Psalm 27:5
For in the day of trouble
he will keep me safe in his dwelling;
he will hide me in the shelter of his tabernacle
and set me high upon a rock. Thanks Shang Min for the sharing today (:
Indeed I find
peace in my heart tonight even of the tiring weeks that I am going through rushing through work and trying to handle my life properly.
So much I need to learn
So much I need to love
So much I need to forgive
So much I need to be available
So much I need to do
So much I need to smile
So much I need to hug
So much I need ...All these I need to gain strenght through Him
Just a quick update;
I'm still alive
With a big scale project on hand
Been staying back in school till 8 plus 9 everyday
No time to play
Rush rush rush an rush
Gotta go
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I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength!
After the holiday, it started again. I just dislike this. Sorry if i don't entertain what ever you tell me, because I'm tired about what I've been hearing and by entertaining all these will just make things worse and make me sin deeper. What I will do is I will not talk bad but help and never give up on the person. It's ok if you dislike me because I think this way, but I just feel for that particular person. God teaches us not to judge or to condemn because we are all sinners and we are not perfect, so what is it that we are better than the other person that we need to talk bad about person? Instead, learn to forgive and forgive and forgive and love and love and love like how Jesus Christ did where He even died to wash away our sins. So, can we just learn not to gossip, but learn how to take actions and never give up to help the person change.
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...since God so loved us, we also ought to love one another.
As usual school, assignment, continuous assesments. Work load is getting heavier and heavier and is making me sick =( I fell sick on Monday and didn't go school on tuesday. I don't know why but I am stressing myself up now, feeling that I really need to catch up with work so that I can mantain or improve in my grades in order to go University. I know, people keep telling me don't be stress up and all, and I will try, yea? I just dislike weekdays and I love weekends! But I really need just one or two days away from school work and have fun alone, yes alone. I need time to reflect and clear things out, things seem to move so fast.
Sorry folks, I need space to vent all these out. I will really really try to write positively ks!
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I can only find strenght in You alone.
This whole week had been so crazy for me. But I had fun during the week end (:
On Friday after school, almost all the teams of UID went for the field trip, where we had to go for shopping experience. Before that, Abi took out her camera and the girls took photos!
Then we all went to eat at Holland Village(thanks to sherwin)! we were stuck at the coffee shop due to rain. Not long later, the groups split and got our information. It was real tiring larh. Then headed to meet up with shang min, shopped a while, ate at ITCHIBAN SUSHI at toa payoh central with loo yee and jun long. And cell was really good =)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISSA YEO! (10 NOV 2006)
Went to church office real early cos wanted to study for UID(cant study at home), then cell group and then youth service! It was just a blast larh! Pastor Daniel Chua preached =) It was real awesome time!
Today as usual, church, then meetings and all, lastly, we went to Agnes place! There were Loo yee, Shang Min, Judy, myself who went there =) Thanks AGNES!! I MISS YOUR HOUSE !!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELAINE HENG! (12 NOV 2006)
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I'm going to hang on to YOUR promises
It's been almost a month since the new semester start and I am getting stressed up with school work =( Common tests in 5 weeks' time! Can someone just save me and bring me to a stress-less school? nah~ don't think have such thing.
Struggling and fighting the feelings inside of me, I hope to fly again.
Wendy! you think i so free arh? haha!
1. single, taken or crushing? taken by Jesus christ =)
2. are you happy with your life now? with Jesus Christ, everything is WONDERFUL!
3. when you meet the right person, will you fall for him/her fast? God's will
4. have you had a broken heart? yea, who doesnt
5. do you believe there are circumstances that cheating love is acceptable? nope.
6. would you talk to someone if he/she cheats on you? yea of cos, we're suppose to forgive, cos we are not perfect!
7. have you ever talked to another person about marriage before? yea
8. do you want children? yea! i want one pair, as in one boy one girl (:
9. how many? 2!
10. would you consider adoption? yea of cos!
11. if someone likes you right now, what do you think will let you know about he/her feelings? the fact that tells me his true feelings.
12. do you enjoy getting into relationships? it depends la
13. be honest, what did you and your ex ever did? why must i tell u? haha.. nth larh
14. do you believe in love at first sight?it never last
15. are you romantic? unsure
16. do you believe you can change someone? -definitely
17. if you could marry somewhere, where would it be? somewhere romantic and nice!
18. do you easily give in when you're fighting? yupp.. i hate fighting
19. do you have feelings for someone right now? yea...
20. have you ever wished you had someone but you messed it up? -naaah.
21. have you broken a heart? - i hope not. if yes, i'm so terribly sorry.
22. one day if your best friend fell in love with he/she that you're in love with, what would you do? God will have the ans :)
23. are you missing someone right now? -of course.
now you have to ask 5 friends to do this survey:
fidah, steffi, abigail, hannah, and Melissa
We had fun! (:_______________________________________________
Is it ok if i allow the feelings to stay?
The feelings suddenly grown stronger each time
Wondering is it good or bad,
But I wish and hope the feelings will go deeper if You allow it
If not, I will try to remove the feelings
The feelings that is not supposed to be there
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