Instill within my heart, dear Lord,

A deep desire to know Your Word;

I want to learn to hear Your voice

So that Your will becomes my choice. —D. De Haan

In God’s works we see His hand; in His Word we hear His heart.

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The other night I got a shock when I looked into the mirror. My eye bags are really heavy and I look like a panda :( No wonder you always ask me to have an early night. But the problem is that I sleep quite alot! 6-7 hours each day you know?? Just now my elder brother said that I am younger than him and yet my eye bags are worse than his. WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME?? 

I love attachment, but the fact that it's from 9-6.30pm , 5 days a week has caused alot of constraints. So many other things I would like to do and fulfil them, so many... Ahhhhh! 9 more weeks to go. YES! Tahan!!

Work yesterday and today was great! Ash bought a card and we signed the cards to give to SB. He was kinda depressed at first because he thought we have forgotten about his birthday. He was cheery after we gave him the card. haha. then in the afternoon, we surprised him with a birthday cake and song - photos will be uploaded when jia xin and ash send to me :D

Joel, my classmate came for interview for his internship next semester. I hope he can get in cos I told him quite alot about my work place and stuff. Hehe. Thanks for the dinner treat, friend! Had great time catching up with you too =D

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This dream that I have, includes you, yes you :D

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dear God, how can I deny that you are an awesome God?

 How can I deny that You love me

How can I deny the fact that You sent your only son to die on the cross to wash away my sins

I want to love you more Lord

For I am loving You ;

<3

I almost fell asleep yesterday during meeting. Then the song was stuck in my head for no particular reason. It is still stuck in my head now. LOL.




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I hereby declare that my program coding is COMPLETED!
I just need to wait for the interface file and testing
Then my job is completed!
Wohooooooo






Happy Happy!!





those beautiful memories and promises are meant to be kept and not be erased.

1 Peter 5:6-7

Hee.

Restarting it seems appealing

Hello (:

Lord, take my hand and walk this journey with me. I can't handle it alone.

Rayne's last day is on Thursday :( 

So Liping and the rest didn't confirm with me, therefore, Sentosa trip was cancelled.

Sweet right? Trina baked this for my brother. "bobo" is his nickname

The process of becoming more like Christ is sometimes painful but it's always worth it!

see the adorable reggie? haha. he is really hilarious. he is also indonesian! he knew i was taking photo of him. so he was pretending to work.

1.Put your iTunes/windows media playeron shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it sounds.

Realised I didn't mention a few random things

The expert was teaching me some recording thingy for my program and I was busy taking photos. lol.
this is my messy desk. i packed my desk in the afternoon, just didnt take a photo of it. lol
this is random shot. see the walkway to the other side? that is another department that i love to visit my friends at =) then got one cubical that is opposite of the machine that you see is my supervisor's cubical.
these were the boxes of boquets of flowers that the girls and aunty carol had done up on 03may2008- one day before parents day. arent they beautiful? :D

Hello :)
I am dead tired now.
Work was tiring today also.
Ate random things for lunch at the "Market place"
After that went shopping :)
Went for window shopping at DFS after work with Ash, Rain and Edgar.
I realised I shopped alot now adays, thanks to working at a building which office is right above the shopping centre. Hehe.

I want to go back to school for prayer group :( This sem I havent got any chance to go back yet. I want to go back to see how God is doing in my schoo; =) Another outreach that they are going to do but I can't participate :( Nvm, I shall join in with my prayers.

sleepyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

God, You are so good (: You are restoring the broken friendships in my life now. I am so glad I can just talk freely with them now, I feel so at ease (:

I believe You're my healer, restorer, comforter and lover (:

:)
Today's the start of 12% rebate in Tangs. YAY
As usual I had my daily tasks to be done and one of it, I was required to go down to sales floor to check on the Point of sale machine. Ash and I went down, and then saw a few other friends there shopping. Hehe, so we decided to shop for a while too since it's so early and the shop wasn't open yet. Work was crazy for me. I was supposed to do a documentation and it took me the whole day to do, really tiring. But lunch time was fun :) We bought Nasi Lemak (again) and ate at the staff canteen, and then the girls and Dan went shopping! I finally bought myself a pair of wedges and a belt. YAY! Wanted to get Ephraim something for his 21st birthday, but then didn't find suitable one :( Wonder why is it so difficult to get present for a guy. Ash also was cracking her head, wondering wad to get for her guy friend. After work shopped for the second round, but for a few minutes only then had to meet Jun Hao to pass him something, then went to meet Rachel. Sushi Tei! Finally I got to eat there after hearing so much from Jia Xin. Haha... Yummy!! Then I brought her to Tangs to shop for a while, shared and showed her a lot of the things I've learnt at work. Fun Fun! We shall meet up again okae?! I love talking and shopping with you!

(:

It's Wednesday tomorrow. and 3 more days to see Culture! :D:D


Jesus, I need You more than anything else (:

Amadea asked me to do this (:

1. Do you wish to get married?
Yes

2. What do you want the most now?
For time to fly faster

3. Who is the person you trust most?
Him.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Not too sure

5. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
E veryone to know God

6. Are you satisfied with yourself?
Yes. Cos God made me in His own image (:

7. What are you afraid to lose now?

Dear Mom,

Hello!
Finally Culture got talent and worship leading for kids are over *PHEW*
I didn't fare well but I enjoyed myself :D :D

Saturday-
So I went to CO quite early, supposed to practice with the Hokkaido boys, but didn't have at the end, instead Nadia taught me some dance movement until she wanted to vomit blood. Derrick and Desomd were there to spur me on also... hehe, but it was fun :) Overall youth service was awesome, dinner was fun too :)

Sunday-
Wah, kinda stress cos Darius and Aunty Sherlina were not around, so Joyce, Jof, myself and the teachers were running the kids service, it's tough, but at least now I know I need more training!
Then lunch and then went to meet my cousin at city hall and then fetch her parents from harbour front to collect my laptop :D yay

Dear God,
It's so tough, again and again I want to give up, but I know you want me to press on.
Amen

Its weekend! YAY! And my voice is recovering slowly! Thank you nasi lemak and sugar cane! You must be thinking that I am crazy, indeed I am, after lunch my voice just came back like that! However, I lost my voice again and then recovered again during life group. what a weird throat I have. haha. Work today is really really slack cos most of the staffs from our department went for a training course the whole day.

And and!! Nigel came to our office! Not to visit me larh, he was doing a business project for his final year, so need to come to talk to respective people. I got chance to chit chat with him for a while which helped to kill some time also, nice time catching up with you, brother, come back more often k! :p

And thank you Joel and Brandon for the smses to ask me about internship in C.K Tang. Helped me to kill some time too. Haha. They are thinking of applying here also. Come! you will never regret :p

Was chatting with the receptionists lady, she said alot of interns that worked there before enjoyed their time here and even came back to visit after they left. Indeed i am enjoying myself even though it can get boring at work sometime. But the people there are so friendly, people of different positions are treating everyone equally, no comparison, no boasting, no nothing. We are just like a big family :D

After work, I travelled to CO for Alpha gathering. Amazing testimonies were shared, ate our mac, chit chat, sang birthday song for Timothy and Ephraim :) Ive mentioned this many times, but I want to say again. I love it when I am with Culture*, it is where I belong, where love is in the air :p and most importantly is the presence of God is there!

Enough of my rantings. I haven practice for culture spot tomorrow and I am very sleepy now =x

Nights!

I sound like don't know what, maybe low voice "duck" cos I lost my voice :( Poor Ginny thought why I was so not myself last night as we went out, nothing happened, just that i had difficulty talking, that's all. Then as I returned to work today, everyone was concern about my voice also. Hehe. They kept asking me to take good care of myself, etc. So anyway after resting the whole day yesterday, I finally got to meet up with my favourite friends - Ginny,Adrian and Jof :) We had dinner at Raffles City foodcourt, then Adrian and Ginny treated us to donuts! I forgot the name though, the donuts tasted better than donut factories' yummy - another reason why my sorethroat is getting worse :p After that we walked to esplanade and chit chat for a while. It's been quite long since I went there. Favourite friends, go out again soon kkk =) I will make sure I talk more like I used to irritate you when my voice comes back. HEHEHE

And good news is MY FEVER IS GONE!!! yay!

My other adorable half wanted to visit me yesterday morning, but i told her not to if not she will get sick also. But thanks dear for making sure that I am ok. I am also happy for you , if you know what I mean. hehehe

Please pray for me that my voice will return before Sunday ! Thank you very muchie :D

Nadia said I cannot talk too much and I am doing it now, but don't think that I am emo or anything yea, it's cos I need to be good girl and rest my throat. :)

Tomorrow there is Alpha gatheringgggggggggggggggggggggg :)

Hello! I just attended a meeting which lasted for 4 1/2 hours! I wonder how did i survive it cos I am having really bad cough, sorethroat, body aches, fever. I am going to see a doctor later. Hopefully I can feel better.
So today came to work really weak, wanted to go home during lunch time, but God brought me through the day! Just that I was half dead, even my colleuges realised it. I didn't eat much for lunch too and I am not hungry at all.
But I know God is really good! YAY!ok bye :D

Hello :DI am using my sis' lappy now.So I had orientation from 9.30am till 12.40 then lunchthen continued at 2pm till 4.15pmWent shopping with jia xin during lunch time and I got myself a wallet :DThe orientation was alright I guess.Then went for meeting. Stayed back until 7.25pm like that and came home.Was supposed to meet up with Ginny, Adrian and Jof today, but last minute Ginny has to go home complete her work. Poor girl. Hopefully can meet up on Wednesday or Thursday.I hope I don't have to stay back alot this week, cos SB said be prepared cos very busy :( Alright, going off. Returning lappy to my sister now.
And God is good :D

After getting ready to go church, as usual I will switch on my laptop, but the sad thing is, cannot get into the window - meaning virus, meaning spoilt :( my things are gone! I didn't back up :(

But yea, I didn't cry or wad larh, just a little sad that's all.
Reached church at about 9am, had mic test and practised for the performance. Really fun and cute time. At first I was super nervous, but I guess after many practises, encouragements and also pre-service prayer, I wasn't scared anymore! It's God =) I had alot of fun... haha... and the audience were super cute! They did actions with us!

After that I went to help out with the kids. They were doing crafts for mother's day! :D Then they had their performance. So cute!!!

So after everything, went to have lunch with the rest of the youths, slacked and then we went to watch Iron Man. Quite ok.

Tried reformatting my laptop, but the problem is that the hardware is spoilt :( So daddy said he will send it for repair and will give me his one. not too sure though.

Nvm, I can survive without using laptop or wad, at the most I can borrow from monica for a while. I am using hers by the way since she is not at home now =)

YAY! Tmr is orientation for new staffs which means don need to work!! But I am having a discussion in the evening, hopefully wont eat up my after work time :)

3/4 physically tired (:

Today spent my whole afternoon at Joshua's house helping to wrap flowers for parents day tomorrow. Such a fruitful time, listening to how the older women talked can be very interesting and inspiring. Aunty Carol is so passionate about God. (: Of course there were other alpha people there too. We finished doing everything (including cleaning up) at about 6plus 7pm, then dinner and then I came home. I am super tired now.

Ahh... tomorrow is parents day, and I am kind of nervous *Gulp*
But I shall trust in Him that through Him, I will be able to sing well tomorrow with the rest of the performers :)

oh btw, my apologies to Li Ping and ex-2/5. Was supposed to go for dinner with you all but I couldn't go at the end :(


Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepppppppppppppppyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Ok, I need to be random while waiting for my turn to shower before I leave to Joshua's house

My adorable other half and I are long-lost-twin

we telepathy quite alot

we bumped into each other at my house bus stop on Wednesday - I was going home from work and I took 143(if im not wrong) and she was going home from school, taking 151. Her bus was just behind me! I was happily walking and she tapped my back. hoho...

I bumped into Simone at Lucky Plaza on the very same day after I had lunch and was leaving to go back to tangs. I miss you dear. Date me!

the weather is killing me in the morning and afternoon. but lucky i can stay indoor most of the time.

i miss ginny

i miss rafidah

i miss mellya

i miss momo :( its been ages since i see her even though she stays with me

i miss anita

i miss you

i miss my adorable other half

i miss so many people

ah today is my "missing people" day

but still

God is good to me :D

I bought a devotional book by my favourite Christian Author - Joyce Meyer
The title is : Life in the word.

I am glad I found that book :)

Anyway I have something to share - directly copied from the book. Hope this will encourage you as how it did to me (:


Ephesians 5:15
Look carefully then how you walk! Live purposefully and worthily and accurately, not as the unwise and witless, but as wise(sensible, intelligent people).

Emotions, feelings are a part of the soul, given to us by God. A life without feelings would be extremely dry and boring... and yet if we allow feelings to control us, they can become dangerous and actually make us quite miserable.

Whatever God gives for our enjoyment, Satan will try to use against us. God gave us feelings to be a blessing to others and the Kingdom, but Satan tries to use them to cause us torment. He wants us to make all our decisions based on feelings, to allow our feelings to rule us.

Feelings become dangerous and tormenting when we do not understand that we have a choice of whether to allow them to rule us. How often do we feel that someone has hurt our feelings? We can make the choice whether to be hurt or not.

To walk according to our emotions is to do whatever we want now, whatever feels good to us at the moment. Our future is being affected by the choices we make today.

Make your emotions serve you - don't spend your life serving them. Make a decision today to manage your emotions rather than allowing them to manage you.

Say this:
"I determine to manage my emotions. I will make my emotions serve me. I will not spend my life serving them"

Weekend is finally here! Actually this week passes quite fast, maybe because I've been quite busy at work. Finally done with my TOR(terms of reference), supposed to hand in today, but then industrial supervisor was too busy, then can't vet through, so my acedamic supervisor said it's ok, hand in when my industrial supervisor has vet through. YAY.

After work, dinner with Hannah, my god-sis at Toa Payoh central. We ate at a korean store, hidden somewhere, quite ok :D Then we walked around, still no shoes that I like :( But I like today very much, thanks Hannah for coming :D Anyway, no youth activities this week due to exam break and also Ps Adrian, Nadia, Joses, Wee Leong and Ephraim are overseas. Praying for them :)

My eyes are half-shut, but I still wanna blog.


I am thankful.
Like, Joanna, I wanna do some shout outs. Hehehehe

Joanna, my adorable "other half" : thanks so much dear for being there for me, for encouraging and praying for me, for keeping me company through smses and msn messages. Our friendship is getting stronger now, it's really God who has placed you in my life. you are just like a younger sister to me. I wanna thank you for many more, you know it, hun :D

the girls (church , school) : Thank you for being there for me, slacking with me, laughing and joke with me. thank you for telling me that you are praying for me. well, you know who you are :)

nadia: i can never thank you enough :)

aunty sally: for all the encouragements, prayers and inspiration for me. i look up to you very much, you know that :) I want to be like you in future!

God-ma: mom, i don't know if you will read my blog, but nvm, thank you for checking on me once in a while no matter how busy you are. thank you so much, i appreciate you very much!

family: God has blessed me with such amazing amazing family :) mom and dad, I love and appreciate you, you know that.

culture: my second home, where I belong, where I know more about God, where I grow up so much :D

many many more :D

yay! tmr i m going joshua's place to make flowers with alpha zoneeeeeeeeeeeeee :D:D

Hello world!
Last night ended very wonderfully :)
Finally got my new phone and was exploring and playing with it too

I didn't sleep in for Labour Day, good girl right? Hehe.
Travelled to Luke's house, but got lost - the bus brought me to Bukit Panjang Bus interchange, then I took bus back, thank God Josh Chan was nice enough to wait for me at the bus stop near Luke's house. Hehe. We were discussing and slacking at the same time for our group performance, stay tune!

Then I travelled to Boon Lay, had lunch with Anna at Swensens, then we shopped around at Jurong Point, nothing much to shop, then we decided to go Marina Square. hehe, finally bought my cardigan from zara (: (:

After shopping, I travelled to Hua Yee's house to help her out with her school work, at the same time we had a good chat, by faith she will be saved and be set free (:

What a long yet fun day I had :)

Toa Payoh --> Bukit Batok -- > Boon Lay --> City Hall --> Yio Chu Kang --> Toa Payoh

:)