Hello!
Just an entry of shout-outs to all teachers who had taught me since Primary school till now. (provided i rem their names)
I don't care if they will read this or not. HAHAH!

Primary school
Ms Selvie
Mrs Chew
Mrs Loh
Mrs Keng
Ms Yap
etc

Secondary school
Mr Duncan Hiew
Ms Joanna Tan
Mrs Tan
Mr Yong
Mrs Joanne Gan
Mr Kelvin Lim
Mrs Cheam
Ms Lim
Mr Chia
Ms Ng
Mr Johari
Mdm Loh
etc

Poly
Mr Fulu (Mentor)
Ms Lim (IS tcher)
Ms Yang (UID tcher)
Mr Hung (OOAD tcher)
Mr Zoran (OOP tcher)
Mr Steven (FSP tcher)
Mr Benoit ( French tcher)
etc

Tution tchers

Wah really crack my head to remember all the names.Of cos I still remember their faces but not really names. Haha!

But anyway I would like to thank God for all the tchers who had taught me since I came to Singapore. I know without them, I would not be who I am today. I thank God that they had been so patient with all the students and were willing to go the extra miles for us. Really thank God.

If I have the time, I will want to visit them. Be it Primary school or Secondary school tchers. I miss them to bits and pieces :D

Have a great day people!

Hello :D I am like waiting for the guys to finish practicing their drums and for LG before heading for dinner :) I am at church office anyway

We had alot of fun yesterday :)
I packed my younger brother's books and sorted out his files in the morning. Now I realised how much I love him :D
Met up with Joffre at 4pm to get ___(can't reveal yet) present
Then in the evening we had steamboat. There were like13 of us (Jolina, Sharyl, Joffre, Joshua, Ian, Hong Wei, Wee Leong, Benson, Timothy, Mark, Benjamin, Gavin and I) Alot of fun! After steamboat we sqeezed into a maxicab to the mrt station, then we took train to city hall and walked to esplanade. Really chilling time and could relax. If only we could stay there longer :)

Haha sorry Jiejie Nadia! Next timer we shall plan a better dinner where you can come also k?

Today came to church office, had lunch with Ps Adrian and pals, then we had our poly prayers and also plannings for next school semester. Really exciting! YAY! i m so excited.

Last week, I spent time with God and was reading through Luke. I found this parable of the Lost son really meaningful and got me thinking.


The Parable of the Lost Son
11Jesus continued: "There was a man who had two sons. 12The younger one said to his father, 'Father, give me my share of the estate.' So he divided his property between them.
13"Not long after that, the younger son got together all he had, set off for a distant country and there squandered his wealth in wild living. 14After he had spent everything, there was a severe famine in that whole country, and he began to be in need. 15So he went and hired himself out to a citizen of that country, who sent him to his fields to feed pigs. 16He longed to fill his stomach with the pods that the pigs were eating, but no one gave him anything.
17"When he came to his senses, he said, 'How many of my father's hired men have food to spare, and here I am starving to death! 18I will set out and go back to my father and say to him: Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. 19I am no longer worthy to be called your son; make me like one of your hired men.' 20So he got up and went to his father. "But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and was filled with compassion for him; he ran to his son, threw his arms around him and kissed him.
21"The son said to him, 'Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. I am no longer worthy to be called your son.[b]'
22"But the father said to his servants, 'Quick! Bring the best robe and put it on him. Put a ring on his finger and sandals on his feet. 23Bring the fattened calf and kill it. Let's have a feast and celebrate. 24For this son of mine was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.' So they began to celebrate.
25"Meanwhile, the older son was in the field. When he came near the house, he heard music and dancing. 26So he called one of the servants and asked him what was going on. 27'Your brother has come,' he replied, 'and your father has killed the fattened calf because he has him back safe and sound.'
28"The older brother became angry and refused to go in. So his father went out and pleaded with him. 29But he answered his father, 'Look! All these years I've been slaving for you and never disobeyed your orders. Yet you never gave me even a young goat so I could celebrate with my friends. 30But when this son of yours who has squandered your property with prostitutes comes home, you kill the fattened calf for him!'
31" 'My son,' the father said, 'you are always with me, and everything I have is yours. 32But we had to celebrate and be glad, because this brother of yours was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.' "

How great is the love of a father. Can you imagine if one day you decides to take some cash and leave the house and then when you face troubles, you are helpless, no one else cares for you, so you decides to go back home to your father. Instead of being angry and blaming you for being so naughty and heartless he embraces you in his loving arm. He forgives you, he accepts you back and allow you to start anew.

