you love me :p

Bye!

2008-05-15T21:48:00.000+08:00

The expert was teaching me some recording thingy for my program and I was busy taking photos. lol.

this is the expert's computer screen - he was teaching me =p

this is my messy desk. i packed my desk in the afternoon, just didnt take a photo of it. lol
this is random shot. see the walkway to the other side? that is another department that i love to visit my friends at =) then got one cubical that is opposite of the machine that you see is my supervisor's cubical.
these were the boxes of boquets of flowers that the girls and aunty carol had done up on 03may2008- one day before parents day. arent they beautiful? :D

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I have really been a princess this week. Hehe.
My friends and I would go down to get breakfast everyday, chit-chat sessions (sometimes) and got our work done, lunch + shopping, work and walked around, go down to get drink in the afternoon, work, walked around to disturb people by talking and joking with them.
I have really been enjoying my work now =) Heeee. And then after work, go shop sometimes, come home dinner and then play computer.

Just that I've decided to journal more on my journal, I don't want to be so busy that I neglect my spiritual walk and my well-being.
YAY! Alpha zone outing tomorrow to city hall. I really really love going out in a group, especially with culture people. Culture is love <3

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I haven't practice singing for quite some time already, and this Saturday's culture spot, Ephraim and I are singing. I should start now, but I am still having cough :( Nevermind, I can do it.

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I am getting happier each day. Amazed by how God is bringing me through. Amazed by His amazing love. Amazed by how He has blessed me. Thankful for what He has done in my life, with the people He has blessed me with, with the environment that I live in. I am so blessed.
It's really heart wrenching to read the news on the earthquake that's happening in China :( I hope everything will be okae. So many things has been happening to the world these days, I really hope everyone will come to their senses and receive the salvations that God is giving every single one of us so freely. Life without God is really nothing. I am so glad that I've found Him.

Lord, I want to thank You for everything. Amen :)

Lord, unveil my eyes, to see Your glorious truth :)

2008-05-14T21:41:00.003+08:00

Photos updatesIsnt's she adorable? See what she holding?I helped her with that. Hehe. It was on 04May2008.

See the man in the middle? It was his birthday last Tuesday. And see the cake? *drool* Really delicious.

Hello :)
I am dead tired now.
Work was tiring today also.
Ate random things for lunch at the "Market place"
After that went shopping :)
Went for window shopping at DFS after work with Ash, Rain and Edgar.
I realised I shopped alot now adays, thanks to working at a building which office is right above the shopping centre. Hehe.

I want to go back to school for prayer group :( This sem I havent got any chance to go back yet. I want to go back to see how God is doing in my schoo; =) Another outreach that they are going to do but I can't participate :( Nvm, I shall join in with my prayers.

sleepyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

2008-05-13T23:21:00.003+08:00

God, You are so good (: You are restoring the broken friendships in my life now. I am so glad I can just talk freely with them now, I feel so at ease (:

I believe You're my healer, restorer, comforter and lover (:

what a busy,fun yet tiring day

2008-05-13T22:41:00.003+08:00

:)
Today's the start of 12% rebate in Tangs. YAY
As usual I had my daily tasks to be done and one of it, I was required to go down to sales floor to check on the Point of sale machine. Ash and I went down, and then saw a few other friends there shopping. Hehe, so we decided to shop for a while too since it's so early and the shop wasn't open yet. Work was crazy for me. I was supposed to do a documentation and it took me the whole day to do, really tiring. But lunch time was fun :) We bought Nasi Lemak (again) and ate at the staff canteen, and then the girls and Dan went shopping! I finally bought myself a pair of wedges and a belt. YAY! Wanted to get Ephraim something for his 21st birthday, but then didn't find suitable one :( Wonder why is it so difficult to get present for a guy. Ash also was cracking her head, wondering wad to get for her guy friend. After work shopped for the second round, but for a few minutes only then had to meet Jun Hao to pass him something, then went to meet Rachel. Sushi Tei! Finally I got to eat there after hearing so much from Jia Xin. Haha... Yummy!! Then I brought her to Tangs to shop for a while, shared and showed her a lot of the things I've learnt at work. Fun Fun! We shall meet up again okae?! I love talking and shopping with you!

