Hello Mellow =)
it's 1 and 1/2 more days to 2008. are you excited to begin a brand new year ? :)
Well, I do :)

Anyway, Prom Night was a blast!! Everyone and the place just looked so beautiful!! We took alot of photos and I can't possibly post all because there are over 300 over photos taken!! :) And I can't believe I won a trophy :) Thank You God for using me, I know and believe there sure will be more friends saved :) So much that I want to express, but haha it will bore you all out. Well, at least I had fun!!! :) Today service was great too, Ps Ong was talking about how we should start afresh, and i will apply it.

I know things are getting better, I just need to seek Him always =)

YAY! there will be watch night service tmr. i am so happy and excited!!
alright, i am writing randomly now. so byebye! have fun people <3!!

God is good all the time :)

So i went to isetan in the morning to get my dress. i got a black dress instead, very nice! photos will be up after the prom! weeeeeeeeeeee!! so anyway, after that i travelled to clementi to meet anna and her bf and yoke san, had lunch , then went to jurong point to search for the movies that we are going to screen for our IS. done, then we went to play in the arcade. wah, been going to arcade now adays, but very fun :) just becareful not to be addicted and keep going there. hahaha. then went to church office, chatted with nadia, and saw some photos taken for youth camp and the party we had over at joshua's place :) i want those photos people! please some kind souls give me :p :p then had dinner, then decoration for prom began! so fun!!! but we didn't complete it, we will continue later. my girls are supposed to come over to my place and get ready, but now cant't :( NVM! next time right, girls? :):)

alright, that's all for my rantings. see you at prom! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

some random photos :)rieka!!!!!!! and I was looking at somewhere . taken on christmas day.:)
A little short updates :)

wed
went shopping with vickie and her parents. saw 2 dresses that i like alot but not sure which one suits me best. so took some photos in the fitting room and then asked for opinions from friends :) I left earlier to join some of my friends at yio chu kang, had dinner then went for a friend's grandma's wake. Alot of them said the white one is nice :)

thursday
spent a few hours with hua yee :) It's so great spending time with her and then enjoying how she plays her piano and violin. *envy* i also want to learn but i got no music talent :p at least i noe my dearest friend is doing quite ok now :) Thank you darling for listening to my rantings like you used to back in secondary school. Poor gang, they always had to listen to my rubbish. haha
after that i left to meet stefanie at J8, saw a dress, tried on, but not nice. chatted with stef for a while before joining the rest to go for lower sec life group at Joshua's place. :) Nice time we had togther even though some of the boys and girls were not there. very encouraged by how they shared about the youth camp. anyway then had dinner, then went to cousin's house to collect things and then went home. tried on the dress that i wanted to wear for prom again, realised is not nice at all. so decided to get the white one the next day :)

All kinds of relationships will face up and downs
To keep us stronger and closer
Thank you God

After I entered the door, I cried (not cos I was sad or anything) But someone is back!!!!!!!!!!! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! I can't say the name here cos it's supposed to be a suprise =) And then mommy called, she said daddy could see that these few trips that he made to visit us, he realised that I was not happy, so she asked me what happened and all in a very loving way, I know I can't hide it anymore and I had been praying for God to pen the door for me to share my burdens with my parents, so I did! It's the best thing ever :) Mommy and Daddy were so supportive and they said next time anything must share with them cos they love me and don't want to neglect me. God is just so awesome, taking a situation that is so painful and blessing me with security of my parents' love. Thank You God!

This year has been a year of growth for me. So much I went through, so much I learnt and so much I had learnt to love God more. Thank you everyone who have played such great roles in my life. so many of you and so much that I want to say, and I will post more next time I think :)

Shout outs

Culture*
I thank God for you because it's where I belong, it's where I've met God and grow. It is where I have true friends who never judge, leave or forsake me.
I love hanging out with you guys to do God's work and also play together =)
Thank you!

Ginny
Darling, I am so thankful that God has placed you in my life in school. Thank you for always there for me when I needed someone to talk in school. Without you in school, I don't know how I would have survived. So much I want to say, but i can't find the words.