This is just like how God is doing for us. Most of our friends are so lost now, running around without purpose, going through so much and no one else to turn to. I encourage you friends to learn to return to Jesus, He is waiting for you and he longs to embrace you in his arms. Just ask for forgiveness and you will be forgiven. Jesus loves you

:)

Sunday

Was really good =)
Morning had breakfast with Victoria and Amadea, really fun!
Then service was really good too! Made me understand things better
Then had girls mentoring class. I love teaching the girls now, really fun = D
Then Tall meeting, had a short session with Ps Ong was really good
Then short exec meeting too
After everything, Joses, Nadia, Benjamin, Joshua, Smin, Gordon, Ian and I went over to Ephraim's house, played Bang and of cos i'm the first to die. haha!

Then we went Toa Payoh central to eat and watched Bourne which was at 9.30pm
Accompanied Smin to take bus then I crossed the bridge to go home :)
A nice Sunday

Monday

Went out with Aifred, Shaik, Anna, Yoke San, Gek Noi, Shelly to celebrate Shelly's 19th Birthday. We went to eat at Billy Bombers at Cathay then went to play pool and then watched the movie License to Wed. Really fun time spent with them, laughing like nobody's business. Haha. Hope Shelly had fun too =]

Tuesday



Supposed to have mentoring in the evening jus now but Nadia was not feeling well so had to cancel it. Must take care k Nadia? So I stayed at home the whole day [first time in the longest time] completed my show and interacted more with Him and my family :D I love my family!

Byebye

Tonight my heart is heavy
Filled with nonsense thoughts and emotions
I am not sure how to feel anymore

I penned them down
I bring them before the Lord
I trust He will deal with me
I will be able to go through
As long as I trust and focus in Him
I believe

Hello :)
On Friday I went to Church office earlier to help do up the youth blog which will be completed really soon, then at night we had life group. A bunch of us was watching Passion Of Christ (uncut version!) can you imagine? It's my 2nd time watching but somehow it reminded me of some stuff and alot were going through my mind. My heart ached so badly seeing the scene that he was punished so severly and also the process of going to the cross. Can you image? God bore our sins in such a manner and the most powerful thing was even though he was tortured till like no body's business and was nailed on the cross, he still asked God to forgive those who done him wrong for they didn't know what they were doing. WOW! He loves them no matter how they treated him. How great and unconditional is His love for us. By dying on the cross and went thru so much, He actually bore our sins and washed them away by His precious blood. Thank You Jesus!

Anyway after the show, we went to fellowship (: Nice time together (:

Today our dearest guys exec leaders performed and they did a wonderful job!We really enjoyed ourselves and had a good laugh :D Love you Gordon, Ephraim, Ian and Joshua (:
We had special speaker, Ps Calvin Tan and he was really hilarious. I had fun too :)
Culture has a great destiny
And I love Culture! :D:D

Alright, enjoy the video below :)
Credits to Smin :D


Toy R us
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Lastly, my new skin nice? :D

It was do-able, a little tricky though.
Made some silly mistakes that I shouldn't have made

OOAD
Almost cried after seeing the questions.
Then I prayed, God gave me the peace and helped me to complete the paper (:

Been praying for my friends and the other family members for their papers too. I hope they trust God for their results and all. I believe God had been there guiding them through(:
Don't worry about what the result is k? Just enjoy your holiday :)
It will not be bad. trust me (:

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I don't know why I woke up at 7am since I only slept at 1+ am and the fact that I am on holiday already. Haiyo.. so I couldn't sleep and I went to spring clean my study room. So proud of myself cos it's been ages since I spring cleaned it and so much had been cleared and it's sparking clean :) Want see? Ha. come my house :p
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YAY!
Come if you feel weary
Come if you are not feeling well
Mentally, physically, etc
Come if you feel lost in direction
Come if you are looking for answers in your life
Come if you are a normal person
I am sure you will be grateful & never regret it.

