Lord, I'm prepared for the battle, I commit everything into your hand, In Jesus name, Amen!

Honestly, I am not ok
But I know He will comfort me
Bring me up again
To sore high again
To love
To hope
To smile

Good Morning beautiful ones out there =) I manage to get enough sleeps these two days =) I submitted OOP already and I will not worry anymore. UID Demo is changed to Monday cos Ms Yang wasn't feeling too well which gives us more time to prepare for Demo. Yesterday Nick did the usability test on our group's UID and it's very discouraging and I think we can't get an A already. It's really my fault cos I didn't at the first place distribute the work equally. Well, nevermind, learn from mistakes and make sure I won't do it again in Year 2 =) I will just accept what result I get for UID and move on.


I need to get you out of my mind

Yesterday was real great!
As usual Tuesday evening we had our prayer group in NP. It's the most amazing, awesome, fantansic time together. We shared our hearts.. tear,laughter, pain, joy. It's like as if God has borught us one level deeper with one another and He wants us to really bond together. Like what Loo Yee said even if we are in the desert place, when sand storms come, we will not fall, instead we will hold on to one another very tightly :)
Guys, I finally feel the love today, seriously, you guys rock ad I love love love you guys to bits!!

There are Sharyl, Loo Yee, Shang Min, Wee Leong, Hong Wei, Joshua, Reagan, Benjamin & Gavin and myself =) I really love it being with you guys and thank God for all of you for the prayers. I'm really learning to share as deep as possible and I will make sure I do the next time we meet =) yay~ Culture Makes your Mum happy =)

I seriously can't wait to see culture again. It's like we are one one gigantic family in Christ =)
Once again, I thank God for all of you in my life and I love love love love love love you guys to bits! :):)

I seriously and honestly detest guys who don't respect us girls. Hello, stop being childish! We girls have our values too! All of us are created with values in us and we are all are supposed to respect one another. I really can't stand it when you guys bully my friend till this extend. I have had enough! I really hope you guys can grow up and reflect. You are already 17 turning 18 this year, and some of you is gonna be 19 this year! Yet behaving like a little kid.

Sisters, I hope we are all able to stand up for our own right. Be bold and if need be, stop mixing with them so much, because the more you get bullied, the worse they will treat you!

I just woke up from my b-e-a-u--t-i-f-u-l nap (:
I am a happy girl now, serious! I'm so full of joy! The Lord is just so great! He's been doing so much in my lives, bringing people in and out of my life. They are just so awesome! Now, He placed my girls in my life and our relatioships really gone deeper and I really love them! Girls, I can't wait to see you all again! (:(:(:

You all brought joy to me. You all brought me out of my shell. I really thank God for you. I will make sure I smile more and anything I will lift them up to Him who is my comforter, my healer. I believe I can do it!

Ok, practically school was very hectic for the past few weeks. Finally I submited OOP(basic) and UID. Presented IAC & 1COMT. I'm a happy girl now. There's only a few more things to go, such as OOP(Advance), BIS practical, NF CA, UID demo and exams! :) I can do all things through Christ who gives me strenght

I am weak
But
I will learn to be strong.

I've been searching for who I really am and it's really an interesting process. The more I get to know myself better, the more free I feel. Thanks friends for all the prayers and encouragement. I will learn to lean more on Him and really get to know myself better.

Sharyl, I'm so excited for u! If u noe wad I mean :)

Ok, I can't wait to submit UID this Friday and OOP next Monday! I just can't wait to be free from stress! My exam dates are out. They are on 13 Feb (One day before valentines' day) and 15 Feb (One day after valentines' day) Meaning can't celebrate valentines' day! Haha.. it's ok since I hardly celebrate every year, but I can do so at home with JESUS :)

I'm so so so excited for what He is doing in my life and people's lives :) I will lean on Him and never give up. He has wonderful plans for me and my pals

Jeremiah 29:11
11 For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

I'll continue praying and ask He shall reveal what He has for my future (: I really can't wait to know things that He has for me!

Ok, I'm going off.
Be good :)

Really am so happy to get into the electives I want :) I know it will not be easy Semester, but I will try my best with God strenght to do well :) Praise Him!!

Hey friends, don't be upset if you don't get into the ellectives you wanted, who knows you will like them after studying :)

Hi,
there is a story that I've got and wanna share with you! =)
It's a Wednesday night and you are at a church prayer meeting when somebody runs in from the parking lot and says, "Turn on a radio, turn on a radio." And while the church listens to a little transistor radio with a microphone stuck up to it, the announcement is made: "Two women are lying in a Long Island hospital dying from the mystery flu."

Within hours it seems, this thing just sweeps across the country. People are working around the clock trying to find an antidote. Nothing is working. USA, Asia, Africa, Europe, Australasia. It's as though it's just sweeping in from all over the world. And then, all of a sudden the news comes out. The code has been broken. A cure can be found. A vaccine can be made. It's going to take the blood of somebody who hasn't been infected, and so, sure enough, all through the world, through all those channels of emergency broadcasting, everyone is asked to do one simple thing: Go to your downtown hospital and have your blood type taken.

Sure enough, when you and your family get down there late on that Friday night, there is a long line, and they've got nurses and doctors coming out and pricking fingers and taking blood and putting labels on it. Your wife and your kids are out there, and they take your blood type and they say, "Wait here in the parking lot and if we call your name, you can be dismissed and go home." You stand around, scared, with your neighbors, wondering what in the world is going on and if this is the end of the world.

Suddenly a young man comes running out of the hospital screaming. He's yelling a name and waving a clipboard. What? He yells it again! And your son tugs on your jacket and says, "Daddy, that's me." Before you know it, they have grabbed your boy. And they say, "It's okay, his blood is clean. His blood is pure. We want to make sure he doesn't have the disease. We think he has got the right type." Five tense minutes later, out come the doctors and nurses, crying and hugging one another-some are even laughing. It's the first time you have seen anybody laugh in a week, and an old doctor walks up to you and says, "Thank you, sir. Your son's blood type is perfect. It's clean, it is pure, and we can make the vaccine."

As the word begins to spread all across that parking lot full of folks, people are screaming and praying and laughing and crying. But then the gray-haired doctor pulls you and you wife aside and says, "May we see you for moment? We didn't realize that the donor would be a minor and we need ... we need you to sign a consent form." The number of pints of blood to be taken is empty. "H-how many pints?"

And that is when the old doctor's smile fades and he says, "We had no idea it would be little child. We weren't prepared. We need it all." "But-but...You don't understand." "We are talking about the world here. Please sign. We need it all!" "But can't you give him a transfusion?" "If we had clean blood we would. Can you sign? Would you sign?" In numb silence, you do.

Then they say, "Would you like to have a moment with him before we begin?" Can you walk back? Can you walk back to that room where he sits on a table saying, "Daddy? Mommy? What's going on?" Can you take his hands and say, "Son, your mommy and I love you, and we would never ever let anything happen to you that didn't just have to be. Do you understand that?" And when that old doctor comes back in and says, "I'm sorry, we've got to get started. People all over the world are dying." Can you leave? Can you walk out while he is saying, "Dad? Mom? Dad? Why, why have you forsaken me?"

And then next week, when they have the ceremony to honour your son, and some folks sleep through it, and some folks don't even come because they go to the lake, and some folks come with a pretentious smile and just pretend to care. Would you want to jump up and say, "MY SON DIED FOR YOU! DON'T YOU CARE?"
Is that what GOD wants to say? "MY SON DIED FOR YOU. DON'T YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I CARE?"

Just wanna let you know that God loves you! You have a purpose and meaning in life. There is no other love greater than God's love. The greatest love of all can be found in Jesus Christ because He died for you. He cares for you!=)
Wanna know more about Christianity? Ask me. I am a Christian=)

I feel so relaxed this weekend. For the past weekends it was not as relaxed as this time. I know I still have UID, OOP, 1COMT to be done, haha. Thanks Miaow for taking over the UID assignment so that I can have lesser work load and concentrate more on my OOP (:

This week's been real fruitful one too.
1) School days
2) Dinner to send Gordon off for army on Wed night
3) Prayer groups
4) Cell groups
5) Helped out in Church office

I can do all things through Him who gives me strenght (: (:

School work's piling up and I need strenght in everything that I do.

I really need a rest.
I seem to not know who am I anymore
I need to find who is the true me
I need to be refreshed again

It's the 4th going on 5th day of the year and it's been alright so far. I really thank Him for everything.

School has started and He gave me suprise for my oop result. I made it through overall so far and I believe I will do better for my assignment. My UID result wasn't what I expected, but I still wanna give thanks to Him because I know He has better plans for me and He does things for His own reasons that I will realise sooner or later.

It's also wonderful to be able to see my classmates again after two to three weeks of holiday. And we had our first prayer group in class for the year today, it's so awesome and amazing on how and wad God is doing in our lives in these two to three weeks of holidays :)

First cell group of the year was awesome too! Really it felt so different this time, I donno in wad sense, but positive ways! I'm so excited :)

So this whole week was a blessed week for me, really.It can't be more blessed than how God is doing in our lives.

I haven't had enough fun this 2 weeks ++ holiday and am not lookig forward to school tomorrow. Another 5 weeks to go before another long holiday come! There are so much I want to do, I shall do in the 2 months holiday (:

These 2 weeks ++ holiday had been real great and fruitful for me. There were helping out in church office, catching up with friends, youth camp, youth activities, christmas, watch night service, ect. It was packed up yet fun. Relationships were built too!

Oh I am so looking forward to the next holiday!!

Look at the reward, not the giant (:

I'm afraid getting near you anymore.
Heart, will you allow me to run away
I don't wish to get deeper
Take me out from this mess