Hello (:
I am having my 3 hours' break now and am left with 15 minutes before class starts again.
School's getting tougher now :( DWA need to do check point 1 and need to submit next week... arrgghh... and friends, i need prayer to be patient & loving cos I had no choice but to ______ :(
(some ppl will know what I meant)

Yesterday the designer of our renovation of house came over and showed my mom the picture they designed on computer on how our future renovated house will be like. Wah it's so beautiful and real! I can't wait!!! And they charge us really at very low price. Credits to Trina for introducing this designer to us. We like him alot (:

I had fruitful day at home yesterday. Kinda sad that I couldn't join my best friends for mentoring though :( I planned what I would be doing at home and I achieved all the things, except on the slot of taking nap. HAHA. Good or bad?
YAY! So excited! O level is going to end in roughly 2 weeks time and I can see more of my good friends :)

ok, enough of crapping, i need to go up class very soon :)
Have a nice day :)
byebye :)

Hello :)
I am dead tired from practicing for the culture spot next month. (most of you will know :) )
I decided to ask mama to teach me and it was so good :) I think I can loose alot of weight by practicing it :)

Saturday youth service was a blast! It's eye opener for alot of us too. and for the first time after such a long time we hit the highest number of youths! And Nadia & Joses, you two did awesome job! No fear :)
Weeeeee... Anyway Saturday morning I wrote a love letter for my mom, hoped she read it :) Mama I love you!

Today was a great day too :)
Had lunch with stefanie and abigail
and then had meetings
and came home slightly earlier compared to the past few weeks and it was good time spent with my mom :)
yay
God is awesome!

Hope this week will be a a week filled with HIM in my life :)
Hope you all are well too =D

hello :D
while waiting for the 2 song files that i m sending to ginny to complete, i shall blog :D
prayer group on Thursday was really good and God was really there with us :D I mean He is always in our midst :D

Went to school for 2 hours to brainstorm for ideas for my IS.
Had lunch with Anna, Yoke San, Ruixing and his friend. Very fun =D
Then went home for a while and then met up with Nadia and we traveled back to Church office together. Very nice time I had there. Also had fellowship session with Timmy, Francis and momo at the library. Hee. very fun :D
Then at 5.30 the some of the tertiary traveled by the van to Gordon's camp. And we got to talk to him through webcam! Oh my i miss him so much! I am glad he is doing well there and he is coming back in 8 days' time! yay! I can't wait !
We then had dinner at Bedok and then went home =D


alright, getting late i better spend time with Him and sleep.
yay i m so excited for tmr.
alright bye :D
love you!

Haha... I am alone at the school garden near my block here. School supposed to end at 5pm, but our dearest Mr Zoran done with his lecture fast enough and now I have about half an hour to myself :) Actually more, I came here at about 4.20++ and did my work, listening to music and chatting with my dearest friends online :) sometimes it's nice sitting down alone where no one disturb you in real life but online. Haha. ok, i sound weird.

Countdown : 1 more day to see my best friends ( to be exact, less than 24 hours -.-) :)
actually see them alr :D

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Ben is here.
Say Hi :)
Haha.. i m jus being random...

Anyway yesterday school was quite alright, very engrossed into the DWA practical, at the end didn't go for lunch(fasting so it's ok :p) and stayed in class to coach ginny cos she missed tueday lessons after lunch (poor thing :( ) After school intended to have mentoring with jia min, but cancelled, so went funan with reagan and smin. YAY and reagan got his dearest camera already (which he searched like nobody's business) and then went to have dinner, develop photos for smin and we went to acc her to some where _____ :)

Last night realised alot of things about how mommy is going through :( sorry mom, I will learn to be good girl from now on.
So i prayed hard for her last night also. was tired, but i tahan and prayed for her :)


Today was nice too. Had lunch with ginny and her friend. Very nice time together and interesting. yay. :D and ...

reagan is here..

byebye :) wan to play with them :D

have a good day ahead!