MIRACLES RALLY!

Saturday, 15 Sept 20077.30pm @ Victoria Concert Hall

or

Thank you to those who care to ask how am i
Encouraging me
Reminding me of His love
Your prayers meant alot to me.
Thank You

I think forgiving people who drives u to the nuts of nuts (very edge)of corner is so beautiful.
It's hard, but we need to learn to forgive,
For Jesus forgives every single one of us
Even those who might be seen the worse person on earth
He forgives, as long as we repent and willing to come back to Him.
If we hold the grudges, our relationship with God will hardly go deeper
How do you love Him when you have unforgiveness that you have not released to Him?

Tonight I sought the Lord
He delivers me from my anger towards someone whom I live with for 19 years of my life. It's always so difficult and not easy because the more I want to love this person, the more this person hurt me. But I need to forgive because we are seeing each other everyday of our lives. I need to show Christ love, even if that person doesn't appreciate, it's ok. I've done my best. It's the choice of the person.

Dear Lord,
I pray You guard my heart and teach me to love her no matter what happens. In Jesus name, AMEN.

You Have Low Self Esteem 24% of the Time

Generally, you feel pretty darn great about who you are, even when you mess up or fail. Occasionally, a huge setback will make you question yourself, but you pick yourself up quickly.

You Are 60% Weird

You're so weird, you think you're *totally* normal. Right? But you wig out even the biggest of circus freaks!

You Are A Good Friend

You're always willing to listen Or lend a shoulder to cry on You're there through thick and thin Many people consider you their "best friend"!

Your Inner Child Is Surprised

You see many things through the eyes of a child. Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded. You cherish all of the details in life. Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things.

You Are Very Happy Being Single

You're not anti-relationship. You just don't need one to be content. You find plenty of happiness from your life as it is. And if you find someone you love, then that's just icing on an already decadent cake!

Went studying at Church Office again yesterday :) I did some studying and played most of the time (I think). There were Wee Leong, Ben, Joffre, Benson, Hongwei, Ian & Tim too. Then after studying and all, I joined the prayer group for SP which consisted of Joffre,Benson, HW & Tim. Good job people! Keep shining for Him :):)

Then in the evening, tertiary LG went to eat at MADJACK to celebrate for Hong Wei's and Sharyl's birthday (photos please.. haha) It was really great! I had so much fun crapping even with our dearest youth pastor, Adrian! can you imagine? HAHA. It was really nice time together :)

So anyway

I really love you guys bits to pieces!
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Yay! Holiday is coming! I am so so so so can't wait! I want to have fun fun fun!
Sentosa
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Movies
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Shopping
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Slacking
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Do things for Him :D

YAY!

Some of you may give this face >>> -.-
Why? Cus I self-excited myself. :p

Ok
bye

Hello. I wanna blog before I start studying again (:

Smin & I went through our old posts in our blogs and some of them are really silly. I was so influenced by people and being emo and stuff, thinking that will attract people's attention and love and blah blah blah. That was the past. I really thank God the process ever since I came to know Christ(2004) until now. I've grown so much. Now I am learning to let go of the past especially the hurts because I realised what for thinking of it when it had already happened. People who hurted you in the past had already move on, they are changing and might have forgotten of what they did to you. Instead I should really thank God for them, without them, I don't think I would have learnt so much lessons and try to lean on God.

Oh as I read my previous blog's entries, I came across this
"God will write down your sins on the sand, waiting for it to blow them away, and he carves what you had done right on the rock, cos he is happy that you're doing for his Glory. (: "

Really cool cus it also helped me to learn to blow the hurts that people had done in my life like sands and then carves what they had done right in my life on a rock (if you know what my illustration means)

Yup. I want to be strong. I want to grow more.