(:

It's Wednesday tomorrow. and 3 more days to see Culture! :D:D

Jesus, I need You more than anything else (:

2008-05-12T22:43:00.004+08:00

Psalm 16:11

You have made known to me the path of life;

you will fill me with joy in your presence,

with eternal pleasures at your right hand.

Was spending time with God in the morning and I came across this verse. It encourages me alot. Maybe the reason why people are still struggling emotionally is because they didn't surrender fully to Him, did not make an effort to really sit down in His presence, to allow yourself to be filled with His joy. This is another lesson that I've learnt. I want to sit down and spend more time with Him, and allow myself to be immersed in His love.

Time flew quite fast today. Went to work, did daily tasks, slacked a little, SB went through functions of a system with me and also how to print price tag. so fun! Will play with the machine when I got the time. Hehehe. Meeting in the afternoon was quite ok too. Travelled to Suntec City to collect my sis' pants cos she is not feeling well then came home, had dinner, went across to meet Joanna for a while - be strong girl! and came home.

Tomorrow will have to get a few things done at work.

YAY! Meeting Rachel for dinner tomorrow.

2008-05-12T10:39:00.005+08:00

Amadea asked me to do this (:

1. Do you wish to get married?
Yes

2. What do you want the most now?
For time to fly faster

3. Who is the person you trust most?
Him.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Not too sure

5. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
E veryone to know God

6. Are you satisfied with yourself?
Yes. Cos God made me in His own image (:

7. What are you afraid to lose now?

Nothing :) Cos I know God is there for me (:

8. Do you believe in eternal love?
Yes.

9. What would you do if HE/SHE hugged you?
smile and hug that person back. Cuddles make me feel loved (:

10. What do you like most about yourself?
everything (:

11.What kind of people do you hate?
I hate the sins but love the sinners (:

12. What feelings do you hate the most?
Heartaches.

13. Do you trust every friendship of yours?

I trust a few of them (:

14. Do you treasure your family?
of cos :)

15. What is the most important thing in your life?
My relationship with God.

16. What do you regret most in your life now?
I shouldn't regret anymore cos God has forgiven me of my mistakes. But I know I should walk the right way to prevent being regretful in future (:

17. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
God and my friends

18. Are you happy now?
Yes.

19. What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friends' eyes.
that i'll always be there for them. make them smile (:

20. Would you do something (that you have always been afraid of) if the person you loved asked you to do so.yes.it it's achievable

21. What are you crazy about now?
God(:

22. Who are the people who have stood by you when you really were at the worst point of your life so far?
God, Nadia, mommy, Ginny, Joanna, J

23. What is on your mind now?
I want to end work!

* I am very nice. I dont ask people to do =)

HAPPY MOMMY'S DAY

2008-05-11T21:47:00.003+08:00

Dear Mom,

Thank God for using you to give birth to me 20 years ago.

Thank you for your greatest love and effort to raise me up

I know it's not easy for you and daddy to raise the 4 of us

You are the MOST AMAZING mommy that I ever had!

You are a mom, a friend, a sister to me.

I love you!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!

(:

2008-05-11T18:47:00.002+08:00

Hello!
Finally Culture got talent and worship leading for kids are over *PHEW*
I didn't fare well but I enjoyed myself :D :D

Saturday-
So I went to CO quite early, supposed to practice with the Hokkaido boys, but didn't have at the end, instead Nadia taught me some dance movement until she wanted to vomit blood. Derrick and Desomd were there to spur me on also... hehe, but it was fun :) Overall youth service was awesome, dinner was fun too :)

Sunday-
Wah, kinda stress cos Darius and Aunty Sherlina were not around, so Joyce, Jof, myself and the teachers were running the kids service, it's tough, but at least now I know I need more training!
Then lunch and then went to meet my cousin at city hall and then fetch her parents from harbour front to collect my laptop :D yay

Dear God,
It's so tough, again and again I want to give up, but I know you want me to press on.
Amen

Weekend!

2008-05-09T23:14:00.000+08:00

Its weekend! YAY! And my voice is recovering slowly! Thank you nasi lemak and sugar cane! You must be thinking that I am crazy, indeed I am, after lunch my voice just came back like that! However, I lost my voice again and then recovered again during life group. what a weird throat I have. haha. Work today is really really slack cos most of the staffs from our department went for a training course the whole day.

