Hello. This weekend has been filled with activities, real fun yet tiring. [:

We had class gathering to celebrate Guo Rong's birthday. It was the most fun and memorable class gathering we had ever in T01. Even though it was only like 10 of us, we had alot of fun really, the first time I felt true unity, true closeness as a class. I never have this type of class since sec school.
Let the photos speak them all =)





Birthday boy and I











The song below, FRIEND is an old song yet a touching song. All the 10 of us stood up and sang that song, I almost cried, really. I can't imagine during graduation when we sing this song, how much I would cry. aarrgghh, sorry for being emotional.

朋友

演唱:周华健

这些年一个人
风也过雨也走
有过泪有过错
还记得坚持甚麽

真爱过才会懂
会寂寞会回首
终有梦终有你在心中

朋友一生一起走
那些日子不再有
一句话一辈子
一生情一杯酒
朋友不曾孤单过
一声朋友你会懂
还有伤还有痛
还要走还有我

Basically this song is saying that will friends around, your journey of life will not be lonely and we go through thick and thins together.

Thanks friends for everything <3


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Then last night culture key leaders had BBQ gathering at Ps Ong's place. Ps Adrian prepared the food and it was so nice! It wasn't normal kind of BBQ, we had like beef patty burgers and hot dog buns! fantastic dinner. We were like stuffing ourselves like nobody's business. [i will try get pictures up if Nadia send me :D ]
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Time to diet! Was planning to start my diet again on Saturday but it failed due to the BBQ. Hehe ~

Church today was great too, I found myself back in Him again, glad to see everyone, phil class rocks today =)

P/s : I think I gonna die for French assessment next Friday, it's 10% and we need to call the teacher to have conversation with him.


Ok, that's all for today. I love you =)

I am super duper tired today, not sure why though. Finally my dream of going to Alumni House for lunch was fulfilled during lunch time [: It was cheap yet delicious meal.I had steak and shared snack with Ginny. *YUMMY* Wasn't paying much attention during EBF class cos was stressed up with my OOAD practical, guess my laptop doesn't like me :( Gonna revise French later, gonna have 5% assessment, don't want to fail.

For the first time in the BioInfo class I understood what the teacher was teaching! Awesome cos it was another teacher who took the lecture and we learnt about DNA, RNA, the way he taught really good and fun! How I wish he takes my class and not the current teacher. After school yesterday went town to shop for a while before mentoring. I was enlightened in a few areas of my life [:


Sometimes I have no choice but be the bad guy
Sorry that I have to do this
But I want you to learn to be independent
You will know why one day

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
LOO YEE, GORDON, NICKT, GUO RONG

Second week of school already =) It was a negative start of the week cos I allowed my stupid emotions took over me, I'm sill learning to overcome them. Today after school, the 5 of us [Sylvia, Abigail, Melissa, Yu Teng & 1] went to eat at MOS burger in town, chatted for a while and went home. I had fun [:

I realised I can't put the burdens on me
I realised there are people who can deal with it better than I do
I realised I know how to not let emotions take over me.


Arms of Love -Kutless
I sing a simple song of love
To my Savior, to my Jesus.
I'm grateful for the things You've done,
My loving Savior, my precious Jesus.

My heart is glad that You've called me Your own.
There's no place I'd rather be than

In Your arms of love,
In Your arms of love.
Holding me still, holding me near,
In Your arms of love.

I don't know what's the best for me anymore
I don't know how to control my emotions anymore
I really don't know how.

I survived through first week of school =)

I feel so shy cus like first day of school, first period of class [Data Base] I left my laptop pouch in class cos I was so upset as my laptop's network was not set up, so like after finished our group work thing I left to go support centre. The blur and sotong me only realised that my pouch was left behind and poor ya wen had to go all the way from block 5 to block 31 to look for it, but she couldnt find it. Somehow I didnt feel sad or anything, hee. Then during EBF mass lacture Nick asked who lost laptop pouch to go look for teacher. Of cos I paiseh larh.. haha.. so like checked school email, the teacher emailed also asking who lost the pouch, so I replied back saying that it was my pouch, then he thought I find his lesson boring that's why left so early *guilty* But yea anyway he is really nice to bring my pouch to class on wednesday =) Thankful.

Today was first lesson of French. Teacher was late.It was difficult to catch yet fun and we had like 5% of assessment [hope I fare good enough]

"Comment tu T'appelles?"
"Je M'appelle Vina."

Then he asked something like what country am I from, what language I speak and then can't remember already. Really lucky he didnt test me on numbers cos I am really bad at remembering numbers in French, it is so difficult can?

And yea, made new friends this week from class T04, not say really new friends, we saw each other last 2 sems but never exactly talk to one another and now we are in the same EBF, IB and French class. Wow~

I am back to watching shows online, well hope I wont't get eaten by it, if you know what I meant. I just completed 3 movies these 2 days [cos sch work not getting tough yet] - Angel I love You, Helen the Baby fox, A moment to remember Haha! I will control myself from watching too much.

Gonna stay overnight at Nadia's place tonight after cell group. yay!

