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Wednesday, January 30, 2008

:):):)
I have been watching 1 litre of tears. I know I am like 2 years late of watching that show. But it's really really a very saddening yet touching show to watch. I learnt so much from it. I am like supposed to cry from episode 5 onwards, but even until now, I am not crying, not that i am strong or anything, but when I watch, I have people around me to make me laugh. LOL. save my tears.

Here's the preview




Finally, now is only left with studying for exam. YAY! I had my dwa demo today, it was bad, but I know He will bring me through =) Chinese new year next week, very excited to see my cousins and relatives again!


Dear Heavenly Father,
I ask for forgiveness for being away all these while, I want to come back to You Lord. Please forgive me of what ever that I had done wrong that breaks Your heart. Teach me to obey You, to be more like You. Draw me closer to You Lord. I also pray Oh God that those who do not know You will come to know You Oh Lord. Help me to have the passion back to talk to my friends about You. Lord, bring them into Your arms. Help me to lean on Your strenght and not mine in all that I do.
I also thank You Oh God for those who have been standing by me all these while. It has not been easy, but I thank You. Thank You that I am still able to call on Your Name and You still will answer me. You are so good to me Oh Lord.
Thank You Oh God for everything. In Jesus name, AMEN!

my thoughts @3:35 PM

Monday, January 28, 2008

Goood morning everyone :)
I loved my weekend !
Finally all my assignments are like over!
Now left with studying for my exams and demo for the assignments.
Was very inspired by the younger boys and girls on how they are doing for their prayer groups and indeed God is moving so powerfully in the schools!
I am proud of Eva, Rochelle, Natalie, Brian, Joyce, Laura, Chyi Wei too! They did so well for their o level and even during the o level period, most of them still come for services! See, when you put God first, He will really bless us abundantly in return. I am inspired!
Ps Adrian's message really spoke to me and is challenging me to do things that are impossible in my eyes but it is possible through God :) YAY!
Sunday was good too! Had the last class for NLS 4 in the morning, had mini picnic in the class room too. LOL! Service and TALL meeting was great.
OK! I am coming back to the heart of worship and I want to refocus on Him again! NO MORE DISTRACTIONS WILL COME MY WAY!
Sunday Night had dinner with Trina, my brother and my best friend at Toa Payoh Central Sizzler. Very relaxing time together. Koko treated! Just realised how much he loves me and wanting to protect me :)
Through things I have been going through, can really see how much my family and friends love me :)

Psalm 103

1 Praise the LORD, O my soul;
all my inmost being, praise his holy name.

2 Praise the LORD, O my soul,
and forget not all his benefits-

3 who forgives all your sins
and heals all your diseases,

4 who redeems your life from the pit
and crowns you with love and compassion,

5 who satisfies your desires with good things
so that your youth is renewed like the eagle's.


I am coming back to the heart of worship
When it's all about you
When it's all about you, Jesus

my thoughts @12:00 PM

Saturday, January 26, 2008

I love my mommy alot alot :)
Was on a long distance call with her just now when I got home from dinner after youth service.
This was one of the rare conversations of so much laughters and I shared so much with her. I love the way she cares for me :) It's as though I am treating her as my best friend now... haha... I am not treating everyone as my bestfriend, but mommy is going to be one of mine now! YAY!

my thoughts @11:02 PM


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR HIEW, MY AUNT,
ANITA AND WEI LIN!!

my thoughts @12:30 PM


Good morning !!!!!!!!!
Don't you think it's a beautiful Saturday morning? :)
I managed to have a good sleep last night
WhenI woke up today, I spent time with God at the rooftop garden
It was beautiful time together with Him
And as I lie down at the bench, looking up to the sky,
The clouds were passing through so fast, as though at the same time taking away my burdens with them.
I love today, it's a brand new day.
A day full of hope and joy
I will move on
I know I will be able to pull through
I know I can refocus
I know
I know
I am looking forward to that day
(you know it)
I am going to go all the way to serve God now = D