Some of the goals set beginning of the year had been met and I will work hard to reach the rest of the goals (:

Thank You God for bringing me through so much and You are so faithful and just, still here with me. I love You <3

Hey a few updates (:

-Monday-
Went to watch "Secret" with Smin, Gavin, Timothy, Sharyl, Jun Hao, Mei Ling and Reagan and then dinner at Pastamania with Sharyl, Jun Hao, Mei Ling, Reagan and Smin. Jun Hao was really sweet (: It was Sharyl's birthday and the way he gave her the birthday present was so funny yet sweet :)

-Tuesday-
Studied in a little and then mentoring in the evening (:

-Wednesday-
Today was seriously a frutiful and fun day for me. Went to church office to study with Gavin, Benjamin, Timothy and Sharyl who came later. Fruitful cos we didn't play when studying and we were serious with a little breaks in between with little playing and all and I really studied. YAY!
Then Gavin, Ben and I accompanied Nadia to the bus stop as she needed to travel for an appointment and then Gavin, Ben and I went to Vivo City to shop for a while and then dinner and we had a good chat. I really enjoyed chatting with them, watching how much they had grown with the Lord. :)
Our God is an awesome God (Bapa Yang Kekal :) )

Alright, can someone tell me if i should change to livejournal.
You can preview my livejournal and give me suggestions please :) [http://vinanana.livejournal.com/]

I love Culture* I know I had been saying, but I really love Culture very much:) Really thank God for blessing me with this family :)

tata

Franky Sihombing
Bapa Yang Kekal

KASIH YANG SEMPURNA TELAH KUT'RIMA DARI-MU BUKAN KAR'NA KEBAIKANKU HANYA OLEH KASIH KARUNIA-MU KAU PULIHKAN AKU, LAYAKKANKU 'TUK DAPAT MEMANGGIL-MU, BAPA

KAU B'RI YANG KUPINTA SAAT KUMENCARI, KUMENDAPATKAN KUKETUK PINTU-MU DAN KAU BUKAKAN S'BAB KAU BAPAKU, BAPA YANG KEKAL
TAK KAN KAU BIARKAN AKU MELANGKAH HANYA SENDIRIAN KAU SELALU ADA BAGIKU S'BAB KAU BAPAKU, BAPA YANG KEKAL

Aku gak sanggup lagi.
Everything I am asked to do is wrong.
Everything that I am asked to do is undone done.
Saya capek banget
Saya gak pingin buat lagi.
Saya pinging ke tempat yang gak ada orang
Cuma ada Yesus dan Aku
Gak ada orang yang lihat
Gak ada orang yang benci
Cuma ada cinta dari YesusUntung aku ada dengar lagu ini,
Pegangnlah TanganKuKalo gak, aku pasti lepas
Terima Kasih Yesus Kamu selalu di sini
Mencintai ku
Gak pernah pergi
Terima Kasih Aku akan Pegang tangan mu
Terima Kasih.

I surrender all;

(Girls with Letter "G" - Gordon :) )

Yea, Saturday was so fun. We welcomed Gordon back home to our CULTURE. He has been away from youth service due to NDP practices and all, now it's over so HE IS HOME!
Smin and I took about 2 to 3 hours on Friday designing the banner that said WELCOME HOME (waiting for someone to send me the photo of it :) )
So what happened was that on Saturday, Gordon was tricked to have a special performance during the Culture Spot, he was so nervous and all :) After pre-service prayer Ps Adrian held him back in the library trying discussing how to perform later on, while the girls got ready to hold the banner as he comes out. Oh by the way, Gordon is very scared of girls! When he came out, he was shocked and all, then we girls dropped the banner and screamed and went to hug him :) I guess he almost cried :) Haha but Gordon we love you alot ya!

YAY!

(i "stole" this from my sec sch webby)

Wow, I am so glad the wall is still the same. It has really very fond memory :) It was secondary 3 december holiday where I stayed back for about 2 weeks with a few other friends and teachers to paint the wall. It was really alot of work, but it was fun. out of the blue I am missing Deyi so much. I miss the days in school with teachers and friends and events and all [except for school work] if only time can be turned back.

Isn't the wall pretty? :)

I MISS DEYI

Really thank God for bringing and keeping me into this safe place and where I've found You :)

Hello mellow :)
I picked up the book "THE CONFIDENT WOMAN" by Joyce Meyer again ever since I stopped reading the last time round. It is really an awesome book that helps and encourages me alot.
Today, I wanna share this - A CONFIDENT WOMAN AVOIDS COMPARISONS

"Confidence is not possible as long as we compare ourselves with other people. No matter how good we look, how talented or smart we are, or how succcessful we are, there is always someone that is better, and sooner or later we will run into them. I believe confidence is found in doing the best we can with what we have to work with and not in comparing ourselves with others and competing with them. Our joy should not be found in being better than others, but in being the best we can be. Always struggling to mantain the number-one position is hard work. In fact, it's impossible"

In the bible, Psalm 139, it teaches us that God intricately formed each of us in our mother's wombs with His own hand and that He wrote all of our days in His book before any of them took shape.

Yup, everyone is created differently by His mighty hand. He gives each of us different talents and so we should not compare if we are not talented in other areas.

"Confidence begins with self-acceptance - which is made possible through a strong faith in God's love and plan for our lives. I believe it is insulting to our Maker(God) when we compare ourselves with others and desire to be what they are." *Nod Head*

Yup, from today onwards, I will not compare! I will do my very best to excel in what God wants me to excel on, I will learn not to be pressurised by people.

:)

I hope and pray that those who have read this will be encouraged and be yourselves :)

LoveLove

LALALALA~


Ebf test over.
2 more papers to go! *YAY*

I've been ok, just went thru a rough patch, but it was okae cos He is with me (:
I can have more rest now that busy period is over, left with studying for the other 2 papers which is in one and half week's time. I have faith that I will do well cos He is there for me (:

Dada-

I love this photo (: We are a big family loving each other, having fun together! YAY* that day was really fun. I LOVE YOU GUYS TO THE BITS AND PIECES OF MY HEART!<3

Anyway, finally all assignments are cleared and I had my IB test yesterday which was a little terrible cos I forgot everything, but yea, i managed to do. I rushed for life group and it was so awesomely fun! YAY!

I can't wait to finish my Ebiz test on monday. I hope I will do better this time.

Oh ya! Yest was last day of psy and it was our individual presentation. It was alright I guess (: But it's so sad that we had to part from now on, why I so sad?cos we bonded quite well there, friends are so fun to be with. Haiz, i hope we can go out together as a class :) someone nice please organize one :)

YAY! Youth service later! I m so looking forward to it!

dada-

Hello! I am so sorry for not updating much nowadays due to the busy-ness that I have. I shall blog before going to school(:

#1 Ps Chris Hope & Ps Steward came to minister to the leadership on 27/07/07, it was really awesome time, God was moving so powerfully and our Youth group going to another level! *YAY*
#2 Youth services really awesome, more new comers coming and some of them are staying (:
#3 My assignments are finally over! *YAY* but still busy week because got 2 presentations to do and 2 tests this week.
#4 Stupid satan trying to take me away from God and I will never give in! I am sorry for those who were affected by me. *Blame the satan* haha!
#5 Smin's birthday celebration on monday was so beautiful! Jay Chou was at Cathay, and Ps Adrian, Smin and I went to see for a while :)
#6 I will miss Psychology class, it's the most fun IS that I ever took in NP. People there are just so fun to be with.
#7 I can't wait for holiday!! Oh yea~
#8 I am addicted to the song, HOSANNA. Oh..

#9 Oh i didnt mention about my newest wang li hong's album! yeh, I bought it like on the day it was released to Singapore :D

#10 can someone heal my throat and nose :(