I am a happy girl now cos I know why things had happened and why I had to go through them =)

James 1:2-42Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, 3because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. 4Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything

School started yesterday. I am in year 2 already! Saw my classmates already, just that some of us are not in the same class as we take different electives :( I pulled through these 2 days of school! YAY! Anyway yeap, went through some stuff, actually it's small thing, but I see it so HUGE! Silly me, everything is fine now cos God is always with me, helping me to solve =] Thanks to people who are always there for me, sharing my burdens with me, encouraging me, helping me to come back on track and reminding me always that God will bring me through. I LOVE YOU <3

Yay! I went for youth service on Saturday! So happy cos I thought I couldn't go as needded to bring my grandma for check up, at the end don't need! YAY! God is so good! The service and sermon was really meant for me cos I struggled for quite some time already, now I am a freestyler!

After church yesterday, wanted to go flea market with the girls, at the end the flea market was not opened [guess we went at the wrong week] and at the end we went to shop at cine and hereen =) Had fun time =) My cousins came at night and we had good time interacting too =) Guess yesterday was a good ending of the holiday. God is so good to me~ Yea~

Today's gonna be the first day of school. I was excited yet at the same time fearful, but I guess the Lord helped me to take away the fear that is in me. I am gonna lean more on Him in my school grades, my behaviour in school, how I interact with people and everything. I believe He will really guide me through =)

Alright gotta run now. have fun peeps =)

12/4/07

Went to school again, finally upgraded my laptop to windows xp professional. Thanks Wan Zhen for acc me the whole 4 hours there!Aft that rushed down to Mt Elizabeth hospital cos my grandma went for an eye razer. Came home, Trina came and the atmosphere was so fun :D I love TRINA!!!

13/4/07

Was out the whole day with my mom. She had some stuff need to settle. Aft that went Katong Mall, got my hair cut, shopped around till evening time and got back. My aunt and Wei Lin came. Didn't have personal time until like late at night. It was fun though.

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I miss a lot of people at the moment.

1) Hua Yee, Rachel, Yin Xin, Fidah, Hai Van [H2R2VY]
2) Herly, Yandy, Sindy, Richie, Shintia [Cousins] - Hope they will come this sunday:D:D
3) Church friends! Oh my ~ This week gonna only see them like once or twice :(
4) Anita! [My bestieeeeee]
5) Abi, Via, Mel, Fishy, Ya Wen, Ginny, Wan Zhen, Miaow Guan, Jing Quan, Anna and alot more [poly friends] - really gonna see them next Monday! Yay!!
6) Dad [back in indo alr]
7) Elder brother [in Melbourne now]
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Alright, I had a weird weird dream last night, about me being able to drive a big huge car? 0_o. Oh my, it was really funny. :)

Bye~ Have a blessed day today!

Met up with wan zhen in the morning yesterday, wanted to upgrade my laptop to xp professional, but the people there were busy attending to the year 1s, so we are going back tml. We went to the library after that for a while to chit-chat, took some photos.






This is my zi-lian photos, first day wearing my new spec =)

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Then in the afternoon, met up with Rachel and Yin Xin first to get Hua Yee's present. Omg~ We are going to revamp Hua Yee step by step! See the photo below =)




See the bag that she was carrying in her right shoulder? YA! I'm glad she loves the bag alot [:

We went to play pool at cine after that. See the photos below again [:







See the experts :)
I took Hua Yee's pose also, but then it was not clear :(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUA YEE!!

Went home earlier to see that my parents and grandma reach sg safely =)


Today went out whole day. Really tiring day I had. First in the morning accompany my grandma for check up at Mt Elizebeth, it took the whole morning and afternoon. After that went out with my dad, visited a friend's grandpa who just went through operation, then yepp, that's my 2 days.
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School gonna start in 4 days time. Oh my~ I will really miss my holiday! I had so much fun during this holiday, doing things that are so fruitful and goals achived [:
I will make sure I study smartly and do what I can and trust the Lord for the rest [:
I am happy girl now [:

Good Friday & Easter services were just too awesome to be missed. The church flashed a video clips about what happened if people reject Jesus into their lives and what happened if people accepts Jesus into their lives. You should know what I am talking about. It ached me alot to see people being tortured just because they reject Jesus. You see, John 3:16"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son,that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life." But many people don't believe, they don't feel the pain of our Saviour dying on the cross for us. You know I was tearing whenever I see video clips about how Jesus was nailed on the cross, being weaped and tortured like nobody's business. His love for us is just so amazing, He is willing to die for us to pay for our sins, and yet many of us are taking Him for granted, it's really sad.

My heart goes out to people out there who do not know Christ, or even heard of Him yet reject Him. I pray that you will search and look for the truth in life. My life really change in an awesome way ever since I receive Jesus into my life, He helped me in many many ways, He lead me, He guide me, I realise I can't do things without His strenght. His grace and mercies are always new everyday, He gives me purpose to live this crazy life in the world.I am just so happy to be in His presence always. I know He has alot of things installed for me, you too,it's just a simple prayer to receive Him into your life and you will see. =)

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So anyway yesterday's easter was so awesome. The choir went up to sing also, I was so so nervous, but hehe, not long later, God calmed me down, I just sang like that, flowing with the spirit. [: It was really awesome and touching to see people receiving Jesus into their lives, especially some of the youths, some of them cried cos they were touched. Oh so sweet ~ Yupp, God's presence was so so thick there.