YAY! Youth service later! I love Culture! *

Psalm 139:

1 O LORD, you have searched me
and you know me.

2 You know when I sit and when I rise;
you perceive my thoughts from afar.

3 You discern my going out and my lying down;
you are familiar with all my ways.

4 Before a word is on my tongue
you know it completely, O LORD.



my thoughts @10:07 AM

Friday, January 25, 2008

YAY!
DWA Assignment is finally completed! I just hope I will pass it cos it's just so tough *hmmppphhh*
My presentations for I&E and ECAD are also done! YAY! Now is like assignments free already! Just that I have to hand in DWA report on Monday 8.45am. Arrgghh!

Anyway, i loved these two days. (:
I am very tired now actually, but just feel like blogging before I go to bed.
I slept at 2am and woke up at 7.30am this morning. Kept yawning and zombified eyes. Went to school like 1 hour earlier, thinking that IS class starts at 9am today, but it turned out 10am! So poor group mates and I sat outside our class room for about 1 hour before our lecturer came. I could have slept in longer! Oh well...

*YAWNSsssssssssssssssssssssss*

will continue soon okae.

Thank You God for everything (:



anyway congrats to those who got o level results yesterday :):)

my thoughts @11:19 PM

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Hi friends! :)
I am in class now, teacher infront don't know what he is doing and lesson haven't start, so I am free to blog :) Alot of things to update you know :)

These few days or rather weeks have not been easy for me, ups and downs, heartaches, crying and blah blah blah... but I am thankful that I am still able to turn to God cos He said to cast my anxieties to him, so I am learning to :) Lessons have been learnt too, God is revealing alot of things to me that I need to do something about them.

Most assignments are handed up already, now left with...

1) DWA work and presentation
2) I & E presentation
3) ECAD presentation

I am going to have my project management test in 2 weeks' time. And exams are like after chinese new year. I believe I can do it :)
Singapore Poly people are having their exams now, I am praying for them :) Timothy, Joffre, Hong Wei, Patrick, Benson, I know all of you can do it, just trust Him and you will be fine :)

I treasured yesterday so much :)

Aku percaya kita akan bersama lagi.
Aku tau kamu maish bisa baca blog saya, tidak apa- apa, jadi kamu masih bisa tau aku baik baik aja :p
Kamu juga bisa baik baik aja, yea?


Alright, starting class already.
Love You!
Bye!

my thoughts @1:20 PM


A special post for Miss Ginny Ong :)

Darling,
I really really don't know how I would be without you with me all these while. You are always there cheering me, encouraging me, praying for me and helping me to be positive all the while. I know this period of time will not be easy for me and you said you will be there for me. I am so grateful. I know and sure that I will be able to pull through 'cos I am determined to see the fruit (if you know what i mean :) ) I will be strong, I really will. I owe you so much man. I can hardly find a friend like you, being so loving, so patient with me and always rebuke me when it needs me. I know and I pray that our friendship will go to the next level :) I love you!!!

Love
Vina

my thoughts @1:14 PM

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

hello everyone :)
i got sick of my blog skin
but can't find another nice one
so decided to dig out from my laptop and found this...

Amazing things are happening in NP and in my class :)
He is just so awesome.

I will learn to be strong, okae? I need prayers:)

我受伤了,但我会学着坚强

my thoughts @3:06 PM

Monday, January 21, 2008

My Future Decided
by Hillsong United

Verse 1
You hold the future in your hands
You know my dreams and you have a plan
And as you light my way, I'll follow you

Pre-chorus
My eyes on all of the above
My soul secure in all you've done
My minds made up
And you are the only one for me

Chorus
Jesus, savior, in my life you are everything
My future decided, I will praise your name
And I know that I am, I am yours
Yeah, I know that that I am, I am yours

Verse 2
You hold the earth in your command
You are the rock on which I stand
And as I live each day, I'll follow you

Bridge
Unafraid, Unashamed Lord we know who we are
(We are your people and we won't be silent)
Unified hear us cry at the top of our lungs
(You our God and we will not be shaken)



I am falling in love with this song (: !!!

my thoughts @12:39 PM

Sunday, January 20, 2008

I am inspired!

Sorry for the short posts recently.
But must know that I am good okae? :)
Ignite conference has been awesome
Tmr will be the last day
And I am inspired to do God's work
I am going to take actions!
AMEN!!




my thoughts @12:07 AM

Friday, January 18, 2008

Weeee!
I am free from ECAD assignment already!!
HAHAHAHAH!
I feel like I am flying.
I am kidding =)

Now I am left with m I&E and DWA to be done! YAY!
I don't care will do them next week. This week's been so hectic :)

YAY! IGNITE CONFERENCE TONIGHTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

my thoughts @2:02 PM

Thursday, January 17, 2008

Miaow Guan,
I am encouraged by your boldness and courage to stand up.
You don't even care what people might think.
I am encouraged :)
Praise God for you =)
I believe miracles will happen soon =)

my thoughts @3:31 PM



If you love me, buy me a chrome bag ( I am joking).
Ah! I want purple colour one!!
But i don think have :( :( :(
If have green also nice ! :p
Chrome Chrome Chrome!!


Sry, I am overstressed yet overjoyed cos my ECAD assignment is like 95% done :)
Spent quiet time together with Anita from 11 plus till this morning 12++ am. God is so good, He reminds me that He loves me and He is happy that I am coming back to Him, hiding under His wings again. He loves me and will never let me go. He heals me of everything that is inside me. I feel as if I am a brand new person. God is so awesome :) I want to serve Him with all my heart and soul. Oh and God spoke to Anita to share about Humility.
I fully agree. We need to be humble before God do things in our lives. We cannot be proud and keep thinking that we are ok without Him, we need to be humble and come to Him like a baby :)
Alright, I am happier now :)
bye!

my thoughts @2:57 PM


HAPPY BIRTHDAYS
TO
JIA MIN, PS ADRIAN, RIEKA, ABBY, ANITA TANAKE!
and who ever that i've missed out :p

my thoughts @2:28 PM

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Hulloooo!
Sorry no proper posts recently cos of assignments and everything.
Don't worry, I am fine.
God is just so gracious and merciful.
I hope and pray that He will continue to mould and shape me.
I am thankful and grateful for people around me too :)
My bestfriends, I don't think I will be able to stand up without you all.
Thank you so much!

Anyway, Anita is back :)
I am going to have dinner with her later after school.

Finally RDD is handed in :)
ECAD about 60% done
DWA 20% done

Alright, my zombified days are going to be over soon ! Weeeeeeeeeee

my thoughts @4:40 PM

Monday, January 14, 2008

HELLLOO !
this is ginny !
im using her laptop .
heh heh .
I LOVE VINA !
:D





BYE BYE !
later vina gonna kill me !
die die .
im laughing damn crazy now .
HA HA HA

my thoughts @12:35 PM


YAY!!
My FEMALE BESTFRIEND, ANITA TANAKE IS COMING BACK TO SINGAPORE TOMORROWW!
i cant wait!!

my thoughts @10:08 AM

Friday, January 11, 2008

Morning everyone!
I slept at 2pm this morning, thus causing me to have panda eyes and headache. Someone is gonna kill me for sure =x
The good thing is that today's I&E lesson started at 9.30am. I am like in class now, finished my reflective journal B and now left with team progress report. waiting for the rest of team members to finish their journal.
I am chatting with yan wen now on MSN and he is super funny larh!

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hi
im vina
lol
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wah how can like that one -.-
copy cat!
yanwenlim@hotmail.com says:
lol
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hey
we are same
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a
copy cat!!
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same sia
totally same
see ur msn
LOL
even the message also same
Vina Culture★ says:
a
ya la!!!
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xD
im the 2nd vina
Vina Culture★ says:
haha
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xD
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yesterday i went for the common hr of ooad lerh
then u nv come
Vina Culture★ says:
LOL
yeah
Vina Culture★ says:
ha
then couldnt bully u alr
Vina Culture★ says:
same le
xD
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need change my font
zzzz
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then exactly the same alr
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lol
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yanwenlim@hotmail.com says:
xD
Vina Culture★ says:
wah no one laugh at ur nick name meh
yanwenlim@hotmail.com says:
nope
dun think so
Vina Culture★ says:
unfair!!

Yan Wen is supper funny can. Everytime bully me and makes me laugh and roll down on the floor. We only know each other like for a few weeks. I wonder how Mr benjamin see tahan him. LOL!

YAY! I am going for SP prayer group later and then continue with my assignments and then LG tonight! YAY! I cant wait to see everybodyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!
OK! They are done. continue with my dearest work :) BYE!

my thoughts @10:25 AM

Thursday, January 10, 2008

what do i do when i am over-stressed?
EAT!!!!


die... my stress level has increased. most prob cos i have lack of sleep recently. i slpt for 5 minutes in class and 1 hour when i got home, but still not enough! arrggghhhh! assignments pls go away!

i need to control what i eat.
really

ok bye;

my thoughts @8:26 PM


Good morning everyone!!! :)
I am very very very very very happy for many many reasons but too lazy to list down. :)
I am blogging cos I am waiting for the arrival for Miss Ginny to reach school then we will go up to class together.

I went to Ginny's place yesterday to do our e-learning work. I had alot of fun there! Her house is so beautiful! Her mom, grandma, grandpa, maid and the 3rd brother were all so cute :) Ginny kept asking me to interact with her mom and grandma, haiyo, i shy larh :p Her mom fed me with a lot of food for lunch and they are really nice! Someone was jealous because of that, right?:p Anyway I left her house to come to school for prayer group and it was so awesome! we had so many people!! God is truly amazing and wonderful! We then went for dinner near beauty world and then I headed home... and was very happy :)

Ok miss ginny is here. bye!

my thoughts @9:19 AM

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

Yo! :)
I know I said I won't be updating much now, haha, but i can't help it.
After school today, had gathering with my dearests girls (Vickie, Smin, Sharyl, Nadia, Elaine, Sharyl, Monica, Rieka, Stefanie) at my place. It was a short time that we spent together but it was a blast :) Thanks people for coming over and making me laugh :) HEHE!

There will be no school tomorrow because it will be somekind of elearning thingy that we are not supposed to go back to school. But anyway, I will be going to Ginny's place to do work together with her and then head back to school for prayer group =)

Dear God,
I pray you grant me securities in the areas that you know i feel inscure about. Help me and teach me to be strong and be able to pull through this period of time. In Jesus Name I pray, AMEN!

my thoughts @10:57 PM


Hello :)
Can some kind souls find the English version of Melodies of Life and send to me, please? *Gives innocent face*

Here's the lyrics to help you out:)

Melodies of Life

    Alone for a while I've been searching through the dark
For traces of the love you left inside my lonely heart
To weave by picking up the pieces that remain
Melodies of life--love's lost refrain

Our paths they did cross, though I cannot say just why
We met, we laughed, we held on fast, and then we said goodbye
And who'll hear the echoes of stories never told?
Let them ring out loud till they unfold
In my dearest memories, I see you reaching out to me
Though you're gone, I still believe that you can call out my name

* A voice from the past, joining yours and mine
Adding up the layers of harmony
And so it goes, on and on
Melodies of life,
To the sky beyond the flying birds--forever and beyond

So far and away, see the bird as it flies by
Gliding through the shadows of the clouds up in the sky
I've laid my memories and dreams upon those wings
Leave them now and see what tomorrow brings

In your dearest memories, do you remember loving me?
Was it fate that brought us close and now leaves me behind?