Hello :)
Haha the retarded photo of mine was taken on Movie Mania night

Anyway I met up with Amadea in town yesterday after lunch in school with some of them , had mentoring and also shopped for Hannah's birthday present. It was really fun :) I wished we had longer time together, even though Amadea is 6 years younger than me, we can talk so much :) I love you my mentee :)
Arrgghh... and I missed leaders LG cos don't want to upset mommy :(
Kind of tired moving all my books and stuffs from the study room into my own room, cos there will be renovation of some areas at home. So excited, don't need to share table with so many people already, mommy said gonna buy me one study table for myself :) Yay! Been waiting for such a long time and finally...

School was alright, had prayer group half way and gonna continue on Thursday. I am so sorry guys :( But lunch time was really nice and amazing :). (lazy to elaborate...haha)

alright, turning in alr. good nite!

Hehe. This is my 3rd entry of the day, which is really rare :p
I forgot to include in the prev post about something...

I love Culture alot alot :)
Everyone, you must know that I am saying this from the bottom of my heart k!
You guys are the ones that has brought me this far.
You guys are the ones that accept and love me for who am I.
Serious, if it wasn't you all and God, I wonder what my life would be.
Really thank God :D

And O level starts tmr.
And I am keeping you all in my prayers :D

Eva, Chyi Wei, Rochelle, Brian, Joyce, Laura , Natalie...
You all can do it :D
Trust Him.
Weeeeeeeee

Hello :) It's me again to continue my post of the week :)
Thank you for reading anyway :)

So here's my testimony ...
I was a girl with a lot of fears, negativity and insecurity. I then looked up to these two girls, thinking that if I am like them, people will be pleased with me. The revolution camp was awesome, just that as usual alot of disappointments I faced from people, so I feared more.

One night service of the revolution camp, Ps Nicky was saying something about people who takes the last place will be first, and if you want God to touch you, you have to take the step of faith and dare to run to the front. I ran to the front during ministry time, expecting nothing much. God was so amazing, Ps Nicky prayed "breakthrough... breakthrough...breakthrough..." I didn't cry or anything and just walked out of the service like normal human being. Then amazingly that night (or maybe one of the night) someone came out to me and told me things going through _________ . Then I though yea, there was a hope.

This year, Ps Adrian challenged the tertiary to think of goals that we want to achieve in 2007, so I thought really carefully about it and one of them was that to be closer to God. Slowly, I felt closer to God and all. And indeed, my breakthrough happened this year. During prayer groups in school, my prayer requests were always to give me confidence and security. God is faithful and He helped me through things, slowly I gained my confidence and security. I found who am I in Christ also, I realised it's so tiring trying to be someone else, so God helped me through and I began to be more of myself :)

If you asked me last year to lead life group or even sing infront of the youth group, I would have fainted =) But now I am learning to not be scared anymore and believe that all of you love me for who I am =D

Sermon was awesome too =D I like!
Then we had dinner at some market food court cos WOW WOW West(a western stall) opened another branch there. So the whole youth went to support them =D Delicious! And weee *GRINS*
I had alot of fun on Sat =D

Sunday
Very fun! It was LG sunday!
Photo whoring with some of the youths for a while =D
and more people signed up for youth camp! YAY!
Had gospel of mark for a while and it's the last lesson :(
And meetings
and here I am blogging :D hee

School tmr. boooooooo`
but yay! meeting AMADEA tmr!

Weeee ! It's so good to be awake in such a fresh Sunday morning :) I am prepared to head for church, but waiting for Monica and Rieka to get ready, so I shall continue blogging about my week first =D

Cont' Wed
My daddy suggested that we have steamboat at Marina Bay for dinner as family, so 6 of us took cabs (3 each cab) down. This is kinda the first time that the whole family actually eat steamboat together at Marina Bay. It's so interesting, yet touching :) Mom was in really good mood that night, and we had alot of fun cooking and feeding each other :) I love my family very much :) Thank You God for this wonderful family. :)

Thurs
Daddy went back to Indo in the morning :( I m going to miss him real badly.
So anyway went to school. First lesson was e commerce Practical class. *Thanks Ginny, I am really touched :) *My girls and I finished within 2 hours++ , and we left early and headed to Bukit Timah plaza for pizza hut :) YUMMY!

