I am tearing as I am writing this post.
I didn't know this thing happened until Li Ping told me over MSN.
Dear Friend,
we were once seconday school mate, eventhough I don't know you personally, you are still my friend :( I don't know you personally, but your death ached me so much. You went through so much, so painful. If only I have known you personally and longer, I could have brought you to Christ and life wouldn't be so miserable for you.
I hope you will rest in peace, don't worry about this world anymore, your friends, your family will settle those things for you. Of course, they will miss you, I will too, I missed those times we spent as group of friends at your class BBQ, we exchanged a few talks and played little games. Those were the happy times I saw you smiling.

Friends, please learn to treasure your life. Your life is a gift from God, know that whatever you are going through, even though it is going to be like a hell for you, know that God can bring you through and what ever you are going through cannot be compared to what He went through to die on the cross just for us. Everything you go through will have solutions to them. Talk to your friends, they are there for you to help you. No matter how bad you are, there is always 2nd chance for you to be good if you are willing to learn. Please really treasure your life, I don't want to see another friend of mine end his or her life for nothing. I love you all my dear friends.

Sigh... I feel like hugging someone cos I feel so sad for my friends, I just want to cry all I want, maybe i will hug Joanna later as I meet her. I really can't bear to loose anyone else in my life.


Dear God,
I pray that you help my friends' friends and family to be strong at this period of time, help them to pull through Lord. I know it is not easy, but I pray You will be there for them. In Jesus name, AMEN!