Anita
Eventhough we are both in 2 different countries and so far away, I am thankful that our friendship is still growing strong. We are still contacting each other through msn and emails. thank you for everything. you are always there for me no matter what happen. i love you

rachel
our friendship is just so awesome! we've been good friends since sec 3 and we are still growing :) I miss those times we had in school and hanging out together. our conversation is always never ending. i love talking to you my friend :)

hua yee
i thank God for you who allow me to see so many things in life. i m thankful that you treat me as such a good friend that you always turn to me and i am always reminding you of God's love :) hang on there!

yin xin
you are such a lovely girl. so quite and shy, but your presence really make it so comfortable. you have a great heart and I know i love you too =)

rafidah
wow! we have been friends since sec 1, do your math, 5 years ++! Omg~ yea, thank you again for everything. eventhough we are in diff school now, we still talk once in a while. i still remember the fun times we had in sec school :) I love you!

hai van ( i don't know if you will read this :( )
I love you friend. Where are you?!! you are really a great friend to be with too. I really miss those times when we play, laugh and study together. Arrgghhhh.. so much to say, when will you ocme back please contact me!!

haiyo, it's christmas now :)
I am going to celebrate it later with alot of people! YAY!
till then -

christmas eve was spent with my dearest culture friends at bugis and city hall. we had lunch, went shopping, watched national treausure and then dinner.
Thank you everyone for loving me and everything:)
thank you all for the wishes and presents :)

I have been tagged... thanks Amadea and Nadia!

Instructions

1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint.
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person’s tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with; I have been tagged!

Favourites
Favourite Color: Purple!
Favourite Food: Every edible food
Favourite Movie: I know is enchanted even though i haven watched it.
Favourite Sport: Netball!!!!!!!!!
Favourite Day of the Week: Can more than 1 day? I love Monday, Wednesday, Thursday, friday and Saturday!
Favourite Season: Summer
Favourite Ice Cream: Strawberry

Currents
Current Mood: Still sleepy zzz
Current Clothes: FBT shorts and tshirts
Current Computer Wallpaper: black colour
Current Time: 08:13am
Current Surroundings: Study table.
Current Annoyances: none
Current Thoughts: Christmas

Firsts
First Best Friend: Jesus
First Crush: Andreas :)
First Movie: I cant remember man!
First Lie: I don't know :)
First Music: Haha.. children songs maybe

Lasts
Last Drink: Mineral water (counted)?
Last Car Ride: a few days ago
Last Crush: errrrrr... secret :p
Last Phone Call: Chyi wei!
Last CD Played: Hillsongs

Have you evers?
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: Nope. haha
Have you ever broken the law: Yupp
Have you ever been arrested?: No.
Have you ever been on TV: Yupp
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: NO!

Random 5 things you are good at:
- talking rubbish
- talking loudly.
- making people laugh
- being retarded
- cry for no reason

4 things you’ve done today:
i donno. i just woke up. lol... okae, i woke up, brushed my teeths, washed my face, washed clothes, cleaned the tables, made tea, washed plates... maid quick come back today!!

Tag:
1) Ginny
2) Melissa
3) Felicia
4) Elaine
5) Joyce

olleh everyone :) Anyone missed me while I was away in camp? :)
Camp was so awesome!! Here's the details of the camp :)

Day 1 (Wednesday)
Anthea and Asher came over to take a look at my house, and then we took cab together with Momo to Buona Vista Mrt Station really early cos I was one of the MRT station leader to meet the youths and go NACLI together. Even in the MRT station we had fun already. HEHE~! So anyway slowly people came, we went to the bus stop to wait for the bus and the dearest bus took super long. Poor first batch of youths that went there first went off with the 2nd batch at the end. :)

So we after we reached the camp site, we walked to the canteen to have our lunch and then the announcing of camp tribes =) So LEVI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Consists of Gordon and I (LEADER), Benjamin (Assistant Leader), Martin, Joffre, Joe Goh, Asher, Josh Chan, Joo Koon, Nicholas A, Nicholas Tong, Preston, Clarence, Eleanor Pang, Joyce Ng, Hannah, Natalie and Amadea :) WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

After all the briefings, we proceeded to the soccer field, which was quite muddy but I like :) We got to know each other better, and then thought of our cheers and then played game (if I am not wrong is called journey to the wilderness) Where each team was only allowed to use 4 shoes and we have to cross over to the other side. So for me, poor martin had to carry this heavy girl across :) We got 3rd for that game I think :)

And then we went to check in to our room :) It's so nice! But I like the 7-bed rooms also which were only for guys.HAHA! Then we washed up and then went for dinner and then service!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was just so awesome! First night, God was already moving so powerfully! The group session was awesome too :) And then we slept!

Day 2 (Thursday)
I was the first to go down for the morning run :) And Levi was given extra points for it and also highest ratio of members down. The morning run wasnt compulsory for all, but we make it a point to be united as a group :) We then had our devotion and it was awesome too. Then breakfast and then games! :)

Haha. I am too excited now until I kinda forget about the details of 2nd day. I will continue when I rem k? So stay tune!