Then it was OOAD2 Class :) I kinda paid 99.9% of attention, which is really amazing! I tried to not go on MSN and SMS during class time, it's tough, but it was 99.5% done! Weeeee!
I am going to start revising my work consistently and my dearest GPA of 3.5 goal can be achieve together with God's help =D

Friday
Dragged myself out of bed cos lesson was at 8am. Met with Hendra, Anna, Yoke San and Seika at bus stop and we headed for our IS class, which is I&E. It was alright, know almost half the class. Quite cute class, but I still prefer my psychology class people! We had 20 minutes break, then bumped into some of my psy class mates. Arrgghh! Why are we not in the same class!
Nevermind, next week can come at 9 instead of 8! Weee! My teacher is really nice :)

After class, which ended at 10++, Hendra, Yoke san, Anna, Seika and I headed to Clementi Central for desert (tang yuan) very delicious! And after that I headed to church office where I had alot of fun! Weeeee :D Got better understanding for first few chapters of Genesis :) And and!!! I know how to play on keyboard/piano on the "Do-a-deer" song. YAY! (for those who don't know, I have no music talent) lol.

And life group was awesome! I like!
How does it impact you that God sent His only Son to this earth and live for 30 years?
My answer was " It's really awesome and touching to know that God sent His son to this earth and experience emotions just like human beings. He even cried when he learnt that his friend died... so it got me thinking that whenever I do things, I would always think of how Jesus will think or feel... therefore, we have to always be reflective about what we are doing :) "

Saturday
YAY! Gotta meet with the rest of the youths :) So happy! Hee. and God was moving so powerfully :) Culture spot, it was my testimony and the 2nd tiers leadership skit and introduction to Weng Sheng's Christian Name "LUKE" :D
Ok, it's time to go church. yay! and I shall continue my post later with proper english testimony :)
Bye`

Hello (:
Today supposed to end at 3, but our dear Zoran was kind enough to let us off at about 2pm and so I went home straight cos I miss my dear home (: And here I am gonna update about my days in school so far (:

Monday
It was not easy to wake up and drag myself to school, but I made it! :) It was so nice to see my class mates again after 2 months of holiday.First lesson was DWA. It was quite alright but I was kind of slow as I needed to install the program needed for this module. People started with their Practical 1 already. Then Had Project Management, was introduction class only because we had to go for briefing and prize presentation :) And our dearest Sylvia got it :) Congrats dear!

After school, travelled together with Ginny to City hall. Not long later met up with my dearest Stefanie, we had lunch, and walked a while and then escorted her home and stayed a while there :D and then I came back City hall to meet up with Momo and we went to Funan. Watched Momo ate (cos I was full) and then we bought a back pack, and now I look like a tortise carrying it to school.. haha no choice, if not my poor shoulders will suffer :) Daddy was nice enough to pay for my back pack so that I can save more money for youth camp! Weeeee!

A tiring yet fun first day of school :)

Tuesday
First lesson was project management. Groups formed and I am happy with my team members :) We had to do work where we had to present in front of the class. My group next week :) Ecomerce class was alright, scary abit because half the class students were from other class. Anyway, we had 3 hours break before Ecommerce and it was well-spent :) First went with the girls to block 5 to install programmes, then I left to meet Smin, Reagan and Wee Wee :) Canteen 3 too crowded, so we went to atrium and we ordered from the shop beside the sandwhich shop ( idonno wad is it call..lol) We had fun (: The radio station from 100.3 came also , introducing us Tanya's new album songs, saying that we were the first in the whole Singapore to hear them.. haha.. then not long later, they had to go, I went to join Miaow Guan before class started.

Arrggh... next Sem attachment! :( Scarded

And Gordon flew to Brunei already :( I know he will be safe and enjoy himself there!