And and!! Nigel came to our office! Not to visit me larh, he was doing a business project for his final year, so need to come to talk to respective people. I got chance to chit chat with him for a while which helped to kill some time also, nice time catching up with you, brother, come back more often k! :p

And thank you Joel and Brandon for the smses to ask me about internship in C.K Tang. Helped me to kill some time too. Haha. They are thinking of applying here also. Come! you will never regret :p

Was chatting with the receptionists lady, she said alot of interns that worked there before enjoyed their time here and even came back to visit after they left. Indeed i am enjoying myself even though it can get boring at work sometime. But the people there are so friendly, people of different positions are treating everyone equally, no comparison, no boasting, no nothing. We are just like a big family :D

After work, I travelled to CO for Alpha gathering. Amazing testimonies were shared, ate our mac, chit chat, sang birthday song for Timothy and Ephraim :) Ive mentioned this many times, but I want to say again. I love it when I am with Culture*, it is where I belong, where love is in the air :p and most importantly is the presence of God is there!

Enough of my rantings. I haven practice for culture spot tomorrow and I am very sleepy now =x

Nights!

2008-05-09T11:53:00.001+08:00

Dear God,
It is getting easier now because I am leaning on your strenght. I am glad I choose this path to obey and walk the right way. When the time is right, it will really be beautiful. Thank you, Jesus :)
Amen

voiceless

2008-05-08T20:09:00.003+08:00

I sound like don't know what, maybe low voice "duck" cos I lost my voice :( Poor Ginny thought why I was so not myself last night as we went out, nothing happened, just that i had difficulty talking, that's all. Then as I returned to work today, everyone was concern about my voice also. Hehe. They kept asking me to take good care of myself, etc. So anyway after resting the whole day yesterday, I finally got to meet up with my favourite friends - Ginny,Adrian and Jof :) We had dinner at Raffles City foodcourt, then Adrian and Ginny treated us to donuts! I forgot the name though, the donuts tasted better than donut factories' yummy - another reason why my sorethroat is getting worse :p After that we walked to esplanade and chit chat for a while. It's been quite long since I went there. Favourite friends, go out again soon kkk =) I will make sure I talk more like I used to irritate you when my voice comes back. HEHEHE

And good news is MY FEVER IS GONE!!! yay!

My other adorable half wanted to visit me yesterday morning, but i told her not to if not she will get sick also. But thanks dear for making sure that I am ok. I am also happy for you , if you know what I mean. hehehe

Please pray for me that my voice will return before Sunday ! Thank you very muchie :D

Nadia said I cannot talk too much and I am doing it now, but don't think that I am emo or anything yea, it's cos I need to be good girl and rest my throat. :)

Tomorrow there is Alpha gatheringgggggggggggggggggggggg :)

2008-05-07T13:34:00.004+08:00

I went to see doctor last night and my temperature was 38.9 degree!! that's the highest for me ever. i'm on MC now, resting at home and I feel better today although I still feel feverish

Thank you friends for caring for me - making sure that I rest today, drink lots of water, don eat oily food and stuff. I am touched :) Teheeee. I lost my appetites these 2 days which is kind of blessing in disguise cos i can loose weight faster! YAY! :p

Anyway, it was Mr chairman's birthay yesterday. We had a celebration with him at Island cafe. We as in all the staffs working at Tangs. I will upload the photo when i get my laptop. Hehe. Mr Chairman is friendly and cute. :)

Ginny Ong !! I am learning handsign taught by darius cos i am worship leading at kids this sunday! We can exchange handsign already :p

Happy birthday Ephraim & Mr Chairman :D

Never look at your problem and dwell on it

Focus on God and He will bring you through

you will rejoice always :D

2008-05-06T18:16:00.000+08:00

Hello! I just attended a meeting which lasted for 4 1/2 hours! I wonder how did i survive it cos I am having really bad cough, sorethroat, body aches, fever. I am going to see a doctor later. Hopefully I can feel better.
So today came to work really weak, wanted to go home during lunch time, but God brought me through the day! Just that I was half dead, even my colleuges realised it. I didn't eat much for lunch too and I am not hungry at all.
But I know God is really good! YAY!ok bye :D