After service had lunch and went shopping with Nadia, Sharyl, Jolina, Amadea and her friends and Mel. After that Nadia and I went for dinner at MadJack with the rest of the leaders. We enjoyed each other's company, talked here and there, then went home :)

Dear Lord,
I thank You for dying on the cross for us, to wash away our sins, to save us from everything else. I thank You that You are a merciful God, You forgive us whenever we repent. I pray we will not take this for granted, I pray Jesus that those who do not know You will come to know You. I pray for open hearts and open eyes to see and know what is the truth Lord Jesus. Lord I pray that everyday I will be determined to be positive, to live in Your presence, teach me how to live a life You want me to live. Thank You Lord. In Jesus Name, AMEN

I wanna just lie down at the chairs and look up to the blue fluffy sky with white clouds. It will be really nice for people like me, to take a break just by looking up. Sometimes people are so busy that they forget to look up to the sky, to just relax their minds from all the crazy things that they are going through. Take a moment to just look up, everything will be alrightAnyway, I am feeling much better now after penning down everything in my private diary and committed them to the Lord. So I shall update about today! [:

Had Good Friday service! It was so nice, because we had heaps of programmes, got one New Zealand college ochestra band came to play a few songs, they are so good! of course we had our own band leading praise and worship too, then there was a segmant of the POP kids, they sang YOU LAID ASIDE YOUR MAJESTY. [: Then there was a video on Heaven's gate & Hell's flames. Wow, really good man. So anyway, after everything, we had lunch and brought Nadia for a suprise treat on Medicure and Pedicure! I know she loves it very much <3<3

Monday was such a fulfilling and joyful day I had. Went to shop at Ikea with my maid and grabbed some stuff to make my study room much neater, then I went to NTUC to get the stuff needed to prepare for dinner. So I made pasta [:

You know not online-ing and facing the screen for most of the time at home is indeed nice and fun, because there are things that I can do and I will feel fulfilling

Went to school with Sharyl on Tuesday as she needed to submit her forms, had a small tour, showing her around. Then we went to town till night. Thanks dear for everything <3 Thank YOU!
Go away! I am not going to be defeated by you!

Oh anyway had a chat over dinner with Monica [she moved in to stay with me]. I realised how much I miss Deyi.

I miss the time spent in sec sch
I miss my friends
I miss my teachers
I miss my classes even if there are people who were irritating [1/5, 2/5, 3/6, 3/7]
I miss PSL and activities
I miss Netball
I miss painting the maths corner
I miss memories
I miss NDP 2004
I miss O level period
I miss EVERYTHING that I spent in DEYI!


I will stand up fast (=

Come Home Running - Chris Tomlim

Oh heart of mine, why must you stray?
From one so fair you run away
And one more time you have to pay
The heaviness of needless shame

Oh heart of mine, come back home
You've been too long out on your own
And He's been there all along
Watching for you down the road

So come home running
His arms are open wide
His name is Jesus
He understands
He is the answer
You are looking for
So come home running
Just as you are

Oh child of God so dearly loved
And ransomed by the Savior's blood
And called by name, "daughter" and "son"
Wrapped in the robe of righteousness

Hello fellow friends [: Didn't blog for 3 days alr cos been real busy enjoying myself. Hee

Working at coop for stock taking was real fun, made new fun friends and Anna is in the same French and Psy class for IS with me in Sem 3 [: So after working, was travelling with Anna, Carina and Jovina to the Mrt station. It was crazy fun time we had in the bus talking rubbish. HAHA. I can't wait to see them again [: So anyway after work, went for chalet. Nice time spent together [: But I was coughing from 1 am - 4 am cos the room was so dusty, drank warm water and finally fell asleep. Thanks Sharyl for the hot water [: But woke up at 7 am and went to Ian's place to rest, shower and headed to church office.

Had choir practice with Aunty Cat. Oh my, it was so embarrasing! So anyway, yea it was good time singing. Then chatted with people, preparation for service to start and dah di dah di dah. Service was really awesome [: God was moving in the place [: Had dinner at KFC and went home with Vickie.

Was so tired on Sunday cos I had to go earlier on. Service was good, then had phil class, awesome. Ps Chin is so knowledgable! Oh so last min Hua Yee asked me to go for this Piano concert organised by Ong Li Da [Hua Yee's ex piano tcher] and there were many talented students of his performed. I was so amazed! I wonder what power they have in their hands that they can move the fingers so fast and can play so well! Their ages are from 11- 27! oh my, can you image and 11-yr-old girl play so well! And the music were not simple music, it's like wah.. impressed! I almost flew away [joking] . So yea concert ended, had supper with Hua Yee and got home. It was really nice time together with Hua Yee cos yay, great things gonna happen, I believe[:

I spent time reflecting on myself today and I realised for the past month, I learnt & realised about 14 things! Oh my~ that's really alot [: So after that was praying and di da di da. I had fun spending time with God [:

Alright, have a nice week ahead [: