Work today was super busy too.
Time flew past really fast.
Please pray for me :(
I want to pull through

I can be so silly sometimes :'(
Thank you for your reminder

Royce chocolate from Mellya
Mellya is so sweet (:
We only saw each other for less than 1 mintue - she needed to pass me something, then she had to go off already, so busy zzz
When is dinner nek!

She is such an adorable friend - one of my good friends in sec school. We have known each other since sec 1! And we were in the same class all the way from sec 1 till sec 4. We went through alot too. I appreciate you nek! (: (:
But... I am her "victim" she always treated me and some of the rest to good food, causing me to gain alot of weight. HA! Well, partly is my fault cos I didn't control my eating also.... ill-discipline, lazy... VINA, YOU NEED TO EXCERCISE! Suddenly miss netball :( See how silly can i get? I always don't treasure things when they are infront or for me, when i loose them, then i miss it so bad :( Last time in sec school, I joined netball, but I gave my 50% to it only, now that I miss it, I want to give my 100%, do I stand the chance? Haiyo, I am over emotional .

Bye!

YAY! I am going to see Mellya later! After 2-3 years of not seeing her, finally today is the day =) So while waiting for her to come, I shall blog =)

Work today was kind of busy, yet not busy. No meeting of course, but alot of discussions with the supervisor regarding the project and documentations I have to do. Haven't finalize yet, tomorrow will have another few discussions zzz. We went to cathay for lunch. We accompanied Jia xin cos she wanted to get the free ben&jerry cone ice cream, but the queue was super long and we had no time for that, so after lunch, we travelled back. Was late but lucky my supervisor wasn't back in office yet :p

After work, travelled back to Toa Payoh Central to bank in my pay cheque. YAY! my first salary of my work. I am so proud of myself - with my own hand, I've earnt it =) Anyway after that had dinner with Rieka, her mommy and my maid and then did little shopping at NTUC :D

Tomorrow will be a long day for me too... but I know it's a good thing rather than rotting... now I am learning alot of things in the office.

Oh today while lunching at Cathay, I saw alot of students studying with their friends, then it brought back many memories in school... one of them was the period of time when I was struggling alot early this year and poor her have to listen to all my rantings and cryings and everything. So, I messaged her just now saying that I miss her :) Sweet right?! We wont be able to see each other that often anymore though :( But I am really grateful that God has placed her in my life, to help me pull through last semester as my listening ear. =)

Alright, ending here. If not it will bore you.

Oh! Koko is coming back tomorrow, which means my new handphone will also arrive! YAY!

Bye!

Hello :D
Just had my dinner. It's been ages since I ate at home. YUMMY!!!
I woke up at 6.45am this morning cos I told God I want to spend time with Him once I wake up (which I had not been doing for some time already) I was really sleepy, but I guess it's good, I will continue to spend time with Him in the morning because at night will be hard and it's not fair leaving the remaining hours of my day to Him, He deserves the best (:

Work today was stressful I would say - had a short session before lunch with my indurstrial supervisor together with Ashley. Realised that I cannot slack anymore, alot of things to read on and taking actions on the projects on hand. But I am thankful for the nice and helpful colleagues that I have at work, if not I sure die =x Wanted to complete my TOR, but couldn't finish today. Meeting took out half of my day at work, which is good and bad. haha - but at least I got better understanding about the project. I also go to learn business terms! YAY! I am so proud of myself *SELF PRAISE*

Felt like walking around for a while after work, at the end I went to Borders for a while and was tired (such a pig) and then took bus home. (:

God, it is getting clearer and clearer now :) Thank you!

I know I have been blogging alot alot these few weeks, partly because I want to update my friends on my life story cos all of us are so busy and stuff, so difficult to meet up (:

Woke up quite early today even though I slept at 1++am this morning. Went for breakfast at Mac greatworld, then walked to church with Sean Chan. Then was playing with some of them. I love helping out in Sunday school, I know I've said it many time - the children's hearts for God is really there! Today they were supposed to write parents' day cards to give to the church parents next Sunday as it's parents day next week. Really amazed by how even the toodlers wanting to write. Some of them couldn't write nicely and at the right size of fonts, so they seeked my help and paid good attention to how they should write. I am so encouraged, toodlers! God, you are really is raising up another generation after the youth to be more like you.

The dream that I have is starting to happen. I have many dreams anyway :) God, you are so good. After service, went for practice for the parents' day singing. It was so funny !! I know I can do it for God =) Lunch was nice too... then walked around at great world for a while then I travelled to Plaza Singapura to hunt for my Cds and I found them! YAY! And here I am typing away :)

I had 9++ hours of sleep! I am such a piggy. Hehe
I know my miracles will happen!
On the way home, Elaine and I started singing praise and worship songs
People were looking at us, but we didn't care cos WE LOVE GOD!
He is too amazing for us to sing for Him :)
Thank you Elaine - your love and passion for God encourages me alot alot
I am pressing on
Focusing on His love will make it easier
I am moving on
I want my friends to be saved, I really want to :)

Good nightssssss~ (:

I am not the same
I’ve been called by name
You gave me new life
I cannot express how it feels
Here in your arms

Here I’ll stay forever
I have found your love
Here I’ll stay forever
Hold me in your arms

Jesus take my hand
Lead me on your path
I give you my life
I cannot express how it feels
Here in your arms

Here I’ll stay forever
Here I’ll stay with you

So many birthdays this month (:
People kept asking me out
Sorry I can't make it for certain events
Cos I need to make my priorities right (:
But I will sure make up for it, k?

Other than daily task,
I started doing my TOR already and it's squeezing my brain juice out
Then I continued reading through the programming book, don't really understand cos I think must practice then can, but the problem is I cannot use the program unless is needed :(

Thanks Joanna and Eunice for today :)
Once I get my pay, I can get the things I need!!!
#1 Study bible
#2 A proper cardigan from zara (:
#3 Birthday presents for people

YAY! Tmr is Friday, meaning dress down, meaning weekend is approaching! Culture here I come... ... ... (:

Daddy bought me a new phone (finally after ages), but I can only get it when my elder brother comes back from Indonesia, PATIENCE VINA!!

Hello (:
Work was quite ok today -slow and steady
I am currently learning another programming language - ABAP/4
Quite difficult but interesting, luckily there is Domingo ( the programmer) whom I can ask until he vomits blood. HEHE

Thanks Joanna for being there for me.
It's your encouragement and being there as a sister for me that keeps me going (:
I love you!

Sometimes we are so busy that we forgot to look up at the beautiful sky

Today's 1st day of 2nd wk of attachment (:
Kinda busy - meeting & a little bit of studying, therefore time passed quite fast
Oh BTW!! The meeting was at Henderson industrial park, so so so so so near church office!! If only it's on Tuesdayor something, then after meeting I could go CO for a while.
YAY! Finally got my staff card today. I am so so so happy too
Today is a happy day
Lunchie at Lucky prata at Lucky prata - I ordered chip chop prata, seriously chip chop and the serving was so big! We ate at 2plus anyway so until now I am still full.

Senyum mu (:

My eyes are half-shut now but I want to update to close the chapter of the weekend :)

I really love Saturday's service
Pastor Adrian has been talking about the series on Grace for his sermon
And it's as though the dream that I have for a period of time had died off and now God is telling me - dare to dream and believe that it will come true if my desire is of the right motive (:
Lord, you know my heart, please fulfill it
And I will never give up praying for my friends. I know God is testing my faithfulness all this while, how do I respond when I don't see the fruit of my prayers?
Faith, Trust,keep pressing on and pray until it happens:) I will do so, Lord.

My family finally went for family photo taken in the evening at Serangoon broadway. Mommy said daddy and mommy also took their wedding photos there. haha so cute. then i told her "mommy, next time we also go there take our wedding photos kkk " AHEM! she was laughing like mad :) Everyone looked so pretty and handsome. - Creation of our Daddy in heaven. I am so blessed to be in this earthly family and I believe my entire family will be saved in Jesus Name ! :) So anyway after photo taking, we went for dinner at Novena Square Fish& Co. I so love this kind of gathering. More of it, please! (: then daddy, elder brother and i went to watch Forbidden Kingdom at Toa Payoh entertainment centre.

Weekend just passed by like a breeze of wind. I am going back to work tomorrow....

And I am a happy girl !
Life has been treating me really well (:
I love You Lord!

YOUR UNFAILING POWER

Thank You Lord for bringing me through the first week of attachment (:
Overall it has been good first week - slackings, reading ups, get to know people, logbook.
I won't have honeymoon period anymore from next week onwards cos I had a session together with Ashley, supervisor briefed me on what I will be doing for the next few weeks. I will be busy I think. Time passed really fast and I know next few weeks will be the same too (: I am so looking forward to alot of things.

Mommy is in Singapore now (: daddy is reaching later in the evening. We are going to take family photo tomorrow. Finally~ in my 20 years of life, we had never taken a proper family photo before. Tomorrow will be a beautiful day (:

It was so awesome to be able to attend life group last night. I got to see Alpha again, the feeling of family is back after 5 days of work without meeting and interacting much. God is really really good, last night I realised something and I am glad I am still holding on to His promise, I am glad I am moving on, learning to press on and focus on Him, the rest will be up to Him on how He wants to do with me, to reveal my future to me. Now I don't want to think and focus on the wrong thing, I want to focus on growing in Him and also bring people to Him.

I want to draw near to Him so that He can draw near to me.
I want to be used by Him
Because He had done so much for me
I just want to be open
And allow Him to use me

I am so excited for youth service later (:

Was looking through photos in my hard drive and made me miss my girls so much !!
Oh BTW, I managed to get all my photos (: YAY! Thank you!
cam-whorrrrinnnngggg when?? rafidah!!! pls arrange one soon :) hehehe

Oh how can I forget this

your birthday was on 1st day of internship. LOL :)


and I miss Culture* !!
at least I can get to see Alpha tomorrowwwww
YAY!

Sorry for not updating last night (:
I went home for dinner after work, slacked a little and met up with Joanna nearby the playground downstairs. We “picnic-ed” and chit chat for 2 over hours (: I love this kind of talks we have! Joanna, come back again and we shall continue our girls-talk. HEHE.
I am still bored at work. Other than doing what I was supposed to do every morning, I had been “rotting” at my seat, chit chatting with colleagues, surfed a little of the net, lunch, emailing Joanna, Anna and Momo. Other than that, lunch was fun – we still went shopping for a while at basement of Paragon. Nothing else. I want to go home…

Count down: 4 hours more to go home L
Can you believe it? I am actually blogging in the office
I have nothing to do… cannot go MSN also
Swee Boon said first week of work is normally honeymoon = nth to do…
It should be a rejoice for me but then I am boredddddd
So I shall use this as a ranting platform. J

Alright, someone gave me something to do… I shall laugh about it because it is not related to work and it’s real funny

Bye!

I'm super tired now, but will still make it a point to update you guys of what is going on with my life daily - but if I can't means that I am too busy until cannot breathe. Hehe.
2nd day of work was better than yesterday. At least we had things to do since morning and I am attached to a few projects already. I will be very busy in the next two weeks I think, that's what the higher level person said. I had my first meeting for a project also, sat in and was kind of lost most of the time. hehe.
Other than that, nothing much happened and I am very tired now. Hmmm
Bye people! :D

First day of work was quite ok I guess.
Jia Xin and I were so blur like a sotong. Hehe.
The people there are quite friendly, we "toured" around the office and the shopping mall - you may ask we very free hor ? kind of ...cos the supervisor was so busy that he didnt' assign us any work to do yet, so we did some readings, the NTU intern briefed us and talked to us here and there. :D
Oh oh! I got rebate card from Tangs too! The lifestyle department guy said normal customer have to purchase things for more than $150 then can get it, but Jia Xin and I got it for FREEE! YAY!
After work had dinner with monica at lucky plaza, yummy, but i didnt talk much cos was super super tired - came home, slept at 9++pm, how early is that.

I am a happy girl *SMILE*

ahhh... i m excited for work later. hehe.. want to know what i am going to do.
5 days / week job - 9am till 6.30pm
i will be positive!!

Dear heavenly father,
thank you for keeping me safe, for loving me, for protecting me always. Lord, I pray that you will guide me through the day, help me to stay positive always, help me to give you 100% :) Lord, I pray that I will touch people at work too! In Jesus name, AMEN!

Heee. I am awake so early! see the time, 6.23 am! I was asleep super early last night but kept waking up to reply smses, but I guess was finally totally asleep at 10++pm. Was really tired and felt quite weak - body aches. haha. So i decided to come online to see what else I need to prepare for attachment, so I've done all preparation already.

Hello (: I am updating even though I am 3/4 "dead". My both hands and legs are aching very badly now, so I am typing super slowly hehehe.

you are still the best (:

So I kind of wasted my whole Monday away =x *GUILTY* Just because I didn't feel like reading, so I didn't read. Spent whole day staring at laptop, when Monica came back, we played online game and then practiced singing with her. HAHA! It was super funny I tell you.  Watched Television at night, wrote journal, talk to God and then slept :) 

Arrggh!
When my determination is back to swim,
my left hand is still aching
it's going to rain soon
:'(
It's been ages since i stepped into the pool
and get my calories cut off
LOL

wanted to watch movie with monica in the afternoon
but then was reading the blog
and was reminded about the monthly plan that I came out with
I feel so guilty :(
Haven't been following it
But I want to start again
Save money
And give to those who need it the most
I can survive by not spending
Cos I have food at home :)

i will spend the rest of the day...
journalling
reading
talking to Him
talking to friends
(:

and when my hardworking-ness is back
I will read to prepare for my attachment next week

(:

I so love the weekend :D
God is really really really really gracious and loving :D

Saturday
Went to CO with Monica quite early, slacked, played, baby sit and set-up etc. youth service was awesome too :D Then headed for dinner and then home =) my left hand was aching like mad that I didn't have a good sleep :'(

Sunday
Morning went for breakfast with Monica at great world.
I went to help out in kids today again. HEHE!! It was really awesome! Then headed for lunch at Zion hawker, very fun too! HAHA!
Then went to Great world too.
Came home, "dead" so took a nap for 1 hour and then dinner
my hand is much better now :D
Did some journaling too! I am so happy?!

God is really good,
He allows me to go through things so that I can help others
Was online the whole night chatting with my friends
And then I encouraged them too :D
And then I am also very encouraged by how amazing God is
Using experiences to help others =)
And I shall pray for you all too =D
Be strong, be positive
And trust Him :D

Have a great week ahead!
:D

Dearest sister,
no matter how you say about me, about our God, I will still love you. I will continue praying for you. I know you are stressed with school and all, so I shall keep quiet and give in to you. I will continue to pray and ask God to help you to realise that the whole world is not just about science, there are so much more, you are missing out so much but I know you will realise and enjoy God's love just like how I am now. He is so good , really good to me and I am sure to you too :)

Love
Vina

Hee! Finally I managed to meet up with Missy Ginny (: Met up with her, Adrian and then she brought us to this famous yong tau foo food place near raffles. Her friend, Jon came too :) It's so yummy and very special, not like the yong tau foo that people sell outside (: Then I saw Ginny's henna on her hand, very pretty, so I decided that I wanted one too (see the pic ontop, pretty right? :) ) we went to chinatown street there, and then shopped around too. fun fun! Then had dessert at the food centre at people's park. After that shopped for my working clothes. Wah tiring you know =) But I bought another top :) Yipeee!

Thanks Ginny and Adrian for accompanying me =)

Then I left to Harbour front to fetch Monica and then we left to CO. I was super early, so decided to buy a drink, sat down at Mac then thought of something, went upstairs to check the shops, bumped into Joanna! Hehe :) Then finally dearest momo came =) We took cab to CO.

Practiced a bit with Ephraim =x I sounded like a duck(i think)
But i love the celebration. So FUN!!!! :D:D:D:D
Ah, why no one realised that Anna and I wore the same design tshirt, just different colour? HAHA

Anyway, my eyes are very puffy now :(
But thanks girls for last night
Especially Smin, I am so touched by what you encouraged me :)
And then I prayed and also listened to "still" and "I give you my heart"
And I felt much peaceful and then off I slept till the next morning =)

Phew!! My attachment is still on 14 April 2008! The admin guy said there were miscommunication. Thank God I emailed him. Sooooooooooooo, I have more time to prepare! YAY! I am so happy!!
Anyway, this morning I was viewing Mark's blog and found this shocking youth message stuns hearer
I watched the video and was very convicted. You should watch man =)
Then spent time with God, crying my heart out to Him and ask Him to help me :D YAY!
Went to take passport-sized photos and paid phone bills at Toa Payoh central just now and then went to meet with Joanna, went to Ikea and Courts cos she needed to help her dad check out prices. Then here I am. Was drenched cos it was raining cats and dogs. HAHA!
Ok, I am very happy now =)

Bye!

*Vina is trying to calm down*
I still thought I still have 2 more weeks to enjoy my well-deserved holiday cum break. But guess what?! I just received an email from the CK Tang donno who - administrator for the information about attachment, the work scope and etc. and then what shocked me was the reporting date to work is 8th April 2008! - which is NEXT TUESDAY! wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Anyway went for prayer group and it was awesome! Anna and Yoke San came too and altogether there were 8 of us! The most number of people attended during the holiday. HURRAY!!
Then had brunch with Joanna, Joshua Simon, Yoke San and Anna. After that headed to queensway to collect Anna's glasses and then we went to Bugis! We shopped until about 6 plus then had dinner and went home. I finally bought 1 set of my working clothes, 1 working shoes, 1 top for my own and secret:)
Ok, I am still in a state of shock :( :(

Hello :)
So yesterday Joanna and I had lunch at Toa Payoh central and then we rented Step Up and I rented Confession of Pain and then we headed to my place and watch Step Up. I love the dances even though I can't dance. HAHA! After the show we bumped around (slack), not long later Joanna went to sleep on my bed while I went to do my things - watched TV and at the same time watch Confession of Pain. Wad a slack day I had. HAHA! But it was nice larh, cheer me up a little (if you have read my previous posts) Oh I managed to read a little of my book, YAY!

But the sad thing was I had a nightmare :( Luckily it was just a dream, if it was real, I would be dead (not exactly die physically) but yeah... BE PATIENT VINA! :D

I am going for NP prayer group later and then go shopping with Anna and Yoke San. YAY!

Have a great day ahead!!

A New Generation of Praying Children




Thanks Elaine for the link
Really take some time to look at this video.
It's so amazing to see how passionate the children are praying and crying out for this nation and wanting to fall deeply in love with God. Amazing. I am really amazed. I really pray that children in Singapore and even the youths will be as passionate and hungry as them :)

I am tearing as I am writing this post.
I didn't know this thing happened until Li Ping told me over MSN.
Dear Friend,
we were once seconday school mate, eventhough I don't know you personally, you are still my friend :( I don't know you personally, but your death ached me so much. You went through so much, so painful. If only I have known you personally and longer, I could have brought you to Christ and life wouldn't be so miserable for you.
I hope you will rest in peace, don't worry about this world anymore, your friends, your family will settle those things for you. Of course, they will miss you, I will too, I missed those times we spent as group of friends at your class BBQ, we exchanged a few talks and played little games. Those were the happy times I saw you smiling.

Friends, please learn to treasure your life. Your life is a gift from God, know that whatever you are going through, even though it is going to be like a hell for you, know that God can bring you through and what ever you are going through cannot be compared to what He went through to die on the cross just for us. Everything you go through will have solutions to them. Talk to your friends, they are there for you to help you. No matter how bad you are, there is always 2nd chance for you to be good if you are willing to learn. Please really treasure your life, I don't want to see another friend of mine end his or her life for nothing. I love you all my dear friends.

Sigh... I feel like hugging someone cos I feel so sad for my friends, I just want to cry all I want, maybe i will hug Joanna later as I meet her. I really can't bear to loose anyone else in my life.


Dear God,
I pray that you help my friends' friends and family to be strong at this period of time, help them to pull through Lord. I know it is not easy, but I pray You will be there for them. In Jesus name, AMEN!

Dear Heavenly Father,
Thank You for a brand new day that You have given me to live, to learn, to love, to hope, to dream.
Thank You for loving me no matter what happen to me. Thank You for Your grace and mercy in my life, in people's lives. Lord, You are a mighty God, my fortress, my rock in whom I seek. Watch my ways Lord and correct me. I pray everyday I will be a living sacrifice to You, everyday I will fall in love with You more and more. I pray oh God You will grant me strenght to pull through everything, I also pray oh Lord for those who do not believe in You to believe in You. Holy Spirit, touch their lives. In Jesus Name, AMEN!

Hehe! I stayed home the whole day yesterday.
These are the things I did :
1) Spent awesome time with God :D
2) Online - MSN
3) Helped Monica a little with her cleaning
4) Spring clean my room and study table
5) Took some random photos (my camera is being revived by Vina!)
6) Print, cut and pasted stuffs
7) Read books
8) Branch (breakfast cum Lunch)
9) Blog surfing
10) Tv shows!
11) Dinner
12) Played a bit with younger brother and rieka :)
13) Naps
14) Sleep

Wah I did quite alot of things eh. Oh by the way, was skyping(call) with Benjamin, Gavin, Ephraim and Jun Hao on Sunday night. They were playing don't know what game larh, I was like just listen to their talkings and talked a little. LOL.Really fun! Ephraim asked me what song to sing again, I hope this is final!

Arrggh! Monica has gone back to Indonesia till Friday.
I miss her!!

YAY! I am going to have lunch with Missy Joanna later and then we are going to rent vcds to watch at my place. YAY! I am so excited!!


oh lastly


Byebye