God is good all the time :D

2008-05-05T20:52:00.000+08:00

Hello :DI am using my sis' lappy now.So I had orientation from 9.30am till 12.40 then lunchthen continued at 2pm till 4.15pmWent shopping with jia xin during lunch time and I got myself a wallet :DThe orientation was alright I guess.Then went for meeting. Stayed back until 7.25pm like that and came home.Was supposed to meet up with Ginny, Adrian and Jof today, but last minute Ginny has to go home complete her work. Poor girl. Hopefully can meet up on Wednesday or Thursday.I hope I don't have to stay back alot this week, cos SB said be prepared cos very busy :( Alright, going off. Returning lappy to my sister now.
And God is good :D

Happy Parents' Day!!

2008-05-04T22:08:00.000+08:00

I would like to wish all the parents

Happy Parents' day!

After getting ready to go church, as usual I will switch on my laptop, but the sad thing is, cannot get into the window - meaning virus, meaning spoilt :( my things are gone! I didn't back up :(

But yea, I didn't cry or wad larh, just a little sad that's all.
Reached church at about 9am, had mic test and practised for the performance. Really fun and cute time. At first I was super nervous, but I guess after many practises, encouragements and also pre-service prayer, I wasn't scared anymore! It's God =) I had alot of fun... haha... and the audience were super cute! They did actions with us!

After that I went to help out with the kids. They were doing crafts for mother's day! :D Then they had their performance. So cute!!!

So after everything, went to have lunch with the rest of the youths, slacked and then we went to watch Iron Man. Quite ok.

Tried reformatting my laptop, but the problem is that the hardware is spoilt :( So daddy said he will send it for repair and will give me his one. not too sure though.

Nvm, I can survive without using laptop or wad, at the most I can borrow from monica for a while. I am using hers by the way since she is not at home now =)

YAY! Tmr is orientation for new staffs which means don need to work!! But I am having a discussion in the evening, hopefully wont eat up my after work time :)

2008-05-03T21:33:00.003+08:00

3/4 physically tired (:

Today spent my whole afternoon at Joshua's house helping to wrap flowers for parents day tomorrow. Such a fruitful time, listening to how the older women talked can be very interesting and inspiring. Aunty Carol is so passionate about God. (: Of course there were other alpha people there too. We finished doing everything (including cleaning up) at about 6plus 7pm, then dinner and then I came home. I am super tired now.

Ahh... tomorrow is parents day, and I am kind of nervous *Gulp*
But I shall trust in Him that through Him, I will be able to sing well tomorrow with the rest of the performers :)

oh btw, my apologies to Li Ping and ex-2/5. Was supposed to go for dinner with you all but I couldn't go at the end :(

Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepppppppppppppppyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Some random things

2008-05-03T10:36:00.002+08:00

Ok, I need to be random while waiting for my turn to shower before I leave to Joshua's house

My adorable other half and I are long-lost-twin

we telepathy quite alot

we bumped into each other at my house bus stop on Wednesday - I was going home from work and I took 143(if im not wrong) and she was going home from school, taking 151. Her bus was just behind me! I was happily walking and she tapped my back. hoho...

I bumped into Simone at Lucky Plaza on the very same day after I had lunch and was leaving to go back to tangs. I miss you dear. Date me!

the weather is killing me in the morning and afternoon. but lucky i can stay indoor most of the time.

i miss ginny

i miss rafidah

i miss mellya

i miss momo :( its been ages since i see her even though she stays with me

i miss anita

i miss you

i miss my adorable other half

i miss so many people

ah today is my "missing people" day

but still

God is good to me :D

A word from God :D

2008-05-03T10:14:00.002+08:00

I bought a devotional book by my favourite Christian Author - Joyce Meyer
The title is : Life in the word.

I am glad I found that book :)

Anyway I have something to share - directly copied from the book. Hope this will encourage you as how it did to me (:

Understanding your emotions

Ephesians 5:15
Look carefully then how you walk! Live purposefully and worthily and accurately, not as the unwise and witless, but as wise(sensible, intelligent people).