Goodbye my loves :)
I am going for camp in like 2 hours' time from now. Weeeeeeeeee!

Morning world:)
I didn't go for running with Np people at the end :( You know why?! Cos I had to do housework again and then going out with mommy later ... arrgggghhhhhh!! I need to train my stamina for camp! Suddenly I am missing netball trainings in sec sch time... coach made us run so many rounds, and then alot more of drillings which made my stamina increase and made me fitter... now thanks to my lazyness, i hardly run, hardly excercise.. haiyo..
Anyway!!
The day is arriving in 1 day's time :) I am so so so so so so so excited and looking forward to it :):)
What is the thing that I am talking about you may ask. It is UNLEASED YOUTH CAMP 2007!!!!!!!! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!! So i will not be online from wednesday - saturday. If you need me, please drop me an sms about anything :) And and and I want to invite you to come for the night services from 6.oopm till 9.3opm. :) Trust me, you will never regret coming for the services:) Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! Drop me an sms or call me if you wanna come okae? :)
Time, please fly faster cos I want to go for camp already!!
Well, mom and I are supposed to go out now already, but she is having her mini concert now, so I have to wait for her. :)
Daddy is coming to Singapore later, but I only can spend time with him a while today and maybe Saturday night after the party :( Daddy, I miss you!
Weeeeeeeeeee!! i prayed for hua yee's life saving's exam yesterday and guess what?! SHE PASSED!!!!!!!!! Praise the Lord :)
Yesterday and Sunday we had prayer sessions for the youth camp, there will be one more tonight... yay!!! So nice praying together :)
Anyway, I am very inspired by Johanna and her boyfriend (donno how to spell his name though), they came to minister to us on Saturday by their testimonies. I am encouraged and I am going to be recharged and go do His mighty work :) :)

World, I am feeling much better today, as in my eyes don't look like a panda that much anymore. (: (If you know what I mean)

OK, mommy, when will your mini concert ends? :( I want to go out already!!

Now I have a panda eyes. Worse than the other time you last seen me. :(
But I will be strong :)

Miss Ginny is enjoying her trip in China and HK now. And I am missing her :(
Miss Anita is coming back to Singapore in 1 month's time! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT???
UNLEASHED YOUTH CAMP IS IN 2++ DAYS TIME!!!
WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
:)

Morning :)
I feel like a panda now :(
I slept at 1am this morning cos couldn't sleep and was rolling around the bed trying to get myself to sleep. So when I slept so soundly, my maid woke me up, and that was 5.30am :( Cos I had to send her to Harbour front to help her check in the tickets and all, she is going back to Indonesia for 9 days. :( Yea, I didn't have a good morning due to lack of sleep, taxi driver was rude, bus driver was rude too - he checked my card even though I tapped... but maybe cos he saw my panda eyes :( So I continued my sleep from 8am till 10am :) Still not enough sleep though.. haiya.. i sound like a pig... so I helped to hang the clothes that my maid put in the machine this morning. Well, I gotta do some housework while she is gone :) I like it though cos it's a form of excercise and also training in progress for me :)
Yay! Gonna meet with davita, nadia and then life group! Weee! I cant wait :)
Now I shall slack around and spend time with Him also :)
I need to do my dearest reflection of the year :)
Byebye

Weeeeeee:)
I am Jumping with Joy now even though my eyes are like half close ( I am super duper tired zzz)
So anyway! My 3 common test papers are over! And I shall leave the rest to Him since I had done what I could :)
Yesterday after PM paper, I went home and I couldn't study properly because so many things other things stopping me... smses, msn messages, calls, tv, taking care of mom and blah blah blah...
After ECAD paper today, I went to have lunch and then went to the library with Miss Ginny to do eForum for OOAD2. It was super stressful I tell you!! I left at 3.45pm like that since Zoran didn't reply our post. I took cab to Joshua's place, continued to do, but he did not reply, so decided to call him, then he said something like this " I am not concern about the timing (don need to do from 2pm till 6pm), as long as you posts things and I reply, you can do during the weekend" Wah! Why didn't he tell us earlier :( made me so stress for nothing. But anyway, lower sec life group gathering was fun! We had alot of food cos most of the kids brought food :) And then we sang songs and did retarted actions :) I love them so much!!!! They are the ones that never fail to make me smile :) So anyway travelled to Junction 8, did some shopping with Jia Min and Jia Jin while waiting for their parents and they sent me home:)
Just finished doing some admin things and am very tired, but I am blogging :)

Anyway, Miss Ginny is going to HK tmr morning! Arrgghhh!! I am so gonna miss her so much! But on the brighter side, she is going to get me things from there (hehe I am so thick skin) and she is coming for Christmas! Weee! Darling Ginny, I am so glad that you are always there for me when I needed someone to talk these few days. Thank you!