Wednesday
Today was relaxing one. 3 hours of DWA and completed all the practicals! I feel so proud of myself. HEHE. Met up with S'min to drink a cup of Milo (since we are fasting so no lunch :p) And then met up with Sharyl for a while to chit-chat :D
OOAD2 class. ZORAN!! so happy he is taking us again. YAY! Introduction class again and we were released early like I mentioned earlier :)

I think this week is still ok, just that this semester seems alot harder compared to the other 3 semesters, but I know God will help me through. Ginny spoke to me certain things too and I know I need to reflect upon what she had told me, and I want to do well. :)

Ok, hope all of you dears are doing well too.
It's time to spend time with God and nap time :)
Byebye`


Edit: I had a night mare about my good friend and I :( I pray it will not happen in real life. :)

Hello (:
I am in school, having break and gonna go back class soon (:
I shall update about my 1st week in school asap, not now though (:


Arrrgggghhhh!! I will miss Gordon very much! He's going to Brunei for training until November
Gordon, please be safe there k!!
And I will miss you really badly!!!

The weekend was beautiful :)
We had awesome youth service too...alot of new comers came... alot of the p6s joined us... and my performance together with smin and jolina was like so *haha* i shy alr (: and the sermon really hit me hard! God was moving so amazingly :)
Today was good too :) After church went to have lunch with the girlies and then gospel of mark which was very interesting and then leaders meeting. :)
I had alot alot of fun!

Arggggghhhhhh... my beautiful holiday ends today and I am going back to school tomorrow *BIG SOBS*

Help me Lord :)

Hello` :D
I had fun this week as you can see and I seriously don't wish to go back to school yet.

So Abigail Ng and I went out on Tuesday to Vivo. We were like chatterbox talking non-stop. HAHA. I enjoyed the time with her (:
Wednesday went to Immigration to apply PR for my Elder brother, but failed, cos the forms were not completed. Sadded. Then met up with Jia Min in the evening at Bishan for dinner and mentoring. Really nice time too (:
Thursday was planning and prayer .weeee... and then had bible study of song of solomon by Ps Janet Buchanan. It was quite hard to digest, but it was really interesting :)
Went SKS with Rieka just now before going for bible study at CO conducted by Nadia. Really fun :D Parents reached Sg already and so I can't attend the second part of the song of solomon session :(
Weeeee... youth service tmr *GRINS*
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Hello :)
Forgive me for being so lazy to update.
Have been having alot of fun with my friends and also playing KongKong:)

Friday
Life group was a blast :) I love being with my brothers and sisters, playing, singing songs to our God and sharing His words :)

Saturday
It was exam break, so no youth service. Really weird :)
But the leadership had alot of fun!
Ps Adrian, Nadia and Joses planned things for us and didn't reveal to us where we were going and all, and it was like an adventure for us. And all of us had to dress up to impress :) And Smin, Nadia and I had to put make up on also, so weird :)
So Momo and Rieka helped me to dress up and put on make up for me. And then Momo took some photos of me. Really funny :)

First the exec leaders went to National Museum. Really nice time. Learnt alot about Singapore History and living which you won't learn in History Text Book in Sec 2. :)
Then we went to fetch the 2nd tiers and had dinner in some boat. Really pretty place. We chilled and had some photo taking session :) Then we had bowling competition and my team won! (Gordon, Wee Leong, Gavin, Nadia, Me, Joses, Joshua)Yay! I improved on my bowling skill you know :p Very fun! But my poor feet were aching like nobody's business, cos I hardly wear heels and Nadia said the way i walked was wrong. haha :D

Sunday
It was the last time that Rev Victor gonna share his heart with us this year. He had came to us for 1 month already and I am going to miss him. He has blessed us so much and I love his preachings :) Momo baked Muffins and cookies for people, I was supposed to help her, but my poor feet were aching like mad so i couldn't find the strenght to last night. But really nice and I am going to bake this week! Had gospel of mark and then meeting with the leaders. Really exciting of our dearest youth camp!! UNLEASHED! Come and you will never regret :)

Monday
Had fun playing at sentosa with Nadia, Sharyl, Smin, Ian, Reagan, Ben and Jun Hao. We only played for a while cos it soon rained. We had our lunch and then I went home, wanted to take a nap but didn't cos couldn't sleep :)

Yay! Going out with Stefanie and Abigail later :) They are free like a bird now cos they finished PSLE yesterday! Rejoice for them :)
Weeeee`
Bye`

Miss me? Say yes because I know you are :p
Here's lil updates :)

Tuesday
Yay! my lappy was reformatted alr :) The guy who helped me to reformat is really nice. Instead of asking us to stay to reformat ourselves, he asked monica and I to go for a walk first and he would complete the reformatting for me :) He rox big time! So momo and I went to eat at canteen 2 and we had awesome chat :) Then went to collect my lappy and then went to the garden for meeting for our dearest outreach project and it was good :) had mentoring in the evening with Smin and Nadia.