* Repeat

If I should leave this lonely world behind
Your voice will still remember our melody
Now I know we'll carry on
Melodies of life
Come circle round and grow deep in our hearts
As long as we remember
Ok, little update again.
It's 3 hours break time, bought packed food and ate a little and just finished PM presentation slides, so happy :) Now I am going to proceed to OOAD2!
Be good. bye

my thoughts @12:29 PM

Monday, January 07, 2008



Hi all! It's a new week but not a good start :( I just couldn't sleep last night...
On the brighter side, Monica and Stefanie were baptised yesterday! I am so happy for them! My turn will come very very soon... I am counting :)
I am very stressed up now. Started doing ECAD assignment with Ginny just now, managed to do some of it. Alot more to be done :(
Got back all my results already, thank you God :) Even though they are not what I really desire to get, I know it's His plan for I had done my best already.

I will not exactly update about my life so much anymore because I am like super busy these few weeks. Arrgggghhh ! Holiday where are you?!


I'm really sorry for what I had done.

my thoughts @4:30 PM

Saturday, January 05, 2008



This song makes me cry ...

my thoughts @11:30 PM


Yohoooooooooooooooooooo
Hohoho` Youth service is in a few hours' time :)
I went to Singapore Poly yesterday, had lunch with Timmy, Benson and Joffre. Wah the school is so big larh. i can get lost easily. We then slacked in the library, and then had prayer group :) Awesome! And then I went to school and had the movie marathon event, but only Anna's bf and his friends come. I decided to leave earlier cos my heart was with life group and certain reasons. And I felt so good to be with my good friends in church! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! about 33 tertiary came! Wow! God is so awesome! And after life group some of us went to have supper at Mac :) Very fun!


Through it all

You are forever in my life
You see me through the seasons
Cover me with your hand
And lead me in your righteousness
And I look to you
And I wait on you

I'll sing to you Lord
A hymn of love
For your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all

Thank you Father for being there all these while. It had been painful but you walked me through. Thank You

my thoughts @11:36 AM

Thursday, January 03, 2008

Hello :)
I am blogging cos I am getting stressed up by my assignments and I want to release stress :)

School started on 2nd January and it was great:) I got to see my classmates and other friends again. So happy! I received presents from the girls in my class and I am feeling very guilty that I had not given them anything. :p Lecturers started talking about assignments already :( I got back my ECAD test paper and I am happy with it :) Prayer group yesterday was awesome too! Joshua Simon, Kean and Kannan and Yan Wen came too! see 4 new people! YAY! It was so great and fellowship time at KFC was awesome too! After school today went to meet Eleanor Pang in town to have lunch, chit chat and shopped around:) I bought the girls presents already! Girls, wait for the arrival of your presents... hehe...

Tmr will be the movie marathon for my IS, not quite looking forward to it though cos I will be missing Life group! I miss culture so much!! On brighter side, i don't have to go school in the morning, just in the evening.

So let's see what assignments I will need to do :(

1) OOAD2 questions to ask the stakeholder... presentation.....
2) ECAD ASSIGNMENT due on 21 January 2008, 8.30 am
3) DWA ASSIGNMENT due on End of January
4) PM donno wad kind of exercise I need to do.

Arrgghh! It maybe 4 items, but each item have alot alot of things to do! =x And ECAD assignment there are only Ginny and I in our group. =x

Please pray for me to pull through this sem, I want to do well to honour God and then holiday and then attachment! Arrgghhh :)

I miss culture so much!!!!

Alright enough of my rantings. Back to my work :)

my thoughts @8:39 PM

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I spent the last day of 2007 watching movie [alvin and the chipmunks] with smin and then joined the rest of the guys for dinner then we had leaders meeting :) Then watch night service! It was so meaningful and encouraging to see how God have done in our lives in the year of 2007 and I know more to come in 2008 =) I had alot of fun!!

Anyway, more photos of youth camp and prom night can be found here [http://picasaweb.google.com/cultureunleashed]

Have a blessed year ahead my dear friends :)

Argghhhh... my teenage years has just ended :(
:)

my thoughts @11:20 AM