Mom's mom went back to my auntie's place and going back to Indonesia tmr. Ouwww~ I am so gonna miss her so much! Didn't have the chance to really interact with her much. She is really a gentle and nice lady to be with :) Mommy is so blessed to have her as her mom :)

Yay! Holiday Holiday Holiday!!!!!
And 6 more days to youth camp!! I can't wait!!!
I can't wait I can't wait I can't wait!!!!
Alright... I am high when I am sleeppy......................
nights!

Time to update (:
I had lots of fun on Friday for the December babies birthday celebration over at Ian's place :)
We played games, ate, took alot of cute yet retarded photos :)
Saturday was awesome too!! God is just so awesome :)
Sunday after church, went to Far East to eat with the culture people :) It was raining so, quite hard to walk. I was drenched like twice on Sunday. Lol. So anyway after meeting I went home to study for DWA, but only got in like 10% cos was stuck at the TV screen, watching the Red-star award, 25 years. Actually not much to watch, just awards and speeches by the actors and actresses :) Yeh, just had no much mood to study :)
So yesterday went to school early to study for the last time with the girls. Then sat for paper and haha i shall not say how is it. Shall leave it to Him to decide :)
After paper, went town with Ben to meet Nadia to get something from her. Then had lunch with them (well, I was the only one eating lol) cos they were so busy talking. But very cute larh.. see how they talk about serious things yet talked about it in very retarded ways. Make me laugh. lol =) After that went to meet Hannah and we slacked at some cafe at Khatib community centre there. very comfy! the food there are at reasonable prices. But i like slacking there with hannah. darling, we shall go there agian ya!!! I took bus home then. And was super happy to see my mom's mom home! it's been ages since I last saw her! =)
So I slacked the whole night away cos today got more time to study. My 2 cousins came too, so my house like so noisy yet very fun =)
Ok, enough of my updates, now time for lesson that I've learnt from Sunday and from a book by Ps Lawrence Seow

1) People can be so materialistic that they loose sight of life
2) HOW A PERSON SPENDS HIS MONEY REFLECTS HIS RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD
3) Life can teach us many things provided we have the right attitude and the desire to learn
4) A happy disposition is also essential to good health. It is said that laughter is the best medicine.
So laugh often and never take things too seriously :)

Dear Heavenly Father,
Forgive me for all my faults. Purify me and help me to please you always. I love you :)
AMEN! xx

Alright, it's time to study for ECAD! have a good day ahead!

Yooooooooooooooooooooooooooohooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo :)

I am taking a break from my dearest revision time. It feels so good to be at home the first 3/4 of the day just studying and also spending time with mama :) Well, she is having her mini concert at home and I am the only audience who only listens to 1/4 of it. lol :) My mom is really cute :)

Anyway I went baking at Sharyl's place again on Tuesday. Very fun :) And I gave them out to my class mates the next day! *PHEW* the response were so good :) I am so glad!

It has been raining recently and it's the best weather to sleep man, but I can't :( Need to revise for my common test. Even thought It's stressful period now, I m so glad that Anita emailed me and encouraged me with this :


Alright, I hope all of you are good :) I am going to continue with my mugging and then later got BBQ!~!!! Alot of Birthdays this month. HEHE! But it's fuN!

My dearest bloggy.
Sorry for not updating for so many days as I've mentioned in the previous entry that I am busy and all. I am posting now is because I am waiting for Miss Ginny's arrival to have breakfast with me in school :)

I have been good. Just that I've been really stressed up with things. It's bad you know cos I didn't calm down and ask God to help me, I learnt already :) I just love Friday, Saturday and Sunday. I love being with Culture and do God's things together. I know I belong to Culture and nothing can bring me away from it :) Omg, I sound so emotional here. Alright.. on a bright side, I learnt about friendship this week. I've learnt that in order to have a strong friendship, we have to talk things out and not keep things to ourselves when we feel towards each other. Ok, why am I emo again :(
Okok! I need prayers my friends, so if you love me, pray for me!
HEHE!

Anyway, I really wanna go to orphanage to share the gospel with them. I don't know why, there is this strong desire in me. God, please use me, I want to do Your will.

Count down: 15 more days to youth camp!! Weeeee!!
20++ days to Anita's arrival in Singapore! I can't wait to see my best friend!! And she is going to stay with me for 2 days! Waaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh =)

Alright, gotta go now. Miss Ginny will be arriving in a few minutes time.
oh oh! Cookies baking later. YAY!