Emotions, feelings are a part of the soul, given to us by God. A life without feelings would be extremely dry and boring... and yet if we allow feelings to control us, they can become dangerous and actually make us quite miserable.

Whatever God gives for our enjoyment, Satan will try to use against us. God gave us feelings to be a blessing to others and the Kingdom, but Satan tries to use them to cause us torment. He wants us to make all our decisions based on feelings, to allow our feelings to rule us.

Feelings become dangerous and tormenting when we do not understand that we have a choice of whether to allow them to rule us. How often do we feel that someone has hurt our feelings? We can make the choice whether to be hurt or not.

To walk according to our emotions is to do whatever we want now, whatever feels good to us at the moment. Our future is being affected by the choices we make today.

Make your emotions serve you - don't spend your life serving them. Make a decision today to manage your emotions rather than allowing them to manage you.

Say this:
"I determine to manage my emotions. I will make my emotions serve me. I will not spend my life serving them"

2008-05-02T22:09:00.004+08:00

Weekend is finally here! Actually this week passes quite fast, maybe because I've been quite busy at work. Finally done with my TOR(terms of reference), supposed to hand in today, but then industrial supervisor was too busy, then can't vet through, so my acedamic supervisor said it's ok, hand in when my industrial supervisor has vet through. YAY.

After work, dinner with Hannah, my god-sis at Toa Payoh central. We ate at a korean store, hidden somewhere, quite ok :D Then we walked around, still no shoes that I like :( But I like today very much, thanks Hannah for coming :D Anyway, no youth activities this week due to exam break and also Ps Adrian, Nadia, Joses, Wee Leong and Ephraim are overseas. Praying for them :)

My eyes are half-shut, but I still wanna blog.

God is good.
He is always good.
His presence is real.
I can't deny it.

I am thankful.
Like, Joanna, I wanna do some shout outs. Hehehehe

Joanna, my adorable "other half" : thanks so much dear for being there for me, for encouraging and praying for me, for keeping me company through smses and msn messages. Our friendship is getting stronger now, it's really God who has placed you in my life. you are just like a younger sister to me. I wanna thank you for many more, you know it, hun :D

the girls (church , school) : Thank you for being there for me, slacking with me, laughing and joke with me. thank you for telling me that you are praying for me. well, you know who you are :)

nadia: i can never thank you enough :)

aunty sally: for all the encouragements, prayers and inspiration for me. i look up to you very much, you know that :) I want to be like you in future!

God-ma: mom, i don't know if you will read my blog, but nvm, thank you for checking on me once in a while no matter how busy you are. thank you so much, i appreciate you very much!

family: God has blessed me with such amazing amazing family :) mom and dad, I love and appreciate you, you know that.

culture: my second home, where I belong, where I know more about God, where I grow up so much :D

many many more :D

yay! tmr i m going joshua's place to make flowers with alpha zoneeeeeeeeeeeeee :D:D

Happy Labour Day :)

2008-05-01T21:22:00.003+08:00

Hello world!
Last night ended very wonderfully :)
Finally got my new phone and was exploring and playing with it too

I didn't sleep in for Labour Day, good girl right? Hehe.
Travelled to Luke's house, but got lost - the bus brought me to Bukit Panjang Bus interchange, then I took bus back, thank God Josh Chan was nice enough to wait for me at the bus stop near Luke's house. Hehe. We were discussing and slacking at the same time for our group performance, stay tune!

Then I travelled to Boon Lay, had lunch with Anna at Swensens, then we shopped around at Jurong Point, nothing much to shop, then we decided to go Marina Square. hehe, finally bought my cardigan from zara (: (:

After shopping, I travelled to Hua Yee's house to help her out with her school work, at the same time we had a good chat, by faith she will be saved and be set free (:

What a long yet fun day I had :)

Toa Payoh --> Bukit Batok -- > Boon Lay --> City Hall --> Yio Chu Kang --> Toa Payoh

:)

2008-04-30T21:49:00.001+08:00

Work today was super busy too.
Time flew past really fast.
Please pray for me :(
I want to pull through

2008-04-29T23:18:00.001+08:00

I can be so silly sometimes :'(
Thank you for your reminder

2008-04-29T22:10:00.000+08:00

Royce chocolate from Mellya
Mellya is so sweet (:
We only saw each other for less than 1 mintue - she needed to pass me something, then she had to go off already, so busy zzz
When is dinner nek!

She is such an adorable friend - one of my good friends in sec school. We have known each other since sec 1! And we were in the same class all the way from sec 1 till sec 4. We went through alot too. I appreciate you nek! (: (:
But... I am her "victim" she always treated me and some of the rest to good food, causing me to gain alot of weight. HA! Well, partly is my fault cos I didn't control my eating also.... ill-discipline, lazy... VINA, YOU NEED TO EXCERCISE! Suddenly miss netball :( See how silly can i get? I always don't treasure things when they are infront or for me, when i loose them, then i miss it so bad :( Last time in sec school, I joined netball, but I gave my 50% to it only, now that I miss it, I want to give my 100%, do I stand the chance? Haiyo, I am over emotional .

Bye!

Not so busy day

2008-04-29T21:03:00.000+08:00

YAY! I am going to see Mellya later! After 2-3 years of not seeing her, finally today is the day =) So while waiting for her to come, I shall blog =)

Work today was kind of busy, yet not busy. No meeting of course, but alot of discussions with the supervisor regarding the project and documentations I have to do. Haven't finalize yet, tomorrow will have another few discussions zzz. We went to cathay for lunch. We accompanied Jia xin cos she wanted to get the free ben&jerry cone ice cream, but the queue was super long and we had no time for that, so after lunch, we travelled back. Was late but lucky my supervisor wasn't back in office yet :p

After work, travelled back to Toa Payoh Central to bank in my pay cheque. YAY! my first salary of my work. I am so proud of myself - with my own hand, I've earnt it =) Anyway after that had dinner with Rieka, her mommy and my maid and then did little shopping at NTUC :D

Tomorrow will be a long day for me too... but I know it's a good thing rather than rotting... now I am learning alot of things in the office.

Oh today while lunching at Cathay, I saw alot of students studying with their friends, then it brought back many memories in school... one of them was the period of time when I was struggling alot early this year and poor her have to listen to all my rantings and cryings and everything. So, I messaged her just now saying that I miss her :) Sweet right?! We wont be able to see each other that often anymore though :( But I am really grateful that God has placed her in my life, to help me pull through last semester as my listening ear. =)

Alright, ending here. If not it will bore you.

Oh! Koko is coming back tomorrow, which means my new handphone will also arrive! YAY!

Bye!

Hold me close ;

2008-04-28T19:49:00.002+08:00

Hello :D
Just had my dinner. It's been ages since I ate at home. YUMMY!!!
I woke up at 6.45am this morning cos I told God I want to spend time with Him once I wake up (which I had not been doing for some time already) I was really sleepy, but I guess it's good, I will continue to spend time with Him in the morning because at night will be hard and it's not fair leaving the remaining hours of my day to Him, He deserves the best (:

Work today was stressful I would say - had a short session before lunch with my indurstrial supervisor together with Ashley. Realised that I cannot slack anymore, alot of things to read on and taking actions on the projects on hand. But I am thankful for the nice and helpful colleagues that I have at work, if not I sure die =x Wanted to complete my TOR, but couldn't finish today. Meeting took out half of my day at work, which is good and bad. haha - but at least I got better understanding about the project. I also go to learn business terms! YAY! I am so proud of myself *SELF PRAISE*

Felt like walking around for a while after work, at the end I went to Borders for a while and was tired (such a pig) and then took bus home. (:

God, it is getting clearer and clearer now :) Thank you!

Saving grace;

2008-04-27T17:36:00.000+08:00

I know I have been blogging alot alot these few weeks, partly because I want to update my friends on my life story cos all of us are so busy and stuff, so difficult to meet up (:

Woke up quite early today even though I slept at 1++am this morning. Went for breakfast at Mac greatworld, then walked to church with Sean Chan. Then was playing with some of them. I love helping out in Sunday school, I know I've said it many time - the children's hearts for God is really there! Today they were supposed to write parents' day cards to give to the church parents next Sunday as it's parents day next week. Really amazed by how even the toodlers wanting to write. Some of them couldn't write nicely and at the right size of fonts, so they seeked my help and paid good attention to how they should write. I am so encouraged, toodlers! God, you are really is raising up another generation after the youth to be more like you.

