Went shopping with Hua Yee in town yesterday. It was great time spending with her :) It's like as though we were back to the days we spent in sec school [positive ones of cos :) ] I still havent got the chance to meet up with Yin Xin yet though :( I hope to really meet up with her real soon.

Oh went to work in school coop (a mini mart in sch) for stock taking. It was so tiring yet fun cos made a few new friends [: Tomorrow will be the last day of work, and then I am going for chalet! I am so looking forward to it [:

Here's my thoughts about my emotions / feelings so far.

I may seem strong and cheerful in the outside, there are still things that I am struggling with. Instead of being negative about the things I am going through, I have learnt to choose to not be negative. I learnt to really take things easy, I learnt no matter how bad the situations that I am going through / facing, to stand up fast. I learnt to cry just for a while and smile again. I know it's hard sometimes, but I learnt. I don't want to be in the dark, I want to be in the light. I learnt that if I am negative, things will not get better. I learnt that if I am positive, things will improve.

It's Him who have brought me through so much. People may think that life is unfair because of the trials / situations you are facing. For me, I learnt even if things are not going Your way, don't take life for being unfair for you, take is as you are learning to be strong. God put trials / tests for you to really mature through them.

I pray I will continue to be joyful. When I fall down, I will stand up fast.


... And I know my reedemer lives...

Made with Love

Oh My! I don't know why I visited http://madewithlove.com.sg/ [made with love] website. I am so so proud of Mrs Liow & Mrs Ong! There were my sec school teachers who alot of students love, but they went out to explore things and they have made big!! I am so proud of them! I will want to learn from them if I have the money and time [: And oh, Brenda is part of the team too!

Watched Mr Bean with Sharyl, Benjamin, Joshua, Timothy, & Jun Hao. It was super duper duper duper funny! If you are in bad mood, GO WATCH! It will change ur mood upside down. HAHA [:

Updates!

23/3/07
Started watching 天国的嫁衣. I know it's an old show, but it's really a very nice show [:
Then went for LG at Nadia's place, after that stayed over at her house. I took public transport there and I didn't know it took like 1 hour plus plus to reach her place! But I had a comfy night [:

24/3/07
Had meeting, followed by Youth service. Specil speaker was Ps Daniel Chua. It was really a great night we had. God really convicted many of us [:. Oh and Trina came too!

25/3/07
Church [:
Lunch with Liru at Lucky plaza, Indonesian food cafe. Yummy [:
Watched Ninja Turtle with Sharyl, Jolina, Benjamin, Ian, Brian and Joshua. It was dissapointing :( I expected it to be nicer cos it's one of my childhood favourite cartoon.
Went shopping after that.
Regretted not joining the farewell dinner for Ps Chris. Haiz... now I know why I must make a careful decision. Oh well, I hope to see Ps Chris real soon [:

26/3/07
天国的嫁衣 Marathon at home [:

Changed my blogskin [:

Met up with Rachel first at Cine. We had such a long chat before Hua Yee came. We talked about alot alot of things for like 2 hours! Hua Yee came after that.
We watched the movie Music & Lyrics. The show is alright, I just fall in love the song -- Way Back Into Love. [You can hear the song while reading my entries] [:

After movie, Rachel had to go off, so Hua Yee and I went to shop for a while. Bumped into Mr Hiew at Tang plaza Levis' section.

Mr Hiew : "You want to pay for my jeans?"
Me : "Siao arh~ I am not so rich. HAHA"
Mr Hiew : " But Your Msn Nick Put Ms Anything what, so what ever I am going to ask, You will say Anything, right? "
Me : "HAHA"
Mr Hiew : " You want to die? "
Me : " No! Siaow arh ask me go die! "
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What to do, Sharyl says I am an-anything person.. Hee~

Everytime we see each other, he will never fail to talk nonsense with me.. haha.. well, I miss the days in Deyi when he and other interesting teachers taught us. It was the best time ever. There are hardly lecturers in Poly who will want to connect with their students.

Oh, read this :

I checked out http://reasonilive.com (Ps Chris Hope's website) And I bumped into the above section [:

Having flu , cough, headache, slight fever and tummyache now. Feeling really terrible, but I don't care. Met up with Hua Yee after church yesterday. It's so nice to catch up with her, and I am gonna meet up with the rest of my "gang" members maybe on Wednesday. I miss them real much.

Synergiz DREAM was really awesome. God used so many people like JEff Deyo & Team, Jeanne Mayo & Matthew Barnett to bless us and to minister to us. This conference was so different from the past few years ones. He is revealing so much to me and he is putting things for me to solve and be leaning on Him. Things were not easy for me this week, but yea I guess I need to learn to move on, don't and never look back and everything.

So I told my parents about my result already. I thought they would be dissapointed with me cos my result dropped. But I am so glad that they are so understanding and keep encouraging me to get better grades from next Sem onwards. My mom used to be really strict with my result and if I don't do well, they would scold or nag at me upside down, it's really amazing for now [:

Thanks Mom and Dad, I will make sure I study harder from next Sem onwards, I will not dissapoint You two again.

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I'm seriously seriously thankful of what had happened previously, because of them, I am strong and am moving on boldly, leaving the past some where no one can ever see them again.

I'm reminded of my goals for this year today, there are some of the goals that I am achieving real soon, there are some goals I need to work harder & not give up to reach. He has made things possible for me. [:

Show me Your face, O Lord
Make my heart pure as gold
Standing in awe of You
Your love surrounds me forever

Show me Your face, O Lord
I want to know You more
Right here with You
All of my days



Alright, always live each day with a positive mind, living each day with right attitude, clear and pure heart. Forgive & love again no matter how difficult it is.

Hello All!
I'm back from Ignite Conference, Relentless! It was really an awesome, life changing conference!! God's presence was so thick everyday at the conference, He touched many lives through great speakers like Glen Berteau & Pat Schatzline [: The workshop was alright, I like the first day one, teaching us how to evangelise to the lost ones! Now I know already [:

Flee Satan!! God has won the battle!! There's no chance for You to attack us anymore! I will stand firm and strong in God! I will never look back anymore!!

Besides all these, relationships were built up too! My prayers for them are answered! I'm really so so touched by how God is doing things in my life and others! Lord, I really thank You for all that You've done, I will hang on to You!

I'm so excited for Synergiz TML!

Lastly, I checked my result for SEM 2 alr, even though it was worse than last SEM's result, I still rejoice & thankful because I was struggling alot in SEM 2 and yet God's strenght, grace and mercy brought me through it, I did fairly well I would say for the situations I went through. [:

This week I'm busy with 2 conferences, so I won't be blogging alot [:

Dear Friend,
You are always in my prayer list. You are always the most worrying one that I care the most. I pray you will be safe, not be deceived easily. I pray that you will realise human love(guys) is not worth it at this moment, you need to really think far, realise that there are people who care about you, try to be willing to be open and hang out with them. I also pray that you will want to be more open with me about how you are feeling and everything. Please be safe.

Love
Vina

I customised my laptop too as you can see from the top. I like it very much!

Oh and I've changed my blogskin
I love it very much
I hope you do too [:

I guess I'm gonna stay at home the whole day today
I'm gonna slack [:

You have fun love
♥♥

Last night I was scared, but the Lord affirmed me [: And remember when you feel insecure or anything, read this verse and you will feel peace and covered with His love again [:

Joshua 1:9

I feel so happy today [:
Sharyl came over, we went gym together, chit-chat, prayed for people! I feel so accomplished and happy to pray for people!
I've got joy joy joy [:
Hey people out there,