Wednesday
Spent the whole afternoon at Church Office doing our project. It was so fun :D:D And discovered that Benjamin See could draw well! *CLAPS* After everything, wee leong, smin, sharyl and i went for dinner and we went home :)

Thursday
Had lunch with my dearest ex-partner in sec 3 and sec 4, Rachel at Thiong Bahru. It was so nice to really sit down with each other like we used to and talked about everything else under the sun. Even though it was just a short time, it was really good :)

And then went to Church office for prayer group and planning :) Awesome
And then... we went for BBQ at Wee's condo! So fun!! Weeee`

And the sad part is that I didn't get to stay at home the whole day this week cos was packed with so much activities =D
But I love hanging out with people also. YAY!

Next weeeeeekkk..... last week of holiday *BOOOO*
But I am going to sentosa on Monday!
Weeeee!!

Bye`

Hello (:

Yesterday was so fun!
Went Bugis to have lunch and shopping with Nadia, Smin, Monica and Jasmine.
And then we were tired and decided to go Plaza Singapura to slack for a while at Mac. It was the funniest time ever. I laughed and laughed until tears came out and my dear Nadia "cried" too.. haha.. what to do.. my little brain is slow, so can't help it.

And! I bumped into dearest Simone at Bugis! When are we going outtttt??!! I've been waiting for such a long time. (:

I am going to school to reformat my lappy later.. and now I am using my younger brother's computer waiting for Momo to get ready :)

Dada
U have a great day ahead`

Dear Father,
Take this heavy heart and renew it with Your love.
♥
Amen

Yesterday's service was so awesome. Simple sermon yet it meant so much.

Psalm 63:1-4

1 O God, you are my God,
earnestly I seek you;
my soul thirsts for you,
my body longs for you,
in a dry and weary land
where there is no water.
2 I have seen you in the sanctuary
and beheld your power and your glory.
3 Because your love is better than life,
my lips will glorify you.
4 I will praise you as long as I live,
and in your name I will lift up my hands.

Psalm 126:5-6

5 Those who sow in tears
will reap with songs of joy.
6 He who goes out weeping,
carrying seed to sow,
will return with songs of joy,
carrying sheaves with him.

Yup, God is watching over us, even in the darkest hour of our lives. He sees every tears we had shed, He sees every thing, because He is our God, we can't hide from Him.
For we had been weeping, crying for help, He will come to lift us up, He will give us joy, He will never leave us. Just seek His face and You will find Him.

Rev Victor kept mentioning that we need to take out the roots of our problems, we need to learn to let go, we need to learn to move forward. Yea, I need this alot. God touched my heart yesterday, I wasn't prepared, I just went to the altar, praying and seeking and worshipping Him, when Rev Victor spoke to me that I need to let go, I need to learn to forgive and all. Yes, I seriously want to let go of everything, I just want to live for Him.

My dear friends, who ever is reading this and had any grudges with people and also me, I pray we don't hold them anymore, let it go,if not it will just cause you to be bitter. I am learning to let go, I am not going to hold on to the past anymore, are you doing the same too?

Trina asked me on Saturday "so have you reconciled with ______ and _____?"
I had forgiven them long long time ago, I am just waiting for them to forgive me (if they have not). I want to love them.

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Anyway after meetings, Joses, Nadia, Smin, Sharyl, Tim and I went for dinner. I had fun laughing and all and realised somethings. Gonna work hard to get my knowledge filled =)

My dearest elder brother had flown to Aussie with Trina this morning. I am gonna miss him so much (even though he is coming back this Saturday)

You have a great day a head ya :D