The dream that I have is starting to happen. I have many dreams anyway :) God, you are so good. After service, went for practice for the parents' day singing. It was so funny !! I know I can do it for God =) Lunch was nice too... then walked around at great world for a while then I travelled to Plaza Singapura to hunt for my Cds and I found them! YAY! And here I am typing away :)

2008-04-26T23:47:00.001+08:00

My beautiful adorable bunch ! :D

I had 9++ hours of sleep! I am such a piggy. Hehe
I know my miracles will happen!
On the way home, Elaine and I started singing praise and worship songs
People were looking at us, but we didn't care cos WE LOVE GOD!
He is too amazing for us to sing for Him :)
Thank you Elaine - your love and passion for God encourages me alot alot
I am pressing on
Focusing on His love will make it easier
I am moving on
I want my friends to be saved, I really want to :)

Good nightssssss~ (:

2008-04-26T00:22:00.000+08:00

Credit to the photographer!
And I know Jesus Loves Vina :)

Again I got nothing much to do at work today
#1 Daily tasks
#2 Trying to do TOR - very tough!
#3 Chit-chatting with people at the office
Was counting down every hour, every minute, every second to end of work. Heeee
Rushed to CO after work. It's so good to be "Home"
My dreams, I will surrender to Him
Let Him lead me to the dreams He has for me.
And I am really really happy!
God you are so gracious and awesome!
My first fruit of the year is on the way~
I was just talking about it last night with a friend
And God is answering my prayers that I had been praying for that friend
YAY!
Keep moving forward!

Whoever desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow Me. —Mark 8:34

Now I understand it.
It's painful, but it is worth it
Cos I am putting God first
And if we are faithful and obedient
He will lead us to the right path
Where we could ever imagine
It's wonderful
(:

Good night work, I shall see you on Monday
I shall turn in now. :D

Hillsong - Stay

2008-04-25T15:54:00.001+08:00

I am not the same
I’ve been called by name
You gave me new life
I cannot express how it feels
Here in your arms

Here I’ll stay forever
I have found your love
Here I’ll stay forever
Hold me in your arms

Jesus take my hand
Lead me on your path
I give you my life
I cannot express how it feels
Here in your arms

Here I’ll stay forever
Here I’ll stay with you

2008-04-25T10:30:00.001+08:00

Last night was so beautiful (:

And thank you for faithfully reading my blog

HEHE!

Joanna & I = ADORABLE BUNCH!

2008-04-24T22:09:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GORDON, JANE, LOO YEE, GUORONG, MARK

So many birthdays this month (:
People kept asking me out
Sorry I can't make it for certain events
Cos I need to make my priorities right (:
But I will sure make up for it, k?

Other than daily task,
I started doing my TOR already and it's squeezing my brain juice out
Then I continued reading through the programming book, don't really understand cos I think must practice then can, but the problem is I cannot use the program unless is needed :(

Thanks Joanna and Eunice for today :)
Once I get my pay, I can get the things I need!!!
#1 Study bible
#2 A proper cardigan from zara (:
#3 Birthday presents for people

YAY! Tmr is Friday, meaning dress down, meaning weekend is approaching! Culture here I come... ... ... (:

Daddy bought me a new phone (finally after ages), but I can only get it when my elder brother comes back from Indonesia, PATIENCE VINA!!

2008-04-23T21:47:00.002+08:00

Hello (:
Work was quite ok today -slow and steady
I am currently learning another programming language - ABAP/4
Quite difficult but interesting, luckily there is Domingo ( the programmer) whom I can ask until he vomits blood. HEHE

Thanks Joanna for being there for me.
It's your encouragement and being there as a sister for me that keeps me going (:
I love you!

2008-04-22T20:47:00.004+08:00

Sometimes we are so busy that we forgot to look up at the beautiful sky

Work today was super busy.

Morning was doing the usual things,

Hardly could find time to slack then was call conference

After which was quick lunch

Treated myself to bubble tea

Came up to office then meeting all the way from 2+pm till 6.30pm, can you believe it? 4 1/2 hours! After meeting, knocked off from work.

Went for dinner with daddy, sister and younger brother at Toa Payoh central crystal jade.

Checked prices for handphones and then came home

Lord, I need you to bring me through

I don't want to give in to temptations

I've walked this far

I want to continue moving forward

And not look back

Amen

2008-04-21T20:43:00.002+08:00

Today's 1st day of 2nd wk of attachment (:
Kinda busy - meeting & a little bit of studying, therefore time passed quite fast
Oh BTW!! The meeting was at Henderson industrial park, so so so so so near church office!! If only it's on Tuesdayor something, then after meeting I could go CO for a while.
YAY! Finally got my staff card today. I am so so so happy too
Today is a happy day
Lunchie at Lucky prata at Lucky prata - I ordered chip chop prata, seriously chip chop and the serving was so big! We ate at 2plus anyway so until now I am still full.

Senyum mu (:

2008-04-20T23:29:00.000+08:00

My eyes are half-shut now but I want to update to close the chapter of the weekend :)

I really love Saturday's service
Pastor Adrian has been talking about the series on Grace for his sermon
And it's as though the dream that I have for a period of time had died off and now God is telling me - dare to dream and believe that it will come true if my desire is of the right motive (:
Lord, you know my heart, please fulfill it
And I will never give up praying for my friends. I know God is testing my faithfulness all this while, how do I respond when I don't see the fruit of my prayers?
Faith, Trust,keep pressing on and pray until it happens:) I will do so, Lord.

My family finally went for family photo taken in the evening at Serangoon broadway. Mommy said daddy and mommy also took their wedding photos there. haha so cute. then i told her "mommy, next time we also go there take our wedding photos kkk " AHEM! she was laughing like mad :) Everyone looked so pretty and handsome. - Creation of our Daddy in heaven. I am so blessed to be in this earthly family and I believe my entire family will be saved in Jesus Name ! :) So anyway after photo taking, we went for dinner at Novena Square Fish& Co. I so love this kind of gathering. More of it, please! (: then daddy, elder brother and i went to watch Forbidden Kingdom at Toa Payoh entertainment centre.

Weekend just passed by like a breeze of wind. I am going back to work tomorrow....

And I am a happy girl !
Life has been treating me really well (:
I love You Lord!

2008-04-20T15:49:00.000+08:00

YOUR UNFAILING POWER

When the darkness fills my senses
When my blindness
Keeps me from Your touch
Jesus, come

When my burden keeps me doubting
When my memories
Take the place of You
Jesus, come

And I’ll follow you there
To the place where we meet
And I’ll lay down my pride
As You search me again

Your unfailing love
Your unfailing love
Your unfailing love
Over me again

2008-04-19T12:10:00.000+08:00

Thank You Lord for bringing me through the first week of attachment (:
Overall it has been good first week - slackings, reading ups, get to know people, logbook.
I won't have honeymoon period anymore from next week onwards cos I had a session together with Ashley, supervisor briefed me on what I will be doing for the next few weeks. I will be busy I think. Time passed really fast and I know next few weeks will be the same too (: I am so looking forward to alot of things.

Mommy is in Singapore now (: daddy is reaching later in the evening. We are going to take family photo tomorrow. Finally~ in my 20 years of life, we had never taken a proper family photo before. Tomorrow will be a beautiful day (:

It was so awesome to be able to attend life group last night. I got to see Alpha again, the feeling of family is back after 5 days of work without meeting and interacting much. God is really really good, last night I realised something and I am glad I am still holding on to His promise, I am glad I am moving on, learning to press on and focus on Him, the rest will be up to Him on how He wants to do with me, to reveal my future to me. Now I don't want to think and focus on the wrong thing, I want to focus on growing in Him and also bring people to Him.

I want to draw near to Him so that He can draw near to me.
I want to be used by Him
Because He had done so much for me
I just want to be open
And allow Him to use me

I am so excited for youth service later (:

2008-04-17T22:08:00.004+08:00

Was looking through photos in my hard drive and made me miss my girls so much !!
Oh BTW, I managed to get all my photos (: YAY! Thank you!
cam-whorrrrinnnngggg when?? rafidah!!! pls arrange one soon :) hehehe